Moisturized Desire

The fear of Mama

The connection of hope and all the love that is intertwined makes the lure that is difficult to be released, all the power to find happiness in him feels hungry is not left to pursue it.

That morning the radiance of joy was impressed in the figure of Dervish, He visited Mama Suci that morning,

"Assalamualaikum" Darwis told Mama Suci Salam,

"Waalaikum Salam" answered the Holy Mother to her Son Dervish as she walked to open the door.

Dervishes immediately entered, they walked into the house to the living room, before they sat down, and before long they had a casual conversation,

"What are you here for?" mama Suci asked Darwis curiously,

"Kangen to Mama, Darwis has not been here for a long time" replied Darwis to Mama Suci explained,

"Why didn't Yohana bring you here?" ask Mama Suci again to Darwis Her son,

"Initially Dervish himself, there is something to tell Mama" replied Dervish to Mama Suci explained,

"It is inappropriate for the Husband to go alone, while the Wife is there," Mama Suci told her Son Dervish,

Dervish ignored the words of his mother, He was silent not answering his mother spoke.

"But from the looks of you, it looks happy again," his mother said to Darwis with a smile, smiling,

Hearing that Darwis laughed widely, as his hand held tightly to his Mama's hand,

"Ma, remember when Mama never wanted to find Salsa?" mama Suci reminded him, Darwis,

Mama Suci thought for a moment, and after a while she spoke,

"Yes, Mama remembers, Indeed Why did you ask that?" mama Suci asked Darwis with curiosity,

"Unexpectedly, it turns out Salsa is the nephew of Anwar, Dervish's coworker" Darwis told Mama enthusiastically,

"Keep what, try it?" mama Suci asked Darwis unhappily,

Dervish confused to answer it, his mind felt bad, his memory began to ambiguously appear in his brain, his beautiful story as if delayed to be told to his Mama, his dumb look became a curiosity for Mama Suci,

"Why are you dumb, tell me what you mean to Mama!" mama Suci said to Darwis with a little displeasure towards him,

With a little restraint, and drowned his embarrassment, finally because of force, forced Darwis to speak, too,

"Look, Darwis is happy to meet again with Salsa, not knowing this feeling as if he found a long-lost heart patch." replied Dervish to Mama Suci by holding back his shame,

As he heard the storm in the desert blaring, Rebutt Mama Suci emotion, marriage worries Her son was destroyed, by holding back the turmoil of his anger, Mama Suci then spoke, Mama Suci,

"You're a Husband who can't be lucky, see Your Wife is good even want You to ignore with other Women, it's wrong even under any pretext, Conscious You!" mama Suci snapped at her Son Dervish in anger,

Dervish lowered his head to hear Mama Suci say with his eyes glaring at her,

"Not intending to ignore Yohana, this is just a Dervish feeling that cannot forget Salsa." Dervish replied to Mama Suci telling her,

"Your mother used to want to accompany you to look for Salsa because you have no obligations as a Husband, but now it is different, You are married to Yohana, and do not waste Him, Understand!" mama Suci said to Darwis with her annoyance, which she held,

Darwis could not quibble, his mother's anger was higher He felt, everything seemed to be silent, to pour all his taste on his Holy Mother.

"Hear this Mama became disappointed with you, had forgotten Salsa and her past, your future song-song with Your Wife Yohana, You are the pride of the Family" said Mama Suci again to her Son Darwis reminded.

The sound of a heart sinking at the bottom of the ocean, slapped by pieces of a thousand problems, makes it stuffy and helpless, as the desire goes like a ship sailing in no direction, no direction, burdening the mind with frustration and helplessness.

That day Mentari shone not visible in the eye, The light seemed gloomy covered with gray clouds, Salsa Devotion silent with a myriad of his techniques, and the light seemed gloomy,

The meeting with his father made him reluctant to remember, the story of his heart wound that felt until now filled all the spaces in his heart, while pensive with his daydreams, suddenly from far away the voice of Dervish was heard hurling Salam at him,

"Assalamualaikum" Darwis told Salsa Salamnya in a loud tone,

"Waalaikum Salam" Salsa replied to Darwis with a smile on her lips,

"Tumben, didn't go to work today?" salsa asked Darwis inquisitively,

"Intentionally comforting yourself, there is something" Darwis told Salsa in a slightly false tone,

Then Dervish was welcome to enter, without further ado, and then entered and immediately sat on the sofa beside Salsa,

"Where's your mom?" dervish asked Salsa inquisitively,

"While taking my son away, he said he wanted to go to his brother" Salsa replied to Darwis telling her,

"Oh, why aren't you coming?" dervish asked Salsa inquisitively,

"I'm lazy to say anything, I don't know today I want to be alone" Salsa replied to Darwis explaining, saying,

"Then I'm bothering you, dong!" said Darwis again to Salsa anyway,

"Not at all, there is someone who accompanies me, for all my disappointment," Salsa replied to Darwis with great expectation,

"Oh again upset, the story." said Darwis again to Salsa teasing him, Salsa,

Salsa was silent, her eyes glaring sharply forward, and her soul continued to be unaccepted of her father's arrival, as if toyed with by his fate, as a shadow in her mind,

"What's wrong? as if there's a big problem going on with you?" dervish asked Salsa inquisitively,

"Yes, I don't know, I may be destined to feel injustice in this world" Salsa told Darwis in a sad, heart-wrenching manner,

"Let's tell me, what's up?" dervish said to Salsa with great concern,

Pausing for a moment, then silent again, and lapse some time finally with a heavy heart, Salsa also told about his father who came to see him, looked up to him Son again, after decades not together accompanied him.

"I was confused as to how, unthinkable in my brain at all, my father came to see me again" Salsa told Darwis in a complaining tone,

Stretched in Darwis' mind a sense of hardship and insecurity in Salsa, after hearing the story, doubts, grief and disappointment and heartache fight each other in his mind, he thought, which makes the feeling of Dervish withering down saddened by the soul of Salsa who wept bitterly,

"Sometimes we should be able to bow down to the injustice we feel, the incision of pain because it makes the heart fight, but after that the regret that happens, reach your Father's hand, tighten your grip on Him, don't you look with your hurt feelings at his behavior, use it well for your child's life, think of it!" dervish said to Salsa with long advice,

The windpipe hit him hard, whose slap hit his coffin of sadness, his mind then like flying without knowing where, and as if getting something to hold onto his problem, Salsa awoke from her seat and with her hands clenched, as if she was holding her head, He also spoke,

"Remain, why I didn't think that way, I was devastated that there was no posture of Father beside me, so I felt that I didn't need Father, but my Son needed it for his future, well your advice is great, Wis!" salsa said to Darwis with pleasure,

"I'm so happy to help you, baby!" dervish replied to Salsa while hugging her tightly.

Anxiety now began to fade in Salsa, the eternal embedded in his heart gradually disappeared, the sun covered with clouds as if wide open to welcome him, he said, then a myriad of morning spirit for the Surya was now ready to wait for him back.