
"You must not be so bad to think that Rein was, if Syifa was unhappy where she might have married that man,"
Reina thought of the ocean saying "You're right, there's no way Syifa's parents got her married to the wrong guy. Syifa must be happy with the marriage,"
The ocean smiled, but deep down she cried, feeling broken and heartbroken "Then what about your broken heart Sam?"
"I'm fine Rein, for me Syifa's happiness is much better than anything. Don't you worry!"
Reina pityes the ocean because she knows how she loves her best friend "I'm sure Sam, someday you'll find your happiness!"
The ocean nodded, saying thank you very much
********
At dinner, Azam could not stop looking at his wife. Indeed Syifa looks beautiful with her appearance is not too menor.
"Therefore, the snot boy chased after my wife," his grunts involuntarily. Syifa, Anita and Azam's father heard "Son, what are you saying?" Anita asked, but Azam shook his head "No! Azam is so hungry!"
"Yes you've eaten a lot, your wife just focuses on her school without thinking about taking care of you,"
Syifa clenched her hands together, holding her wrath because her mother-in-law said "Don't be lured to Syifa!" Inwardly
They dined quietly, Syifa chose to remain calm regardless of her in-laws' scathing remarks.
After finishing eating, Azam invited Syifa back to the room "Let's go to the room," Syifa was confused, not usually Azam to be gentle and invite herself "Come!"
Syifa nodded and smiled "Come!"
Anita who saw the closeness of her son-in-law and son smiled happy "At last they get along like this," although Anita was a little hard with her daughter-in-law but she hoped that Syifa and Azam could be closer.
********
In the room, Syifa felt confused by Azam's changeable attitude "From tomorrow I'll take you to the campus,"
"Introducing pick-up?" ask Syifa with her innocent face "Yes, do you mind? You can talk to your lover during class hours, right? But, by the time you're done with your course you're mine!"
Syifa smiled a little "Whatever!" He put on a flat face for a moment, making Azam even more chaotic. He approached and held Syifa's pigi with both hands "Do you have any objections? You're bothered if I take you?"
"Perhaps" Syifa deliberately disturbed her husband, because Azam's attitude was so funny
"It's up to you to get distracted if not. My decision is final, from tomorrow I will be your personal driver,"
"Okay, driver!" Syifa replied casually "What do you say?" Azam looked at him with a meaningful gaze "Yes, driver!" Syifa took Azam's hands off his hands
"Aren't you the one who said you were my personal driver? Yaudah, I said driver. Is there a problem?"
"Hey lady, you offended me!"
"Then what should I say?"
"Forget it!" Azam rushed to sleep, turning his back on Syifa with a frown.
Xi-xi-xi!
Syifa gave a small laugh, she was happy to disturb her husband
"Based on a strange man! He said he did not care, he said he did not want to curb it he did not like it, but wanted to be a private driver," Syifa said in a loud voice, she also slept beside her husband. But he turned his back on Azam
"Based on a cocky woman!"
"Freak guy!"
"You're a weird woman!"
"You're a weird, shitty guy!"
"You!"
"You!"
The two were unwilling to lose, and argued without looking at each other. But implied a smile on the faces of the two, feeling funny and fun. But also equally prestige until finally asleep in sleep.
*********
Two hours later, Syifa woke up and sat down. Seeing Azam who had fallen asleep "He was very sweet in his sleep, but when he woke up. I don't know! I can't imagine her strange nature!" Mumbled slowly
He wanted to see Nizam in his room, did Nizam wake up thirsty? Or the pampers are full. Usually at this hour, Nizam has leaked
Syifa tied up her original hair, saw her son in the room.
Czechoslovakia!
Slowly he opened the door of Azam's room so that his son would not wake up, Syifa approached Nizam. Sure enough, Pampers Nizam has. He also replaced him
Since Nizam was paralyzed by an accident, he has always worn Pampers. Every day Syifa prayed for Nizam's recovery, not because he objected to taking care of Nizam but because he wanted his son to feel happy because he could do something freely and without the help of others.
"Mother," Nizam woke up, of course he would wake up. Always Nizam woke up when Syifa replaced his pampers "Mother why not sleep? You sleep with your dad in your room,"
"Mother sleeps, baby, then wakes up. Remember your favorite child, must be thirsty right?"
Nizam nodded "Sorry mother, because I'm the boboknya mother not soundly!"
"Hust! Mother's favorite handsome boy can't talk like that huh? In fact, you will feel sad if you sleep well but your favorite child feels thirsty and uncomfortable because of the leak of the diapers,"
"Sorry Nizam mother," Nizam cried, soon Syifa wiped her tears "Smazy mother's son, don't cry dear! Later papa, grandma and grandpa thought mom hit Nizam again haha!" Syifa laughed, making her son amused.
Syifa and Nizam were not aware that Azam was watching them from the door. Azam smiled because he did not choose the wrong mother for his son, if he married another woman and not Syifa. Nizam will not get that much affection and attention. In fact, her birth mother Nizam also did not care about her.
"You are indeed a good woman Syifa, you are a good mother to my son" she said.
"Mother, Nizam wants to bob. Mommy there is booby papa!"
Syifa said she would go back to sleep after Nizam resumed his sleep. It did not take five minutes for Nizam to fall back asleep in his sleep, after making sure Nizam slept soundly Syifa kissed the child's forehead he continued the "Dream of a beautiful child mother's favorite,"
Syifa saw her husband who was still asleep, she laid her body on the bed. Closing her eyes, Syifa recalled Reina and the Ocean
He sat down "Master Azam had come to the campus and told Sam and Reina everything. They must be sad, I have to contact them to give an explanation, I also don't want to make her feel sad and heartbroken,"
Hearing that, Azam's emotions peaked again. But he held back his anger "Look! It was late at night like this, he thought of his lover. Does he not appreciate my presence here? He can meet his girlfriend tomorrow at college, "inner Azam
"But it's late at night. I don't feel good contacting Sam, better talk tomorrow on campus, I'm sure he'll understand everything,"
Well, it turns out he wanted to talk to his girlfriend and explain everything! ~Azam
Azam was even more upset after hearing what Syifa said, why couldn't Syifa understand her feelings that didn't like to see Syifa close to another man??
So much was his love for her lover than for me her husband. Until he has to explain everything tomorrow in person! ~Azam murmured in his heart.
Wanting it to feel like a protest but free, Syifa will not understand his mind!
*******
The next morning, Syifa who had finished taking care of Nizam as usual was getting ready to go to campus because today there was an exam. He dries his long hair, not forgetting to use his favorite perfume so that one room smells fragrant.
He was ready to meet with his girlfriend, just look at how to wear perfume like perfume bath~gumam Azam slowly
"Did you say something, sir?"
"Syifa, I'm not feeling well today!" Syifa understood and said if she would take a taxi to the campus "No matter sir, I can take an online taxi to the campus. You just take a complete break, right? I'll ask auntie to prepare breakfast for you. And before I go I'll make you some tea,"
"No need!" Azam Ketus replied, Syifa really does not understand. He was not really sick, it was just an excuse for Syifa not to go to campus
"You're a lousy wife, I'm sick. You should be here taking care of me,"
"I'm sorry, but today I can't sir. But I promise, I'll be home early okay?"
"Yes. You can't wait to meet your lover!"
Oh my God, this guy! ~in Syifa however he did not have much time to argue
"I'll go, see you later?" Syifa also left the room. She had to make her husband's tea first
"Why does he always talk about my girlfriend? Why does he not understand, now I am his wife and he is my husband. She's my lover, not anyone else!" Grutu Syifa, still early in the morning but he was already mengumel upset.
Syifa went to the kitchen, prepared tea for her husband "If I had a lot of time, I would make porridge for her. But, when I get home from college, I'll make porridge for him,"
"Come on!"
Syifa chuckled in shock "Good God, you just surprised me! Good thing my heart didn't come out!" Syifa held her chest still in shock, then she asked her husband where he wanted to take her
"Where to?"
"Where else, yes to your college. You want to go to college, don't you?"
"Iy-iya, but you're sick sir. You better rest at home! And I'll just take a cab,"
Azam took a glass of tea made by Syifa, gulped it down to the end "I'm already well after drinking this tea, come on!"
Syifa was still in place, Azam who was upset holding his wife's wrist until the car park "I really can be alone!"
"Shut up Syifa! Did you forget what I said yesterday? From today on, I'll take you and there will be no rejection!"
"But you're sick sir, what if something happens to you on the street? I don't want your mom to blame me anymore!"
"I was sick, now I'm healthy. I'm not a kid, I can take care of myself. Come on in!"
"I'm not a kid who's always on the shuttle!" Reply with an upset tone, before marriage, his mother and father always asked the driver to drive wherever Syifa went. And now when you get married? Her husband did the same
"Both of your parents did the right thing, the proof of that when you drove your own car. You hit my son to the point of being paralyzed!"
Syifa was silent, again and again Azam always brought up his guilt. Syifa also felt guilty about it, she had also done everything to atone for her sin. In fact, he was willing to marry a widower just to atone for the sins he had committed.
"Why silence? What I said was true, right?"
"Yes!"
Azam immediately drove forward his car, Syifa stared out the window. He shed his tears, will Azam's lifetime always discuss his mistakes?
"Is there no forgiveness for me? Will my actions backfire on my future life?" Inner Syifa. She loves Nizam very much, even trying to be a good mother to Nizam
He loved and loved Nizam sincerely, but it seemed that it was not enough to atone for his sins in the past..
*********
Sheira has contacted a famous lawyer, she will immediately seize custody of her son "I do not accept if my son is in the hands of the woman. Especially with a stupid guy like Azam!" He said with the glare of hate eyes, he really hated Azam because for him Azam was the person and the barrier of his dreams and future
"Son, your actions are wrong! You have chosen to leave the life of Azam and your son. They've been living a quiet and happy life all this time and now you want to ruin it?"
"Happy and calm what is mommy? Look at the state of mommy's grandchildren now! Nizam became paralyzed because of the woman, and the foolish man instead of imprisoning the woman he married her instead! It's a sign that he doesn't love his mommy son! He remained like a stupid man a few years ago!""
"Son, there might be a reason to marry that woman!"
"Sheira doesn't care what reason mommy is! In fact, the stupid man was married to the woman who had made Nizam paralyzed. But no problem, his stupid actions actually make it easier for me to take my son mommy!"
"Honey, mommy would love if you take your son Nizam because you love, love and want to take good care of him. Not to make your child a tool to destroy the happiness of your ex-husband. Son, Nizam is not your tool baby!"
"Stop mommy's bullshit! It's best mommy's job to just look by sitting back! Let this be Sheira's business! Sheira loves Nizam!"
"But son, can you leave your career to focus on taking care of your child, mommy's granddaughter?""
Sheira looks upset with her biological mother "What the hell mommy! There will be a baby sister who will take care of Nizam later until he recovers. Mommy don't worry! There's no way dong Sheira left Sheira's career for that disabled boy!"
"Stop Sheira, no matter how Nizam is your son!"
"Yes mommy, Sheira knows! And what I said was mommy's fault! He is a handicapped child! That's the truth,"