Mother To Oi

Eight

“Moses"

Playing with the kids?

If Meta hadn't been married, maybe now too, I would have gotten married. Moreover, each of his smiles was able to suffocate me, and my heart was blossoming.

Yep...God says this continues?

I started to love a married girl. What do people say? How does Azka nanri feel? That question haunts me even more. Kurebah.

Ah....Can I forget it?

“Musa you're just a test in the Meta household"

"O Allah, if my feelings are wrong, let the servant go and give the servant a spacious chest to forget Meta"

The morning after dropping Oi off at school, I headed straight for college. Just parked, my eyes were already trapped on the girl who was only five-six meters away from me.

My heart is beating fast. By itself my cheek expands.

Just looking at her I'm so happy.

O Allah forgive the servant.

Step by step can bring me into the classroom and new students.

After my teaching hours were over, I headed straight for the parking lot. The suit on my left hand and the bag on my right hand are already able to show I'm in a hurry.

My steps just stopped when I passed Meta. That girl makes me want to talk all the time.

“Meta. You're not in yet?” that question just came out of my mouth.

“Fifteen more minutes sir" he said.

“Soal yesterday I'm sorry to bother you" I said.

“Bapak do not hesitate if you need help from Meta" said Meta.

“How about your lecture today?” that's the question I want to ask. But all I managed to say was the word “Oke"

“Greetings to Oi” says Meta.

I just nodded. Then go by.

Parked, I immediately got into the car. Then go away from the campus, towards Oi's school.

Of love? I did it all for my love for Azka. Azka getting married to the man of her choice can make me sad. Why not me? But shouldn't love have each other?

Friend is not an excuse because I love Azka. As a friend, don't I deserve to love her?

Without feeling like my car has reached Oi's school.

Eagerly, I immediately carried it.

“kaka Meta" Oi said.

“Why with Meta?”

Oi just flanged then slightly smiled heheh

Every time Oi called it kaka every time my heart ached.

“Dad...when will we visit mom?” ask Oi.

“Um.....how about a minute?” ask again.

“Before maglib?” ask Oi.

“Iya darling. A smart kid.

After the Asar prayer, I went straight to the Oi flower shop. As always, I always buy the best red roses. Simple but to me it was more than enough.

When I got into the car, I accidentally looked up. And there I saw Meta for the first time with her husband. They walked while chatting lightly and sometimes laughing cheerfully.

"both? Where are their children?"

“Musa lock your feelings" I said before entering the car.

“He is happy. I was thinking about her? Stop Moses"

“Ayo”

“Come now come" I said as I opened the door for Oi.

“Mother Oi has come” said Oi.

“May you be well" I said.

“Oi, let's love we pray for mom”

“Oi can read al fateha”

We sat up looking. We started reading Surah al-Fateha.

“Aamiin"

“Let's go home" I said.

When I got home, I went to college. There's still an hour ahead.

But throughout my activities that day, my mind kept spinning about Meta.

"I have to get married soon" I murmured.