Mistakes due to selfishness of love

Family warmth

Arriving at the house Tommy saw Hana who was sitting casually playing hp, his feeling became upset why instead of coming to see his mom in the hospital here was even fun playing hp. Plus there was no question asking her to hear about her in-laws feeling angry but held back.

" tom's.. Loe nga work. asked Hana while playing hp. Tommy did not answer Hana's question and instead walked into the bathroom, as if he had not heard Hana ask. Hana who is confused because it is not answered can only stay still and continue to see IG.

After finishing the shower and changing clothes Tommy was ready to go to work because he had permission a little late to enter work. Without saying what Hana was only paying attention to Tommy's unselfish departure. In Hana's mind questions about Tommy's attitude who is upset with him because of what, but finally Hana does not care and does not want to know.

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Tommy does not go home to work but instead comes to Yuli's house.

Tommy knew that Irwan worked in bandung and returned to Jakarta 1 week even then Friday night just to home. So the day Yuli only with her children and a maid named Mba Ati.

Yuli's son who saw Tommy came immediately greeted and hugged Tommy. There is a warm feeling in the Yuli family because there is always a hug when it comes or wants to go always given a hug. The difference is very clear with Tommy's children who have never embraced like this, the welcome when returning home from work is not there.

Mihs... Mamih.

Well... Honey why.

This is mih... there's Tommy, oh Iyah tell me to come in and Farrel temenin first well, it's mamih again cook. Ok mih's. Thank you dear I kissed Farrel's forehead my first child who was sitting in 3rd grade. Tommy saw my closeness to my son Farrel. " Sister.wait, I'll cook again. " Ok.just calm down. I finally left them both.

Finish cooking I put it on the dining table. I asked Mba Ati to prepare dishes for 4 people. Farley .... Sisca let's eat and invite Tommy. They all came to the dining table. 3-year-old Sisca is not too close to Tommy, only her eyes are always stolen from view to see Tommy. Cute Sisca with her hair in two, her hand pulling my hand asking to be carried. I also took Sisca while taking the rice for Farrel to eat.

Tommy who saw me hassles because of holding Sisca, finally asked Sisca to be carried Tommy luckily Sisca wanted to. The evening meal was over and we moved into the living room.

While watching us talk. Tommy begins to dare discuss his family's problems. Expressing her disappointment about Hana who is less attentive with her parents. Feelings that always succumb to children so as not to educate. Even Tommy expresses his desire to part with Hana. I who heard it felt awry other than listening and giving Tommy a look to dare to discuss everything with Hana. Until the problem is solved and there is no wedge to the heart. There is a feeling of pleasure sneaking in my heart, at least I know the state of their household that does not get along. Others with the feeling of Tommy who always feel salute with the opinion even thought of Yuli in solving the problems she faced. Every Tommy story there's always a way out that Yuli gave to him.

Sisca may have been sleepy so sleepy in Tommy's lap. I asked Tommy to move it to his room. I walked to Sisca's room followed by Tommy. Now Sisca has moved to bed in the bedroom. As I was about to exit Sisca's room, Tommy pulled and hugged me while his hand grabbed my chin to kiss my lips. Whispering I love u.....

Ser.. My face must be red like your son in love. We kissed long enough to finally finish as well because we ran out of oxygen and we came out of Sisca's room.

I asked Farrel not to sleep too late and asked Ati to look after the children because I wanted to go with Tommy to the hospital.

Mba Ati just nodded in understanding. I also went out. Before going to the hospital, we looked for a hotel close to Medika hospital as usual we did it again for the umpteenth time. I always feel satisfied when I'm doing with Tommy. Likewise, Tommy who is happy can channel his passion.

There's a selfish feeling I don't want Tommy to do this with Hana. Tommy can only do this with me and only for me.. This is the selfishness of Yuli to Tommy. But all of that can only be quiet in the heart.