Mr. Tentaraku

Chapter 89

Hello guys!!

Thank you for being loyal to Mr. Kentaraku.

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Slowly my eyes began to get tired and I finally chose to go to sleep. However, my thoughts still rang - ngiang about doctors Elita and Andi. Those negative thoughts are becoming more and more - so they're spinning around in my brain, making me unable to fall asleep.

“Haaa” my whine “I don't want to think about it all, please brain don't make me think about it anymore, I want to sleep” I hit - hit my head slowly “why?” I cried a hiccup “I swear I didn't want to think about it all, it all hurt so much to me. Indeed it is all not true but the name of the feeling of overthingking should be how” I keep crying in the loneliness of the night. I closed my face so that no one would feel the sadness of my heart.

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While Andi was sitting at the picket table. The brain is thinking about me too.

I really love Kanza, how I feel tomorrow if I can no longer look her in the eye. Am I capable of running all this. It's all my wish, but since Kanza, my mind has been divided for her. Honey.I beg you to keep waiting for brother yes, his mind.

“Why Ndi” bang Adam came and patted the shoulders of Andi who was daydreaming.

“Ah did not bang” said Andi did not say what he was really thinking.

“Surely you again think of Kanza kan” asked Adam bang, sitting in front of Andi.

“Iya bang, it feels really hard to leave it. Plus, there was a little problem”

“What problems?” glancing at Andi's face.

“So me and Kanza road - road to the beach. When I want to go to the cashier meet with the doctor who treated Andi first at Citra Medika hospital bang. In the end, the doctor sought my attention. I don't know if he likes me I don't know nature. So after meeting me, I met Kanza again and she had a chat with Kanza that she had met me and talked a lot. Not angry is Kanza it”

“Hati - heart, now there are many actors aka destroyers of people” relationships

“I... I swear there is nothing on my mind that is acquainted or close to other women. It feels like Kanza is the woman I've been looking for all this time. And I have to take good care of him. Because you bang I can meet a woman like Kanza”

“If indeed Kanza is special so there is no reason for you to leave it” saw how sharp Andi's face.

“I keep trying like that bang and will keep trying to be always next to him. But what about the circumstances that I will face tomorrow?”

“For me it's not leaving. That is part of the process towards a higher level” Bang Adam continues to give spirit to Andi “if you can get through this, inshallah all obstacles in the future you can definitely face. Believe that God never sleeps. But if you leave Kanza on the grounds of another woman, it's me who will face you first. I want to go to the bathroom first” Adam walked into the office.

“I should be able to get through this all” Andi inhales in - deep then release back “you great woman so it deserves me to fight. Because getting him is like Surah Al Fatihah, just starting already Alhamdulillah. So thank God which other thing I should say” Andi took his phone that was in his pants pocket, he searched my box and sent me a message.

Via chatan

Andi

Dear sleep well yes. Oh yes, tomorrow we meet.

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While I was, exhausted from crying, I finally fell asleep.

Krrrrriiiiiii. I opened my puffy eyes and turned off the alarm that had sounded earlier, calling me to wake up immediately. I sat in bed, not knowing what I was thinking.

“Aaaa... not very excited today” I took a mobile phone and saw a message notification from Andi.

Via Chattingan

I

Yes brother

Shortly after I returned a message from Andi, Andi called me immediately. Kriy…. Kriyii…. Kriyii.

Telephone

I

Andi

Dear. waalaikumsalam. You're okay, baby. Brother misses very much with you. Later after you come home teaching we meet ya.

I

Yes dear. Yasudah adek want to pray dawn first yes. My brother also prayed first.

Andi

Brother is already dear, brother is still sitting on this picket later at 8 o'clock can only go down.

I

All right, baby

I turned off the call.

“I think bang Andi know what I feel” said I, then put down the phone and rushed to the bathroom.

After a few minutes in the bathroom I came out, took a mukena and put it on and put on the prayer mat.

“Allahu... akbar” raised both hands to start praying.

Ten minutes later

“Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh” turn to the right “Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh” turn to the left “Alhamdulillah” I raised both my hands “ya Allah I pleaded surrender to you from all the problems that occurred in the my life. If indeed this is all destiny for me to give and need to strengthen my patience in dealing with it” I sweep both my hands to the face.

I folded my face and prayer mats and put them on the shelf. I took a towel to put it over my right shoulder, put my foot in the bathroom.

SKIPS

I opened the bathroom door, put my feet up, and put on my school uniform. I put on a little make up with just a few products.

After everything was done as usual I put on perfume at some point in my body. I took the bag and left the room.

“Hai ma” sapaku see mom who is having breakfast with dad.

“Breakfast first here” mama put the dishes in the usual place I sit.

“Iya ma” I answered a little lethargic, I walked without passion.

“Father's son morning - morning should spirit dong should not be lethargic like this” father told me to spirit. But what about my heart, what about the contents of my mind that are so messed up. I wanted to cry in front of them, to tell them that I was not well. But, I think all this should be me alone, I don't want them to get hurt like I feel.

“Iya father spirit kok this” my lips could have shown a smile in front of everyone. I took the rice and ate it slowly.

After finishing breakfast

“Ma, my sister's father departs yes” I shake hands with my father and mother. After that I walked to the garage, I put a helmet on my head and started the engine and set the gas slowly.

“Can't be upset again Kanza” said I screamed a little on the motor. “But everything with a smile” I tried to calm myself that everything that happened must be faced….

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