Mr. Ustadz I Love You

CHAPTER 63

After not finding the whereabouts of Ara Rafan back to Hana and Rafka. They finally came home and did not eat. During the return trip, Rafan seemed to be silent and did not touch Hana who continued to babble.

"I'm sorry, I realize I've been late in looking after Rafka I promise you I won't repeat myself".

Rafan is still unmoved and remains focused on driving.

"Your mother shits me not ! I'm talking to you again. You think about what the hell ! Oh or lest you think of that woman again ! you must have thought about your ex-wife again ! ex-wife who's been cheating on you ex-wife who can't love you son and finally she's having an affair behind you !" hana said annoyed.

"Quite Hana don't you insult Ara ! and shut up I'm focusing on driving I don't want to make a fuss with you, Rafka's sleeping don't get in your fuss she's waking up."

"Let Rafka wake up ! let him know that this papa has made his mother hurt. Let him know the rottenness of the beautiful sister who helped him."

"Quite Hana I said enough. I said shut up !"

"Why do you tell me to shut up ?do you not-don't you still have the same taste of your ex-wife ? answer me you don't mess we already have children. And I don't want our happiness to be ruined just because of that barren woman."

"Hana enough ! I said enough don't you insult Ara anymore. And remember this I never felt happy living with you ! I feel happy just because of Rafka and not because of you !"

Deg

Hana fell silent and turned her gaze out the window of the car. Her tears just flowed without her being able to hold back.

Sick ! that must be how Hana felt. How could her husband love so much

talk like that.

Their quarrels stopped there. Hana is still crying and Rafan is still focused on driving his car

Rafan glanced at Hana, there was guilt for making Hana cry.

"Let's not cry we'll talk at home again." Rafan drove his car back home.

 

Unlike the case with Ara, she has prepared various kinds of food to welcome the arrival of her sister Sarah.

sarah's arrival was welcomed by Ara and they also talked a lot. Ara did not want to show her sorrow to Sarah she did not want to burden Sarah's mind with her problem.

"How did you find a replacement yet ?"

"What the hell is this big brother, what substitute is he trying ?"

"That means your ex-husband's replacement. 3 Years ago you have not been able to move on, let dong move on find a new replacement. Not good to know if for example you are constantly trapped in the past and you also have to be able to think about the future, namely by finding a replacement for your pretentious ex-husband !"

"No, I can't talk about it."

"Well you must still not be able to move on, the evidence is still behind. What are the advantages of your ex, handsome the hell yes but just a little yes ! just for what's handsome if it's just painful."

Ara chuckled slightly hearing Sarah who praised the good looks of her ex-husband.

"Come dong Ra move on ! Oh or Sister find you a boyfriend ? coincidentally many of the friends of a pretty handsome brother keep them already established and like the family loving. Later deh you know you to the friends of Brother yes if not temen, they must have a sister. Anyway you should be able to move on from your ex-husband."

"No need to bother and weird. I can find out for myself later, just now I haven't met."

Ara exhaled his rough breath his mind reflected back on what happened a few days ago.

If you knew I was actually almost able to move on from Mas Rafan but because of yesterday's meeting it was back again. I still miss him if I say big brother would be angry I better just shut up.

"Ra ! why do you dream, or maybe you already exist ? You have a replacement, right ? Let's not lie tell brother dong whose story he's handsome ? already established, still bujang or widower ?" scowl Sarah while teasing Ara.

"What the hell is Brother ! no yes I have no boyfriend, no bachelor or widower anyway no."

"What do you want, Grandpa-grandpa ? Iss amit-amit yes Ra, do not let you want to be the same grandfather." Sarah shakes amusedly while stroking her own shoulders.

Ara hit Sarah softly "Iss Sister fella deh !

"Well you did Brother say that you definitely can't move on right let's be honest ?"

" Sister I've moved on from my ex-husband, but I need time to be able to open my heart again to men."

" the next time is Ra, it's been 3 years. You yourself cook can not open your heart to other men are like someone or how."

"I'm afraid Brother ! I'm afraid that if for example I deket same man and our relationship is serious and suppose he knows that if it turns out I am barren, it will all end like my relationship with Mas Rafan. Any man who wants to marry a barren woman like me, they marry isn't it to find offspring. Then what's the point of them marrying a barren woman isn't that a lie." Ara exhaled again so violently her tears had already flowed involuntarily.

Sarah, who did not have the heart with her sister, hugged her tightly, "Ra Patience, you will be able to recover. Brother is sure there will definitely be a man who can accept your shortcomings." Sarah held onto Ara's shoulder. "It's not that it's just a barren disease Ra and didn't the doctor ever say that the disease can be removed from your uterus. We'll go see a doctor tomorrow, okay ?"

"I don't dare, brother. I'm afraid things won't go as I imagined."

"You can't say that, you have to be sure that our brother must pray together so that you will get well soon, I'm sure you can and tomorrow we have to go to the doctor okay."

"Yes, tomorrow . But maybe I'll work late afternoon."

"It's up to you that matters tomorrow we go to the doctor okay."

Ara nodded and hugged Sarah again

"Thank you you already know me Brother, have tried to help me and want this spirit I thank you very much."

In accordance with Sarah's plan after Ara came home from their office, they immediately went to the hospital to check on Ara's condition and health.

Not waiting long they are welcome to wait for the results of tests conducted by the doctor and a few moments later a doctor a nurse approached the direction and sound.

"Sorry with Ara's mom ?"

"Yes right, what's the matter sister ?"

"Please go into the room mommy rena ma'am, because your test results are out."

"thank you sister." They entered the doctor's office

Ara was already sweating coldly and squeezing her brother's hand under the table.

"With this test results regarding the health of the mother's uterus and after I checked it turns out...