
Zelin did not subside and still continued to shout Raska's name. Bayu called the doctor and injected calm medicine so that Zelin can fall asleep again.
**
Zelin was picked up from the hospital by Bayu, Lia and Melfa. Lia packed Zelin clothes while Bayu and Melfa sat on the sofa.
Zelin was still at home holding her knees on the mattress with an empty look. Random hair ruffled and dull face like unkempt.
During the hospital Zelin always did not want if others hold it, including Bayu and Lia who make his body like unkempt.
Zelin forced Bayu to come home today, he did not want to linger long smell the bad medicine he said.
"Already on deck, let's get to the car." Said Lia getting closer to Zelin.
Zelin distanced his body, as if he did not want to hold Lia.
"I can do it myself." Cold Zelin.
Bayu, Lia and Melfa could only see. No one dared to hold the Zelin.
With a slow step, he tried to walk alone, holding the hospital door and opening the room door.
Zelin walked, there was no strength for him at the moment even to support his own legs.
Bayu saw his weak sister like that was not hearty, but had no choice.
Bayu scooped Melfa while Lia carried a clothes bag. They walked behind the Zelin, offsetting the small legs that stepped in little by little while enduring the pain.
The tears of Bayu and Lia were unstoppable. Start dripping and always remove every drop of it.
'You're strong Elin.' Say something in the heart.
**
They all arrived at Bayu's house. Mira and Stev are waiting for their daughter to come home. Zelin goes on its own. Tati, but still try it yourself.
"Dear Elin, can mommy hug you." Mira.
"Hello Miles." Bayu.
"..."
"What's? Lo seriously? It's not funny Mila." Say Bayu who immediately sat down.
"What's Bayu?." Ask Lia
"Raskans. Raska is dead." Saying something while crying.
Zelin who heard that gasped, she laughed like she was very happy.
Everyone looked towards him. Even Melfa was scared and Lia brought her into the room first.
"Elins. Why you?." Ask Stev.
Stev was very worried about his son's condition. Zelin should have cried instead of laughing this scary way he thought.
"Elins. You don't be like this." Mira said while crying.
Zelin still hasn't stopped laughing. Laughs are creepy, not like the usual Zelin.
"Elins. Control yourself. Brother doesn't like you like this." Bayu.
Zelin stopped laughing. The look on his face turned flat.
"Why? Everyone who wants to be with me has left. If Brother Lio doesn't like to see me like this, just go. Leave me alone. I'm just carrying the load of your parts. I-i understand. I caused all this mess." Zelin said while crying.
No one can dispute Zelin's remarks now. Everything was just silent and could only see the Zelin's motions.
Zelin walked towards his room in this house. Walk and occasionally fall and try to stand up again.
Everyone who saw Zelin was currently crying. Seeing this woman usually laughing cheerfully was now weak without energy.
"When that love goes away from you, then you will feel the pain of loss"