Mistakes due to selfishness of love

Unable to accept

In the morning, Tommy and I were ready to go back to Jakarta. Kitapun pamit same papah and mamah. On the way we talk a lot and discuss work issues and the last is the problem of Hana.

" Sister if Hana knew that I was in the same cirebon as you how? I think Dian must have told the same news Hana.

" well it's okay.please say aja mamah who invited and asked to be sent to you.

" Hana is not going to be angry....? or is it jealousy...?

I don't know yet.just look at it later.

" I'm afraid there'll be trouble?

You calm down, yeah. Tommy tried to calm me down.

Until Jakarta I was immediately escorted to the store and Tommy immediately went to the office. We do each other's activities. Coming home from the office Tommy picked me up and drove me home. Tommy stopped by for a while at home, just to play with my son. Tommy soon returns home.

Hana who saw Tommy came home tried to greet him. Tommy behaves as if there is nothing. While sitting at the dinner table Hana starts asking "why can Yuli go to the cirebon?

" mamah who ngajak. with a flat and ordinary voice Tommy tried to give an answer. Hannah did not ask again.

Tommy pretended to watch tv not long to see Hana coming. Hana sleeps next to Tommy's body and starts to close caress Tommy's caress, Hana wants to make Tommy desire for her. Tommy who understands finally gives satisfaction to Hana despite the isolation of everything Tommy feels. It's not the same feeling that Tommy did it with Yuli. Tommy can't reach it only Hana has already reached. Many times in his try still Tommy can not reach it until tired himself and give up. Thought the important Tommy Hana was satisfied. What Hana had in mind, Tommy had reached it so Hana had no thoughts what. For Hana to talk about the thing they just did was a taboo thing so they had never discussed it.

Every day Tommy and Yuli activities like a married couple who are separated only by a place to live. They always meet and separate when they want to sleep because it is night.

Same is the case today when they were in the boarding room and Yuli was drilling for it wanting satisfaction. But it turns out that Tommy can't. " What does Yuli think.

Yuli was crying.there was a feeling of annoyance and sadness. During this time Yuli can only enjoy and can really reach the top of it just with Tommy. With Irwan only doing his duty as a wife and Yuli only accepts. Irvan never asked whether he had arrived or not. Now when Yuli really really wanted it it turns out Tommy can't why..?...what is it..?

Yuli's fear was finally answered....

Tommy had just met Yuli before he had done it with Hana...

There is a feeling of pain...... Oh, you did it with Hana.

Well... what's wrong Hana is his wife. Iyah Hana is his wife but I ..I am the woman he loves even Tommy is the one who takes his. This is selfishness I'm going to Tommy. With her own mind Yuli was getting drowned in grief