
"Thank you for trying to trust me," Azam did not expect Syifa to believe in him so much "See clearly, when you take good care of Nizam. You're an amazing papa just like my papa. Know it? In the past, when Mama Shinta was not in our lives, papa always took care of me. Sometimes, papa will be fierce even almost every day," Azam smiled, even he was fierce with his son.
"A father is fierce not because he does not love his children, but because he cannot show their affection or emotions,"
"You're absolutely right, papa loves me very much but he's fierce,"
"However, I see mom and dad Revan are very harmonious. I mean, my mom and dad got married for love, but now they're normal. Never showed any concern in front of me,"
"That's because there's a mama who can handle the cold papa. Papa used to be like an ice man who was hard to fear but your patience made things much better. I love them so much,"
The two get into the car, Azam drives his car to go to his father-in-law's house "Why are you so emotional?"
"Papa is the world's best, best man. Only, he was silent because his heart was too much hurt. Mami has made papa suffer, this is not the fault of mami because mami also suffers. But the fate that led both of them to lead complicated lives, but I'm happy now that both my parents are happy with their respective spouses,"
"Unlike that, mommy may not be able to come because it's busy. Then, our marriage is also sudden, do not be mami. Even my mom, papa and I aren't ready, either,""
"I'm sorry, because I've forced you to marry me just because of Nizam's problem. I know, you're not happy with this marriage,"
"Who said? I'm happy"Azam smiled why Syifa could lie "How can you be happy if we don't love each other? In fact, we don't even know each other?"
"Yes I know, if it's just about you there's me. Maybe I'll feel frustrated, but I get a very beautiful gift. Namely Nizam, I am very happy with this marriage, Happy is already a part of my Nizam!"
"You love my son so much, why? Is it because of your guilt?" Syifa shook her head "No! I love him not out of pity or guilt. At first, I was willing and willing to be her nanny because I felt she really needed me. I ruined his life, so it was my responsibility. And that love, too, it just grew, I got carried away. I got carried away, yes I fell in love with Nizam. Nizam is a very sweet and kind boy, he always accepts me even when I feel depressed, he comforts me and he is amazing. When Nizam knew I was the cause of his paralysis, instead of being angry Nizam loved me. He's not angry, he's not judging me! He is very kind and big hearted. Nizam's mother's favorite,"
Syifa smiled to herself talking about Nizam "Now I know, how Shinta felt when I first called her mama. Very happy when Nizam called me mother, he made me reborn but not as a child anymore, but a mother!"