
3 Years later
“Dek. What does her hair look like.? sister is not too able to make makeup as well.” said Adelia while combing Zelin's hair.
“How good according to sister only. No need to dance also kak.” said Zelin who still lowered his head.
“Already deck. Don't be sad continue. You are not kasian same brother Melfa?.” asked Adel while stroking his sister's back.
“I can't live this brother. It feels very heavy to live this.” Zelin cries broke when talking to Adelia.
“So I know, you love Raska. But he has no deck. So you have to get up. Don't make it all messy, everything you've built up all this time is messed up. Raska will also not like you like this.” explained Adelia.
“I know brother. But I still can't make it happen. It still feels like I'm the same way Raska went, Melfa called Raska papa. It feels heavy brother. Even I feel Raska's hand grip is still very warm until now.” said Zelin.
“So no deck, you must be sad. For losing your first love. I know it's heavy. But you have to go with sincerity. It's been over a year since Raska left us all. You must rise.” persuade Adelia
Zelin regulates his breathing. Her chest felt tight as she recalled Raska.
Given the several years spent taking care of Melfa, going to college and doing assignments together and suddenly now Zelin has to let go of the man who had been holding his hand.
The hardest thing to forget is your first love.
The beautiful events that imprint in the heart of Zelin it feels can not cover the sadness carved because of loss.
However, there are still others who are hoping for his resurrection.
I hope this beautiful woman smiles back.
Today is their graduation day.
All seemed ready with their own formal attire, as well as toga that had been stuck to their heads.
The show is over, and they meet with his family.
A happy moment this time.
Zelin leads to Stev and Mira who are already waiting for his arrival with Bayu. There was Melfa and also Lia who looked happy.
“Congratulations mama.” Melfa's small voice sounded beautiful back then.
“Thank you dear.” said Zelin while kissing his son's cheek.
“Mommy, daddy.”, call Zelin on Stev and Mira.
Zelin was not strong in her cries.
“It should be here there is Raska Mommy.” he said while hugging Mira.
“Propoles. We never know god's real plan.” Mira calms her daughter.
Mila and Dani approach them all, after meeting mommy and daddy.
“Congratulations Mila and sister Dani.” Melfa said.
They hugged Melfa in turn.
“Thank you dear.” said Dani and Mila.
“Oh yes. I forget. Congratulations my most dashing deddy.” said Melfa hugged Bayu.
“Aduhhh, can aja daddy's son seduce so that his daddy does not sulk.” while holding Melfa.
“Shy dong daddy. If daddy sulks, later no one buys ice cream again.” said Melfa
“Hahaha.” They all laughed at Melfa's behavior, except for Zelin who only smiled a little.
Mila approached Zelin who suddenly gave distance from the crowd.
“Al. You have to be patient. But Raska was calm on God's side. You have to be sincere. Don't keep believing in this. You have to think about people around lo.” said Mila while hugging Zelin.
“I know Mil. But it still feels heavy. I still don't know what to do. My heart still always feels that Raska is alive.”, Zelin said
“Don't think it's Al. We've makamin bang Raska together after he came home from treatment in Japan that time.” Mila began to raise her tone.
Zelin who heard the clash from Mila was shocked. Not usually Mila snapped at him like this. What is really he doing all this time wrong?
“Thank you Mil. I'll try to start all over again" Zelin said
“OK. We're all lewatin' together." ask Mila
“Iya Mil.” says Zelin.
Dani came to admire Zelin and Mila.
“Which way is ahead. We both will continue to be the same lo kok Al.” said Dani embrace Mila.
“Iya Al.” said Mila replied to Dani's embrace.
“Udah ah. You guys even dated in front of me.” said Zelin while leaving them both.
Zelin walked towards his family. Staring at Bayu, an affectionate sister all this time to him. And the last year.
After her departure, Zelin even often makes Bayu disappointed because of staying away from Bayu
Bayu returned the look of his sister.
The sister he loved more than himself. The sister who had been smiling for the past year never smiled at him again. My sister had been living in a state of turmoil because her best friend had abandoned her. The brother he had always looked after.
Bayu understood the condition that befell Zelin, there was no resentment from him because Zelin very rarely responded to it now.
Bayu understands the situation of Zelin. The loss of someone we love is painful.
“Maafin Elin Lio.” said Zelin while hugging her brother.
“Sorry Elin has disappointed Lio. I'm sorry Elin has fidgeted Lio. Sorry Elin has nyuekin Lio. I'm sorry that everything's wrong with Lio" Zelin said.
“It's okay baby. Brother understands your current condition, brother has never been upset with you. Just brother asking for help. Don't think gini anymore. Brother can not afford if you have to see you fall like a gini. Brother feels guilty can't take care of you.” Bayu shed his tears.
“Sister Lio can't cry. Elin promised, Elin will not be sad anymore kak.” said Zelin
“Promise well. Sister does not want adek little sister is why-why.” said Bayu while stroking Zelin hair.
Zelin smile. And hugged his family in turn apologizing. Because it's been so late in losing.