Moisturized Desire

Recollecting

That morning Arjuna was sitting alone, his face was lethargic, his eyes blank, sitting as if he was not calm.

His mother noticed the movements of her Son, because she felt her son Arjuna look so agitated, then with curiosity Widia's mother also approached Arjuna, Arjuna,

"From now on I see you sitting unsettled restless, what's the matter that's making you unsettled?" widia's mother asked her son Arjuna to know,

As if embarrassed, Arjuna immediately turned his gaze to his mother as if he wanted to pour out everything in his heart, with the feeling of his heart, Arjuna immediately spoke,

"Lately I don't know how Arjuna feels, Mom!" arjuna answered Widia's mother with his gala,

"What the hell is it thinking? So it's not calm?" his mother said to Arjuna again, reminding him,

"Since Arjuna lives here again, do not know why the shadows of the past always appear suddenly, sometimes Arjuna feels surprised" replied Arjuna to Widia's mother explained,

"When you look for busyness, don't shut up, where were you yesterday? The afternoon just came home, I was very worried." Widia's mother told her son Arjuna was curious,

Arjuna was silent for a moment, as if he was remembering the incident of the bedroom to his mother, and Arjuna answered him,

"Walk around the neighborhood kangen here, and come home stop by Yuli's house, Mom!" arjuna replied to his son Arjuna, saying,

"How's Yuli doing?" widia's mother asked Arjuna to know,

"Alright, even Yuli has worked as a career woman" Arjuna replied to Widia's mother recounting,

"Well, good that, so independent later." Widia's mother told Arjuna again,

Arjuna's eyes looked at his mother with a feeling of regret, with Arjuna's head down talking to his mother again,

"Mom may be surprised, Yuli one job with Salsa," Arjuna replied to Widia's mother explained,

"Oh, yeah! that's right, so Salsa's Yuli's coworker?" widia's mother asked her son Arjuna in surprise,

"True, even Yuli recommended Salsa's work," Arjuna replied to Widia's mother telling him, saying,

"Well, it turns out Salsa is an independent person" Widia's mother told her son Arjuna again,

Arjuna smiled hearing his mother talk like that,

"The character and nature of Salsa is basically a good woman, Mom!" Arjuna said to Widia's mother.

Hearing Arjuna's words thrown from his own mouth about Salsa, his mother immediately wanted to know about the feelings of his Son, who was,

"You still love Salsa, Arjuna?" widia's mother asked her son Arjuna with curiosity,

Arjuna's face turned red at her mother's question, with shame in his heart Arjuna replied,

"Arjuna did not dare to love Him anymore, Mom!" arjuna replied to his mother with a feeling of regret in his heart,

His mother was puzzled by his son's answer, which in her brain could not have happened to her Son,

"Why don't you dare, please tell Mom why?" widia's mother told Arjuna she wanted to know,

"Arjuna felt very embarrassed after Arjuna impregnated him first, plus the moral burden of Arjuna after not sanctioned his marriage first, Maybe Salsa's feelings used to feel Pain that can not be treated, Salsa said, Arjuna's heart seemed broken when he remembered the incident, Mom!" arjuna replied to Widia's mother with deep sadness.

"I'm sorry that Mom and Dad caused you all this pain, and now you realize it" Ms. Juariah told Salsa's son with sadness,

Seeing her mother grieving with it, Arjuna's thoughts were unbearable, embracing her mother affectionately, Arjuna replied,

"Arjuna does not blame anyone, Arjuna only considers maybe the fate of Arjuna's love is unlucky, already do not cry, Mom!" arjuna replied to Widia's mother with a bitter taste in the heart.

It was that feeling that made Arjuna not dare to love Salsa again, the guilt and sense of irresponsibility that pierced his courage to this day.

The happiness of Dervish and Yohana is greatly felt from their joy day by day, the changes that appear in the figure of Dervish, adding to the strength of love Yohana increasingly dear to him, although the rest of his trust He keeps in his heart, for him everything for the sake of his future baby, but the curiosity about the girl who made Darwis possessed first, was always in his mind, which made it difficult to close both eyes, he said, slowly, half of Yohana began to investigate,

"What a cool afternoon, Say?" yohana asked her Husband Dervish, puzzled,

"We just relax, want to come out also again lazy," replied Her husband Dervish to Yohana explained.

Yohana then silently heard the answer of her husband, with a curious mind in his brain,

"Kok shut up, what do you want?" ask Darwis to Yohana His wife wants to know,

"Yohana still has questions that make you unable to sleep!" his wife Yohana answered to her Husband's Dervish again,

"What is it about not being able to sleep?" ask Darwis again to Yohana curiously,

"The question about the woman you defended died in that moment of trance!" yohana replied to Her Husband Dervish with curiosity,

for a moment Darwis felt shocked, the thought of Darwis immediately felt guilty about it, his face changed as if to withstand the shame on his wife, who was,

"A question about Salsa, you mean?" darwis said to his wife Yohana feeling confused,

Yohana did not answer just nod, as her face He turned forward as if afraid of her Husband out of his anger,

"Before I met you, and before the arranged marriage, I did seek Salsa for Me to marry, I had already spoken to Mother, I had said, somehow Salsa disappeared as if away from her maybe because I disagree I love her, and after that unexpectedly, finally Meet again, not to mention Salsa nephew of Anwar's office friends," said Darwis to Yohana by not continuing the story,

Joanna listened to her husband's story, though jealousy lurked in her heart,

"Trus, what about after that?" asked his wife Yohana to Darwis again with more curiosity,

"Finally because of the guilt and sin that I had committed on Salsa at that time, I intended to marry her, it just went out of my heart without anyone being able to hold her back, without thinking any more,perhaps it was because of my sense of guilt towards her that was so overwhelming, that it made me feel tormented by it, so!" replied Her Husband Dervish to his wife Yohana with a gaze of affection,

Yohana was confused as well after her husband told her at length about the problem the other day,

"What wrong have you done to Salsa?" ask Yohana again to Darwis Her husband wants to know,

Dervish began to think to answer him, because if he was honestly afraid to make him shocked and unwilling to accept the situation about his depraved Husband, who is indeed this depraved,

Slowly Darwis's mind went to find the best answer to be believed by his wife, and before long Darwis answered him,

"That's a matter of principle, the problem is fairly ordinary, but it's very meritorious, but believe in your Husband, it's just the past, now you're the only one in my heart, there is no other woman but you, I swear to that, especially when remembering the late Papa who tried to awaken Me first, On top of that I won't make you turn to another heart, I love you so much, Yohana!" her Husband replied Dervishly to his wife Yohana at length speaking to silence her.

Feeling that his wife suspected him, quickly Yohana hugged him, Johana remained still fixated, while in her brain thinking about the answers and her curiosity that stuck in the depths of her heart.