
"Moses"
After one week of not meeting Meta, this time I became more aware, this girl in my hole is really charming.
Meta nodded his face, then left.
I immediately chatted with his mother. Her name is Vega, but I prefer to call her Mom.
"Oh, the lecturer is Meta?"
I'm nodding. But my arrival to this house is not as a lecturer anymore but as a person.
"What's wrong? Don't hesitate"
"Mom, actually I came to apply for Meta" I said confidently.
"Meta is still heartbroken about her abusive husband-to-be"
I'm nodding. I myself as a witness how rude Bima treats Meta.
Faris came and sat down next to me.
While chatting lightly with Faris, Meta finally came.
Serving avocado juice in every glass glass in the hole. Meta looks so graceful.
"Let's go ahead" said Vega's mother, while Faris introduced me to Meta "Dek, know this is Moses' brother's friend" he said. I'm laughing a little.
"Moses came here because there was a need. Is it Moses?" Ask Vega ma'am.
I'm nodding. With a little awkwardness I started my wish.
"I just want to keep you until it's lawful for me to touch you. Tonight with all my heart "Bismilbornrahmanirrahim" Be my life companion" I said with full earnestness. I'm not good at word-stringing.
I see Meta is wide open. And at that time I was hoping Meta would nod.
"It's just my feeling. If you mind just say it. I'm ready for all your decisions. But let me make a confession. Honestly, it's been a long time since this self has kept the liking " ever since your identity card in my hand.
"Give Meta time" said Meta seemed shy.
I'm nodding. I just want Meta to if not, at least I'm not hiding what Meta should know.
Along the way, I don't keep smiling.
The good start Moses. Hopefully Meta will accept.
Azka, I'm going to marry her.
Tonight, everything feels so beautiful.
After driving Oi to school, I headed straight for the campus. At Kapus, at that time, I again passed Meta. I was so awkward.
"Sir, Meta will make a decision tomorrow" Meta said after meeting at the campus park.
"Whatever your decision will be. God willing I am ready" I said.
"What if it doesn't live up to Moses' expectations?" Ask Meta. We talked without staring at each other.
Meta seemed to be enjoying the bright air and the breeze today, as well as me.
"God willing. If the soul mate will unite and if it doesn't, no matter how big an effort to unite we will never be one" I said.
My gaze focused on thatch leaves that swayed when the wind hit.
"Will Meta reject me? That's possible" my inner self.
"If it doesn't live up to my expectations, can we still be like this? As individuals not lecturers and students?" The question just came out of my mouth.
"I'll probably forget everything, and start a new life" Meta said.
Hearing Meta's reply, I immediately stood up. Then look towards Meta.
"Whatever your decision will be, it's for the best. I'll look forward to your decision. Assalamualaikum says. Greetings to Faris and your mother" I said.
If Meta rejects me, stop the time, O Allah. I said repeatedly.
"I want to marry the man of my choice" that line always haunts me.
"God willing I am ready to be rejected by you Meta" I said while looking at the Meta photo.
After the office business was over, I immediately picked up Oi.