Mr. Ustadz I Love You

Kamu

"Why did you ask me to remarry Ra ?" rafan asked after finishing the bath, standing in front of Ara who was sitting on the lip of the bed.

Ara was just silent, her eyes blank, uninspired.

"The answer is !" Rafan shakes Ara's shoulder.

Ara smiled, "I want you to be happy. If you marry a fertile woman like Hana, you will be able to have offspring and live happily." he said bitterly.

"What kind of happiness do you mean Ra ? You think getting married and having offspring with Hana can make me happy huh !" Rafan's tone is high this time. "You're Ra, only you can make me happy. There's nothing else. I love you, Ra. Whether we have children or not, as long as I'm happy with you. We can adopt or whatever it is, but why should I get married again."

Ara was stunned, Rafan was so in love with her present condition, barren.

"Mas don't be selfish !"

Rafan was dumbfounded, tightly gripping Ara's shoulder until it grimaced in pain. "So what do you mean ? I'm fighting for our love Ra. And you say selfish. I'm selfish where's Ra ?" shakes Ara's shoulder.

"Enough it's !" Ara brushed off Rafan's hand, her eyes already glazed over. " Don't be selfish. Don't think about your own happiness. I know you're happy with me. But what about Grandpa, papa and mama mas. Remember they also want to be happy, they want to immediately have a grandchild from you mas, please understand."

"We can adopt Ra's son !"

Ara Gurgled softly "Can't mas !" lirih Ara's.

"Why can't Ra !"

"Because I'm barren !"

Deg

Ara's tears slid profusely, her heart claustrophobic about the harsh reality of herself. Rafan could not bear to see the woman he loved crying.

"Sorry Ra, I didn't mean to..."

"Udah no papa mas." Ara wiped her tears. "Mas must remain married to Hana ya." persuaded Ara.

"Please Ra. Don't force me." Rafan is standing before Ara.

"Don't be like this, wake up, mas,"

Rafan. "I can't get married anymore Ra. Don't force me."

"Remember Grandpa mas, the doctor said that grandfather's age will not be long. Grandpa just wants a granddaughter from you. And it turns out I can't help you to give grandchildren to grandfather. But maybe Hana can mas." Ara stroking Rafan's hair.

"We can adopt Ra's son."

"But grandpa wants your flesh blood mas."

Rafan shook his head "I can't Ra, I just want your son."

"Mas is enough !" ara looked annoyed. "Mas don't forget I'm barren, I'm barren." said Ara.

"We can treat Ra. I've spoken to the doctor, and your syndrome can be treated by Ra. We can treat whatever it is until you recover Ra." Grasping Ara's hand.

"Grandfather's money may not reach us."

Again Rafan forgot the fact that his grandfather's life was not long.

"Mas look at me." Rafan looked up at Ara. "Grandfather's happiness is more important mas, I'm still young but not with grandfather."

Rafan stared at Ara's bead. Sadness and pain all radiated from his manic.

"Then what about you. Are you happy if I get married again ?" ask Rafan lirih.

"Em, I'll be happy mas. I'm happy to see you happy." Ara smiled bitterly.

"Ara promise to stay with me until the end." Ara nodded steadily. "Because I love you, I'll marry Hana." said Rafan.

Ara smiled even more bitterly. He should be happy, right ? but why should this hurt.

"I'll marry Hana, but only the contract. After she gets pregnant and gives birth to a child I'll divorce her and come back to life with you." Rafan peeps the back of Ara's hand.

Ara gasps in disbelief at Rafan's crazy plans, though she is actually happy that Rafan will return to her. But, it's a wedding, they can't play games with a wedding.

"Mas don't do that. God really doesn't like marriage to be played like that !" ara disagreed.

"I'll keep doing it, whether you agree or not." Rafan got up from his seat standing back to Ara.

Deg

Rafan was silent, words that he did not want to hear were thrown from Ara's lips. Rafan turned his body to face Ara.

"What do you mean Ra ! you want to divorce me !"

"if you still want to cheat in marriage, I'll divorce you !"

"Ara is enough ! I did all this because my love for you was great Ra ! I'm like this because I want to fight for our love !" Rafan's tone is higher than before. "And you, you want to get divorced from me ! Or you're not really in love with me. So you insist for me to marry again so !"

" No, I didn't mean it that way."

"Ah come on, I'm leaving. Don't bother me."

Brakkkk

The sound of the door that Rafan slammed. Ara cried as she pleased, she did not expect Rafan to go that far. Married the contract and returned to her. He should have been happy, but this was his mistake.

******

"Grandfather." Whimper Hana hugs spoiled Herman's arm.

"What's up ?"

"Look at this cake" Hana thrusts a brown envelope at Herman.

"What is this ?"

"Grandpa open it."

Herman opened and read the paper in the envelope, then scrunched his forehead.

"Rafan gave you this ?" Hana nodded.

"Hana love with Rafan kek. Hana doesn't want to split up with Rafan. Hana wants Rafan forever belongs to Hana. hiks " said Hana while sobbing.

Herman stroked Hana's head. "You don't worry Rafan will be yours forever and ever."

Hana looked up at Herman "Stay there's Ara cake."

"We can get rid of him." said Herman.

"How's cake doing ?"

"You just calm down. Grandpa knows very well how Rafan. For sure Rafan will be all yours." Herman grinned widely.

Hana nodded her head in understanding, no matter what Herman's plans were, the important thing was that Rafan belonged to her. Love is blinding.

*****

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