
The fragment of life does not seem to escape all the hope we want, the long bridge we cast as if turning hit the tyranny of falsehood, beating breath does not affect the air we exhale,
The extinction of someone We Love, makes the pain and sola embedded in the mind, the shadow hue in the mind continues to wrestle the navel of real memory.
That morning the Holy Mother sat by herself lamenting her fate, her mind still remembered her Husband, her mind crying while the sweet smile of her Husband was reflected in the corner of her eyes,
"Have Ma, don't be sad, Mama will be sick!" his son Ovi said to his Mama Suci, reminding,
"Yes, baby!" mama Suci replied to Ovi while nodding her head,
The long streaks of life are inexhaustible even though the fragments have disappeared with his wishful thinking,
"Make your brother's mind, Darwis!" mama Suci said to Ovi, telling her,
"Mother Kangen to Brother, isn't she?" replied Ovi to Mama Suci with a sense of regret, unfortunately,
"Mother worries about your sister, fearing that her immoral behavior will arise again, pity her Wife Yohana, where she is pregnant again!" mama Suci said to her Son Ovi with a long explanation,
"We pray, may Brother Darwis and his wife, always live in harmony and health always," Ovi replied to his Holy Mother again.
It is appropriate that the form of Love of a Child is poured out only for Parents, because the beating heart beats to feel how affectionate and love Parents have for their Children.
What he thought, Darwis, turned out to be at work, when mourning sadly gradually disappeared, the story of Darwis then now gone, changed Dervish the quiet.
"Wis, lately you look more reserved why? Are you still sad that your father died?" anwar said to Darwis with his attention,
Dervish remained silent, only his eyes glanced at Anwar, his co-worker,
"Help your Papa go away quietly, hoping that all his deeds will be received by the Almighty" Anwar told Darwis, reminding him,
Then suddenly Ruslan came over while interrupting the speaker,
"Well, what's with our friend this one, War?" ruslan asked Anwar to know,
"Don't know, maybe it's still sad and mourning!" anwar answered Ruslan, explaining,
"Already Wis, if you are sad do not over time, mendingan pray" Ruslan said again to Darwis reminded him again,
Their conversation seemed to be lacking, because Dervish was not as usual, as if He was lazy to talk.
Papa Hanapi's death, heard by Mother Juariah, who immediately felt sorry for the departure of Papa Hanapi, who was,
"His love, he was just trying to revive his Dervish Son from his crazy expectations, but did not deliver." said Ms. Juariah to Salsa with the taste of her mother, with the taste of her mother, Salsa,
"The love of Dervish, not yet recovered from the shadow of his past, has been left dead by his Papa." Salsa replied to Ms. Juariah with sadness.
The conversation of Mother and Child was sad, because his speech and topic could not be separated from the death of Papa Hanapi.
Suddenly Salsa remembered something in her brain, her face immediately flushed red with a myriad of anger,
"The son of a bitch is still alive, where did you meet him, Sa?" ask his mother Juariah to her son Salsa would like to know,
"So when Salsa nganter Davi bought clothes in a new market!" salsa replied to Juariah's mother with her irritated feelings,
Indeed, humans cannot be separated from the sense of vengeance that always accompanies them wherever they go, without limits and time.
The incision of pain is not as beautiful as a rainbow, the flaps of the peerless wings go not to know the limb, a wall of difference blasphemes, languishing in the recesses of the heart of the wounded.
Once the current image of Yohana, Darwis' speech at that time made her think of the falsity of her Husband's love for her, she said, the cry of love in the voice of another person was very painful and could not be lost in his heart, with sadness until his tears fell down his cheeks, too deep to feel his pain,
From far away Darwis saw his wife crying by herself, with a myriad of questions in her mind, Darwis immediately approached her,
"You're crying, what's up, Yohana?" asked Darwis to his wife Yohana with curiosity,
Hearing her husband's voice ask her, a sense of unease began to surround Yohana's feelings, then her eyes looked at her husband sharply, and before long Yohana answered him,
"I'm lamenting my own fate!" johana replied to Her Husband Dervish with a sharp answer,
Seeing his wife as if angry at him, sad his inner nian felt, the feeling of Dervish was increasingly curious made, he was,
"What's wrong? Please speak honestly, if there is something we can musyawaraharahkan both." said Darwis to his wife Yohana with hope that makes him confused,
"If I'm honest, would you like to hear it?" asked his wife Yohana to her Husband Dervish looked at him sharply,
"Why do you still feel afraid of me?" said Darwis again to his wife Yohana felt strange,
"You sure you want to know what I'm thinking right now?" asked Yohana again to her Husband Darwis explained,
Dervish nodded his head at his wife Johana, and Johana's mind stretched out her memory to look back at the memory that had made her sad, and with all her heart Yohana spoke,
"The question of your Love in my heart always follows where I go, disappointment and disbelief always follow Me as if to shadow it, My Love to be fed by the challenge You speak, and your disbelief in me, You show it plainly in front of me, for the sake of another Woman You risk it all, while your Son-to-be, allowed to see and listen to his Father to choose another Woman, it is some wound that makes Me cry, My husband!" yohana said to Darwis with an answer from a long heart touching him,
Hearing his wife's words, Dervish's heart trembled as if receiving a crushing blow, which made him fall down and fall because of it, his wife's screams cut her heart, which made her pain, which made her feel sick, The wife he was playing with was now overwhelmed with selfish behavior, and with tears in her eyes, Dervish raised up to talk,
"Truly I am a foolish Husband, a Husband who has no sincere affection for his Wife, a momentary desire to forget his family and a great purpose for his Wife, I have dared to say to wish you well, My pride and arrogance squandered your life, so as not to listen to any more advice from your mouth with my ears, Then is it worth the treatment of such a Husband, do you think? And what am I supposed to do, if all my body's soul wants to love you again like it used to?" the Confession of Dervish to his wife Johana by crying out for supplications,
Johana fell silent, He studied and tried to feel one by one the words of his Husband with his mind, after feeling confident, He answered, he answered,
"I ask nothing of you, and do not give any conditions to you, but other with this fetus in my stomach, He always wants to see his father become a role model for himself later, he said, so being a good Dad to him, and a Dad who is always in charge of him, that's all!" johana replied to her Husband Dervish with a very very sad feeling in her heart to hope,
Dervish was increasingly fixated in feeling the pain in his heart, scribbling the journey of inappropriate treatment of his indifference to Johana, as if coming to be present in the vision in his eyes, with tears in his eyes, and deep sadness, then Darwis immediately spoke, and,
"Truly I am so worthless in front of you, I realized and helpless away from You, Johana!, The proof of all the hopes I have lost forsaking Me, when I need help with all the grips to keep me from this drunk and selfish Dervish, there's nothing I can do but, Apologize to you, Yohana!" darwis said to Yohana explaining sadly,
No matter how wrong her Husband was, and no matter how cruel he was to her, the shadow of her purpose and the dream of her housewife was clear and could not get away, the figure of the caliph before her became a moor for her forgiveness, with tears and all speed for his future Son, With all humility, He held back all his dreams and hopes, though hard to do, with, hoping that his houseboat sailed back to not be stranded again in a sad coral island, he tried to look forward to his future with the future Si Jabang Baby and Her Husband later, he tried to face the future, So that his love boat can be back anchored in the thrones of love and family he lived, although it is not easy to do it, but all that hopes to be answered with the chant of his prayer in the heart, so that makes Yohana forced to forget and run from the pain and grudges that befell her, For Love and Family.