
"I'm not that bad, I'm not going to feed my partner. Although my heart still loves him, and I hope we will soon love each other," Azam's words certainly make Syifa become misbehaved.
What'd he say? Does he expect us to be together forever and love each other? ~in Syifa
"I really appreciate this relationship, don't worry! After all, Nizam still needs you so much" Syifa fell silent, what if Sheira chased them every day?
It felt Syifa wanted to tell her about her complaints to her mother, but Syifa was afraid that it would make Syifa and her family worried.
Nah! Alana's been doing a lot at home, making her mom, dad, and Alan helpless. I don't want my problems to make them anxious ~inya
Syifa let go of her arms from her husband, all she had to do now was guard her defensive wall, lest she fall in love with Azam. Because if that happens, then he'll be even more devastated.
"Now, I'm just focusing on Nizam's recovery. Not anything! After that, it's up to you to do what and with whom. Please, don't bother me now, I need some time now! I hope you can understand and understand me!"
"What did you say Syifa? Why did you say that? Do you doubt me!"
Syifa shook her head quickly "I don't know, maybe I believe in your principles but if one day Nizam recovers, you will definitely do something according to your heart, why maintain marriage again if Nizam is healed?" Syifa looked at Azam with a sad look "Maybe you're right, because you yourself know. I was still too stupid to love Sheira who had obviously abandoned me,"
Syifa just kept quiet, somehow Azam said if he loved his ex-wife, not long after Syifa's phone rang. Azam quickly asked who called his wife "Who contacted you? Is that your girlfriend?"
"Jeez, you're starting again!" Syifa suddenly upset, she also showed me the name on her phone screen "This is a video call from Daddy, why are you accusing me without cause?"
"It could have been him, you changed his name!"
"I'm not that bad, sir!" An irritated Syifa picked up the call from her daddy named Arvan. Husband of his birth mother now
Connected Call
"Hi Daddy, how are you? Syifa misses Daddy, Mami, Raisa, Khanza and Auntie. How are you guys doing in there?"
"Daddy's favorite son, don't even let Daddy talk,"
"Hihihi, sorry Daddy. Syifa was too happy and excited when Daddy called Syifa,"
"Daddy thought Daddy's daughter had forgotten Daddy. Never even called Daddy!"
Seen the closeness of Syifa and her stepfather was "Sorry Daddy, Syifa was just afraid to disturb Daddy. Every time Syifa makes a video call with mom. Daddy's always resting, Daddy's health is much more important. At least, you can still see from afar, mom always shows Daddy who is so adorable while sleeping,"
Since the accident that hit his mom and daddy. Arvan's health is very weak, even have a lot of rest that total "Daddy will not be disturbed if Daddy's favorite child contacts! Sorry son, Daddy rarely notices you. Even at your wedding Daddy can't attend, Daddy's a bad dad!"
"No Daddy! Don't say that, Daddy is the best Daddy in the world, Syifa understands why you can't attend. Trust me Syifa always loves and misses you!"
"Son, if Daddy could be like he was! Surely none of this will happen, our families will not be separated like this,"
"Daddy! Don't say that, Daddy's been fighting this hard. Why is Daddy so weak and sad? Wh why? Now Daddy has to smile, come on Daddy! Daddy has to smile, Syifa misses Daddy's smile so sweet,"
Arvan put on his smile from the camera screen, it felt like Syifa wanted to cry. But he must endure his sadness and be calm and happy "Syifa loves Daddy very much, Syifa promised soon Syifa will visit there! Syifa will accompany Daddy until he recovers, Syifa will take care of Daddy! And there will be no more rejection for Daddy. Daddy understands?"
"Yes son, come here with your husband and son, we'll wait until that day comes,"
"Trust Daddy! Our meeting is coming soon, Daddy, don't worry okay?"
The two say goodbye and decide on a call.
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Syifa sobbed as the video call ended, she was saddened to see Arvan's condition getting weaker "Daddy is a good man, why should Daddy suffer like that?"
Azam saw the joy and weakness of his wife simultaneously "Don't cry anymore! Next week we'll go to Malaysia!"
Syifa looked at her husband "Are you really?"
"Yes, next week I have a job there. You and Nizam can come along, and Nizam's treatment is there. That way, Nizam will meet his grandparents and aunt there,"
Syifa smiled and said thank you very much "Thank you very much, you are very kind! You understand my longing for them all there,"
Syifa nodded, Azam was so understanding to her that even he did not understand why Azam was so kind to her "You are so kind," Syifa again embraced Azam, the man felt something hard to make him understand his feelings
Why every time he hugs me? My feeling became like this, erratic like this? ~ins
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Shinta gets a message from Arvan he says if he is very happy because he just talked to Syifa even if only from a video call. Shinta smiled and read the message, "I'm happy, and I hope you'll get well soon and get together again,"
Shinta turned her head as her husband hugged from behind "What's wrong? Why are you smiling to yourself?"
Shinta pointed out Arvan's message, "Look, she was very happy and excited when talking to Syifa even though it was just from the call, I felt very happy and very happy,"
"I hope that if his recovery comes back soon, I hope so much!"
"Yes you're right, I hope so too. Syifa and Arvan were very close. And I'm sure Syifa will be happy when she's close to her birth mother,"
Revan and Shinta can only pray for the best, they also miss the togetherness of the Caca and Arvan families
"I miss our meeting so much as before, and I miss my mother and father," Shinta cried bitterly considering her parents were gone, Revan comforted his wife "Don't cry baby! Whoever is there will one day be gone. All are the provisions of the almighty, we can not be angry or blame the situation,"
Shinta understands all the destiny God gave her, but she misses both her parents very much
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The next morning, the,
Azam and Syifa woke up as usual, they had been married for six months but they had not yet done their duties as a real husband and wife. Syifa tied her original hair with a high "Bas bad, why am I bad luck like this?" He murmured frantically, it was eight and he had just woken up.
In a hurry he went straight to his son's room "Sorry baby, sorry! Mother of bad luck," Syifa saw her son who was neat, and fresh
The sound of footsteps "Mama has bathed him also feed him, you don't worry!" Syifa smiled and said thank you very much
"Thank you so much ma, mom took care of Nizam. I know, Nizam is your granddaughter but you bother to do this in the morning just to help the woman who has made your family suffer,"
Anita looked at Syifa "I admit, at first I hated you a lot. I am angry with you, you are so negligent that it makes my beloved granddaughter become like this, but more and more day mama realizes your love and sincerity for Nizam. Perhaps, this is the destiny that God has planned, if at that time you were not negligent maybe you were never in the life of my grandson. She won't be able to feel a mother's love and affection, you know son? I've never found a woman like Sheira, she's a very bad mother. I thought, if her birth mother just wasn't good at taking care of her what about you? The spoiled girl who did everything just for making amends?,"
Syifa lowered her face down, she knew her mistake and she also felt she had not been a good mother to Nizam "Son, you proved my view was wrong! A woman may not be a mother, but even if you've never been a mother you prove your love is wonderful,"
"Ma, I'm just doing what I think is right. I love and love Nizam sincerely,"
"I know that, but you deserve to feel happiness, you deserve to be able to feel pregnant and giving birth," Anita held her daughter-in-law's hand, made Syifa shock and immediately released her
"What does mama mean?"
"Son, you know your early marriage to your son just because it's for Nizam's sake and to make amends for you, but son. Now you and Azam are lawfully husband and wife, so you are entitled to rights and to carry out obligations. You're mama's daughter-in-law, Azam's son and mother also have the right to ask for grandchildren from you,"
Syifa was shocked not to play, why did her mother-in-law suddenly ask for something that she thought was ridiculous "Ma, what did you say? Mama knows if me and Mr Azam do not love each other, our relationship is only because Nizam only then how can we have children? It was impossible, mama saw Sheira also came here, she wanted to return with her son and ex-husband. He wants to get his family back and I'll leave after Nizam's recovery,"
"Don't say it's my son! Marriage is not a game, when we want it we buy it, and when we get bored. We're gonna throw it away, listen to Mama! Maybe now, you haven't loved each other yet but the relationship between you hasn't been a problem until now then why should you split up?"
Syifa fell silent, not even knowing the answer to her mother-in-law's question "Son, is this marriage not important to you?" Syifa said she doesn't understand everything
"Oh ma, I cannot answer it myself. I got married when I never thought about marriage, but I got married and lived it. There is no love or anything in a husband and wife, but also not feeling claustrophobic. Everything went comfortably and safely, but when Sheira came. I felt as if my kingdom would be destroyed, I did not understand everything. It was almost destroyed, but I couldn't do anything."
"You are broken, because you are comfortable with your kingdom. You've loved her without you knowing it, and when you find out your kingdom is destroyed you feel on the verge of dilemma and fear, fear of the destruction of that palace,"
Syifa did not argue but also did not justify her father-in-law's words "Son, you should be able to maintain your marriage, do you want to give up your husband and children? Son, Sheira has made the mistake of leaving her husband and son in the past are you going to make the same mistake?"
Syifa looked at her mother-in-law and clenched both hands "Sorry ma, Syifa cannot answer her now but surely, as long as Nizam has not healed, Syifa will always be Azam's wife" Anita smiled, as long as Nizam was not healed, at least there is still hope "But before the departure of mama and papa in this world you should be able to give us grandchildren, son!"
Syifa spontaneously turned her head and looked at her mother-in-law "Mama please don't say that! Mama and papa will always be with Nizam even until he is married and has children. You'll see your great-grandchildren,"
"Son, mom and dad want to but we don't know where we're up to, so mom hopes you can make your mom's wish come true. Mama doesn't want to, seeing Azam come back with that wicked woman! Mama won't be able to calm down, son! Even when you're gone, you won't be able to calm down,"