My Art Story

Eps. 22

I don't know how much time has passed. The daily life that the cave now passes slowly but surely undergoes a transformation from the introduction of the same cave Niken. Things that make the cave forget, what kind of cave kemaaren.

Editing still continues as an additional crutch for the cave economy. Not really an economy, but maybe more of a life style. The thing that the cave got from him also did not know where the cave was wearing.

Time is going faster like that the cave is getting closer to Niken.

It does not feel that the closer relationship makes the heart relationship between us.

Even the small talk is getting much more private and makes us get to know each other more and more.

But, the cave has not dared to say love. Just the sense of caring and watching him flow just like that even more time goes on, jealousy was also present when he did not stay on his phone.

The days go by, there are no days without contacting each other. Even just sleeping we still splinter with the phone. Leave it until sometimes only the sound of snoring is interconnected.

Uh! Crazy time.

When the cave thought about it, only a smile could the cave make.

However, yes ... Dical is not his name if confessing love is that easy.

Because of how remembered the cave, when Niken told about the beginning of introductions that he occasionally told. Makes the cave sometimes laugh to hear it.

From the WA story that he specifically made the cave, but not a clay cave at all. Display picture that he replaced with the most beautiful photo he thought hoped cave chat, but nil. Until chatnya disturbin cave long not cave response. Not just an hour or two. Even for days the cave retorted.

"How cute!" He told her when he was telling that. But things have now come to this point. Where we don't want to be separated from each other. However, it has not yet revealed the feeling to bind each other's hearts.

Actually this awareness encourages to try to offend him. However some thought makes the cave hesitant to clarify it for now.

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Remembering who the cave is.

Dical, yeah-cave Dical! A person who never cared about the current feeling of the cave. Cave is a man who has almost forgotten how to love or respond to the feeling of being loved.

Cave was married at that time, but the cave was surrounded by a wife. Not because of material or attention or responsibility.

Broadly speaking, the cave is not a person who is respected or has advantages in terms of economics in the field of business.

Yeah, you're right!

Merantau is a way that the cave can do to survive and make this small family of caves can compete with the arrogance of neighbors who always show off with a lifestyle, at that time.

For a cave that has a family, bringing a wife to the workplace is a thing that must be considered. For some time making it beside the cave, hand-in-hand shoulder to shoulder in life went smoothly.

Our lives are also normal, maybe even better than the families of others if we see from us who can indeed be said newlyweds, he said, because the beginning of the cave took her when our marriage was three months old or a corn.

From the concept of time, everything runs up to seven years. Before everything changed, when his parents called for trouble and asked him to go home. Maybe with him at home, can help his mother in taking care of the house. Classic things are common but when reviewed deeper, it will reveal the real reason. And it's bitter to talk about the cave!

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Eight years of marriage. And we still have no descendants.

On medication? yep!

That we do even though we know, not having offspring is not a disease that can be treated. But this is part of the effort.

Specialists, routine therapy to herbs, to the most extreme we have lived.

In the doctor's examination, we are both normal and there are no abnormalities. With some help of drugs that we have to consume, doctors can only say be patient and pray of course.

All efforts were halted that day.

He decided to stay away, he obeyed his parents for a few days there and then he would return. Speaking of distance, we did not cover a distance of one or two hours, but it took several days because of different islands.

But the reason remains the reason, all will be forgotten and lost as the reality that the cave finds does not match expectations.

Don't humans have reason? Something that does not enter logic will make our thinking reject even though it is something that is explained by reinforcement.

Still, the years that have passed and passed together make the cave really understand about him.

Lying or honest cave will know only a glimpse of the cave hear him tell a story. This sensitivity is etched in the heart of the cave as time goes on, this sensitivity is a picture of how deeply the cave loves. However, yeah ...

Now it's all just a story below the story.

All will be forgotten, along with the hatred that people will know when they see the expression of the cave that is unconsciously engraved when his name is transmitted to the ears of the cave.

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This type of emotion is really the cave itself does not know anymore, how the cave will react to it. Even until now, only left behind hatred, hate and very become.

Still very clear!

The distance that separates this small family and also the busy work of the cave, makes the unexpected in the cave life happen.

The news of the affair was heard in the ears of the cave that came from the cave wife's biological sister. He came to the cave on the phone that afternoon. With some real evidence that made him convince the cave and make the cave wife can no longer be evasive.

All that has happened, some of those problems have finally begun to fade as the cave continues to disappear from their lives. Away and away even though he always tried to contact the cave, to apologize and ask the cave to open the door of the heart to enter and repeat the things that have passed.

But yes how else, disgust is now encouraging things that are in the mind of the cave. What used to look beautiful when the cave lacquered for him, is now a taboo thing that will never again be made with feeling. In fact, just thinking about it would ignite a wound that then filled every joint and pulse on the cave body drawing a lot of resentment.

Forget that!

Right now there were different people, suppressing doubts at the bottom of the cave's heart at the moment. Styled and slowly with memories over time the cave finally told it to Niken. No matter what cave he would stay away from or get closer to, it was basically a pure cave life experience that could not be eliminated from the past of cave life.

But what the cave thought in the mind of the cave never happened, instead Niken received the cave story and even he gave encouragement.

"we'll get a prize after the competition. And life will always come to us with its ups and downs. We'll be better off with survival, though, avoiding things that flow without being able to be contained is like stopping the process of changing our lives for the better and in the end we will stick in a life that is so-so and the worst thing is the setback that occurs, so continue your steps."

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