
"Map"
I immediately left Mr. Moses who was still silent in the park, then drove a car, and went home. At home, I went straight into the room and locked myself in.
Tok....
“Meta, Meta" mama's voice and knock her door. Heard it repeatedly. Lazily, I went to see my mother.
“Meta, Bima is already under” said mama.
I directly said “Mah, I was lazy to meet Bima”
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“What does Bima say is true? You bickering? Because of that lecturer?” ask mama. I nodded immediately.
“Meta, has severed ties with Bima" I said.
“Bima apologize" said mama.
“I know mah"
“Meet Bima" Persuade mom. After thinking for a long time, I finally went straight to Bima. Down a few stairs, then sit right in front of Bima.
“Meta, baby, I'm sorry" said Bima while putting on a face.
I nodded “I've forgiven you and we're not in touch anymore we broke up" said Kua.
Before Bima cursed again, I went straight upstairs.
Fifteen unread messages, I opened them immediately. The message from Bima is all just a snub.
My phone's ringing. Pak Musa's name “Assalamualaikum Meta apologize sir" I said.
“Sorry wrong pitcher" then the call was disconnected.
I packed my clothes. I don't know where to go, the most important thing is that I don't want to live here anymore.
“Meta, open the door” shouted mama.
“Mama will break down?” threatening mom.
I'm still focused on saving up on taking all my stuff. Three suitcases, I'm ready to carry. And at that moment, Mamah did not break the door either.
Quickly, I took a shower, then got dressed. After getting dressed, I immediately opened the door, pulling the first suitcase down, then the second and third suitcase.
Mama still dudkuk on the sofa while filling the crossword puzzle. When mama saw me, mama was so surprised to stand up straight from the sofa chair, then approached me “Meta where are you going?” ask mama.
“What is Meta business?” ask mama and I shook my head “Meta doesn't care anymore mah" I said while crying.
“Don't stay with mama" pinta mama while hugging me.
“But mah” I said while wanting to escape from my mom's embrace. I just need time to forget everything.
“Meta, where are you going?” ask mama.
“Where aja mah" I said. And when I managed to escape from my mother's embrace, she fainted. I immediately called the family doctor.
One hour, just mama siuman. The doctor said my mom was too tired.
I went back to persuading my mother. “Mah biarin Meta go" I said.
“How much mama?"
Not done negotiating, my phone rings.
Incoming call from Ninda.
“Again mama”
“There's new news. You already know not” question Ninda makes my heart beat faster.
“What's the problem?”
“Where is it? I don't know how to talk either"
“Why? Don't make me curious”
“It's about lo"
“Gue? Why?”
“Soal lo, Bima same sir Musa”
I just gulped.
“Your video has spread” said Ninda.
“Haha...biarin aja" said I. But in my heart, I was scared.
After speaking to Ninda, I immediately searched for the truth. How surprised I am, even my social media is full of cheap chatter.
Everyone commented about me.
“Ccheap Women are yes...”.
“Wah, emang most cute girl playin heart guy"
“Mampus lo, caught cheating”
Three comments can make me mentally down.
“Meta, what's your decision?” ask mama.
I'm still sitting next to my mom directly holding my mama's hand “Soal Bima?” mama nodded.
“Meta, still haven't forgotten mah" I said as I hugged my mother.
“Crying, overflow all your emotions. Cry as much as you and forget about it baby" said mom while stroking my hair. I'm crying too.
“Mama also apologizes, because mama is already a mate Meta"
“Mah, mama is not angry with Meta?”
“Make what?”
“Udah ngecewain mama" I said.
“No. Mama, like the courage of Meta to leave Bima. Although Meta love is the same Bima”
“Mah, thanks. My word"
“Temanin mommy well..” says mom.
I slowly sat down, looking at my mom.
As if I knew what I was thinking, my mother held my hand again and said “Meta is not alive to meet the expectations of others. So do others not live to meet Meta expectations"
I was overwhelmed by my mother's words. I was too stupid to run away from home, leaving my mother only because of trivial problems.
One week of time I used only to accompany my mother. It's not that I don't want to go to college anymore or I don't want to go out anymore