Mr. Tentaraku

Chapter 30

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“There was a clock also today” asked bu Dewi to see me walking towards them.

“No, today I picket” answered I took a chair and sat next to him.

“But really rich gitu” tanya bu Susi.

“Who is upset” I replied smiling. I hide my feelings for them. I don't want them to know how I feel.

“Iya from the look on her face, it looks like her usual gala is you are a bit cheerful” explained ma'am July.

“Maybe more tired just” trimku.

I'm still thinking about Andi who went down the street with another woman. I was right \- really didn't expect this to happen again in my life.

“Nanti ngebakso yok” take bu Dewi.

“Ayok ayok” replied to a feisty July bu.

“Iya come lah” exciting bu Susi.

“Tumben bu Kanza does not answer quickly, usually can not hear if meatballs business”

I ignored their words, my head filled with Andi who had just walked with another woman. Every now and then I see a cell phone hoping Andi calls me. However, Andi did not call me at all or even send me a message.

“Bu Kanza” call bu Juli poking my arm.

“I..iya, why” my answer came from daydream.

“Why sih” ask again.

“What - what” I keep evading questions from them. “I go home first ya” I take the bag and motor key then walk to the parking lot take the motor.

“Bu Kanza why yes, the feeling from earlier is rich not spirit so” asked bu Juli who is still curious about my attitude today.

“Iya, maybe less well” replied Susi bu who focus with her phone.

I took the motor from the parking lot, turned on the engine and then planted the gas slowly. This time I drove the bike very slowly. My tears are starting to fall.

“Yes Allah why do I have to do this, what is my fault Allah” I shouted on the motor, until the person walking beside me looked at me. “It hurts so bad” my tears are flowing so fast.

I got home, parked the bike in the garage. I opened the helmet and put it in the rearview mirror, wiped the tears and walked into the house. I went straight into the room without glancing right left. I lay my body on the bed without changing my school clothes.

“Haaaa...” I shouted slowly “why kek gini anyway, sick tofu no, he was willing to make a wound like this. Where is she now? care not the same me, so brazen cake guy, bastard” throw a pillow against the wall. My tears can't stop, I'm really frustrated “love.... bullshit with love”.

**

Two days earlier. Andi came to my house without my knowledge.

“Assalamualaikum..” Andi knocks on door.

“Waalaikumsalam” mom walk open door. “Eh brother enter” Andi kisses mom's hand. “Coming bang” Mama led Andi into the house, sitting in the living room.

“Ma..

“What bang” mom sitting in front of him Andi.

“So gini ma, adek will want a birthday, brother has a plan to prank him, why brother ask permission first same mom because brother plans to pura cheating”

“A” mama was surprised to hear Andi's words, because previously Kanza felt very bad with the affair Roni from him.

“Mama is calm first, so there is a cousin Andi who wants to help this mission, later brother wants to go with him and send Kanza his picture. Soon Lia her cousin Andi will come here, Andi knew her first mother, let mama believe.”

“You sure want to do this, do you not like Kanza later can - can he be shocked again, mama kasian same him”

“Mama rest easy yes, Andi just pranks he will not really kok ma”

“Alright then mommy permit” mama allow after considering it mature - mature.

The knocking of the door sounded from the main door. Mom walked to open it.

“Instead besan” mom told her mom Andi and Lia to go inside the house.

“Iya” shakes hands with mom as well as Lia. Mama, mama Andi and Lia walk to the living room to meet Andi.

“Ma.. so this is Lia's cousin Andi”.

“Iya ma'am, I'm her cousin bang Andi, so bang Andi asked me to work together on kak Kanza who wants a birthday”

“Iya besan, so Lia this is my sister's son Rosma”

“Alright then”

Andi deliberately told my mother first, because she was afraid there would be a misunderstanding with my mother so that it would blacklist her from her prospective daughter-in-law.

**

“Haaaa” raised both of my arms “ya pardon her gala horn until sleeping like this” I said with a small laugh. “And.. Andi it's amazing you” I got up taking a towel and went to the bathroom.

After the bath I performed the magrib prayer. I raised both my hands to ask God.

“Yes Allah, my Lord, give me strength in the face of everything that happens in my life. Give me great patience to face it. O Allah if indeed bang Andi is the best mate of you give ease and smoothness in my relationship with him, if not God give me the ease to forget it, I don't want to fall in the same hole for the second time, Allah” enough I rubbed my hands into my face.

I folded my face and prayer mats and put them back on the shelf. I opened the door and went to see my mom and dad.

“Sayang...” Call mama who sat with Dad in the living room “eat first here”

“Iya ma...” I replied, keep walking to the dining table. My footsteps felt heavy. But I don't want to show it to my mom and dad.

“Kok limp really sih” ask mom.

“No ma” I sat in front of mama took a plate then scooped rice and a little side dish.

“From last night sleep continue again jalau ya bestie” mama tried to tease me for seeing my face that looks moody.

“What the hell ma, mama gaul ya now” I tease him back.

“Have ah no need to be sad - sad, just calm”

“Who is sad mama” scoops rice into the mouth.

“Mama's son, indeed you think mama does not know you anymore galau” obviously mama sipped her drink.

The night was getting late I went back to the room to sleep, I lay my body on the bed, took a mobile phone playing social media, I saw a photo \-photo Andi in the mobile phone gallery.

“Yes Allah how can I love him this deep, I have put my heart to him but what is this in return I received” my tears fell back.

“Ah can not cry anymore” remove tears. “Let alone Andi it”

Krrrriiiing. L saw.

Via chatan

Andi

We'll see you tomorrow, there's something I want to see.

I

Yes, where

Andi

Tomorrow's the hour and the place I'll call again.

I

Ja

“What the hell do I mean, want to hurt me again. Surely tomorrow he wants to break up me” I go back to sleep.

The next day was Sunday so there was no school. I woke up from my sleep taking a towel and taking a shower.

Kriiing the sound of incoming notifications on my phone.

Via chatan

Andi

We'll see you later in the afternoon at the ice cream parlour, baby.

Fifteen minutes later I replied to Andi.

I

Ja

**

I prepared with a black shirt and black jeans. This time I was really not excited to meet Andi and today is the first day I walk alone, usually he always picks me up.

SKIPS

I've reached the eskrim cafe, parked the bike and put the helmet in the rearview mirror. I walked into the cafe how surprised I was when I saw Andi sitting with the woman in the photo my mouth gaping…….

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