Mistake 1 Night, End of Happiness
#30.
Today is March 05, 3037, After resolving the company's problems and saying sayo nara to Lydia, Vivian has now returned to her country. Country w, the place where she was born and raised right, the place where she made the first mistake of her life, and also the place where she was pregnant, the accident, the accident, gave birth, went into a coma for six years, and lost her two children.
Now the clock is at 04:00 in the morning. Vivian has woken up at this hour because of her worries and anxiety about her two children who do not know where they are now.
Vivian opened the window of her room on the fifth floor.
(Author : The picture above is only an illustration yes reader, because it is difficult to express how vivian sat👉👈😐)
When the window was opened, Vivian sat in the empty place. While sitting vivian hanging his legs down without any fear in the slightest (But the vivian room is on the fifth floor).
when looking at the still dark sky, vivian's eyes blank, his mind was now filled with only one "To his two children ".Vivian was already a little better thanks to the advice of her rosa kaka doctor, but vivian could not lie to her feelings while sitting and enjoying this time of solitude is so quiet.
How not, which mother will be fine when she loses to her two twins. Not that Vivian can't take and look for her two children. But because Vivian has lost six years of "Time" to care for her two twins. Vivian has no chance to see her child in the form of a tiny baby with a cute face.
Vivian can no longer hear her baby crying in the middle of the night when hungry, changing diapers, bathing her baby with her own hands, buying cute clothes for her two children, embracing her young child in her warm embrace, their laughter, the word "Mama" comes out first from their mouth. all the things that Vivian had imagined in her mind when she was pregnant, now charred not left.
All the moments that Vivian wants to capture with her camera, now can not happen again. Vivian who was always strong under any circumstances, now dropped her tears again.all thoughts of regretful thoughts are clearly stated in the brain vivian, is now rotating relentlessly. As the vivian tears were flowing, vivian said..
"**I'm sorry my son's mother, it's all my fault. Hix... If only mom told her the truth to dad, mom, and to the two kaka mama, surely this incident would not happen. They must be angry, but there's no way they're going to kick Mama out. Surely when their minds are cold, they will forgive mama and welcome mama with a happy smile and accept the presence of both of you . "
"And surely mama will be well taken care of, given excessive attention as usual, joking with them when spending breakfast time, family break time in the park, joking with them, until your birth. "
"And surely at your birth, there will be a happy face welcoming you, father, mother, and kaka mama will also be proud that they have officially become grandparents, grandmothers, and uncles. And of course the happiest face of all is the mother who has officially become the mother of two twins. "
But because of the selfishness and childish nature of mama, mama even brings disaster for you. Hiks.mama apologizes, mama apologizes, mama is indeed the stupidest man in the world. I'm sorry son, hiks.... "
"Even if you still want to hide your identity, you should not go out on that day.if that day you stay in the apartment, surely the incident will not be like this. "
"I'm sorry Mama, Hiks.mama should be sensitive with a sense of anxiety that comes to mama in that heart. It was mama's fault, mama who ignored her lightly. And even get karma like this and trouble you. "
"Mama should stay quiet or stay at the hospital, so that your safety is guaranteed. I'm really stupid, I'm sorry, mom, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Hiks**... "
The cry of blue haru accompanied the words of regret from vivian's mouth. Vivian this time cried for quite a while longer than when she cried in front of her sin doctor.
swinging his legs hanging, with both hands made sticks so he could hold his body like he was leaning, Vivian said
"I won't make the same mistake again, I lost six years of precious time with my two sons, but time hasn't stopped. And I'm still healthy, there's still plenty of time I can miss along with my two sons".
•do not be discouraged, remember the principles of your life. " Do whatever you like with all your heart ".
•this time, I will no longer be guilty of destiny.! I won't protest my way of life again. It must be all the will of the heavens, the trials I have to go through, the trials that I have become stronger in living this life.
•There is no point in misguiding destiny, just accept it with chest space, then I can continue a strong resolve, which can not be swayed by anyone. "
The three principles are instilled vivian from now until later. Vivian even encourages herself, you know that encouraging yourself is more difficult many times than encouraging others.
"Haaahhh" (a long breath of vivian) and eyed..
"Lord, this time I am really sorry for almost blaming all the events that happened to me on MU. With a calm heart, a clean and clear mind, and tears that have dried up on the face and are not flowing anymore, I say..."
"I'm really sincere, God, really very sincere in the trials that you give this.."
The smile of sincerity is etched clearly on vivian's face, plus the new sunlight coming out of his civilization and shining vivian's face with his light which although still faint faint faint.
Blowing wind that hit vivian's face, making the hair vivian who was in the outline to the back fly everywhere, adding beauty to his face.
the sunlight and the soothing gusts of wind were as if vivian was having the support of nature.
What a rare natural scene and events like today. Vivian is a lucky boy.!
Connect..!!
Remember to give your likes and comments. Stay in your tracks is it hard anyway.? 🤨🙃
If you like the same gift vote also👉👈😅 (Gakmsa kok).!
Continue to the next episode yes, love you every one😘❤❤
