Mistakes due to selfishness of love

Tommy's Regret

Yuli was already in the VIP patient room. Susanto waited patiently and faithfully. It has been 2 days Susanto did not enter the office even the meeting in Malaysia was also canceled just because of Yuli. For 2 days Yuli was unconscious. At night Yuli was conscious and once she opened her eyes she saw that her surroundings were all white. His chest ached every time he tried to breathe and his head still hurt, and Yuli fell asleep again.

The next day when Yuli woke up Susanto had just finished bathing and saw Yuli who was so conscious she was happy to immediately hug and kiss the corner of Yuli's lips. Yuli who received treatment from Susanto was still confused why Susanto was happy when he saw himself aware. But...why there can be Susanto. Yuli is increasingly embarrassed because Susanto must have known what Yuli did but Susanto did not ask what or bring up the problems that occurred. He was a man who could keep Yuli feeling.

There was a feeling of guilt in Tommy's heart for not retaliating for all the wa that Yuli sent. Tommy tries Yuli's phone but the phone is off. Tommy tries to read the wa that Yuli sent and how shocked Tommy read all even seconds when Yuli was desperate to drink a baygon. Tommy's feeling increasingly unsettled.It's been 3 days from Yuli sent wa. Tommy is still between believing and not. Again Tommy read Yuli's message many times as if to understand.

Tommy went to the boarding house and saw the door of the room that was not locked due to yesterday's incident was broken. Coincidentally when Tommy came Vera also just arrived. And look at Tommy who's confused... Vera greeted and told him all the real events. Tommy who heard the story from Vera really felt very guilty. Tommy's remorse is getting deeper and deeper.It is true that regret will always come late. But Tommy never thought and imagined that Yuli really did that. There was a fear of bad things happening to Yuli.

Tommy decides to come to rs where Yuli is being treated like Vera said. When entering the elevator to the 5th floor Tommy heard the talk of fellow nurses who told him that there were 3 patients today still unconscious..... who tried to kill himself by drinking baygon and dying. If it was not the hard work of her husband who brought Dr. Pang from abroad, maybe the patient would have died. Lucky was quickly dealt with until it was saved. Tommy's heart beat faster. So Yuli was really going to lose her life just because she had let it not come when Yuli asked her... I'm sorry Yuli. I never really thought you loved me that much.

Out of the elevator feeling Tommy was getting raging.True blame himself who at that time seemed to let. What a hard thing just come.. meet and talk good.

Actually.... I'm just still upset. And my frustration grew as soon as I saw you in Irwan's arms. I was jealous. Because I've decided we're breaking up so I learned not to want to know anymore about you. I am the wrong one. I am selfish. I love you more than anything. True what you said.I can go on vacation while you I forbid. Again I cannot take care of you.