Mistake 1 Night, End of Happiness
#23.
"Until any time, I won't forgive them. It won't..... "
Doctor Rosa said each sentence with a true gaze full of anger and hatred. Sentences that came out of his mouth that made Vivian surprised and began to wonder, what makes the doctor rosa kaka was full of emotional will on the family wijaya. So curious vivian, at the end he spoke up...
"So, I'm sorry I interrupted a little, but why do you hate the Wijaya family to the stage of being unapologetic right? ?, Are there any actions of those who are very despicable or taboo ?"
Vivian asked with hope will be answered honestly by her kaka. Without thinking long doctor Rosa immediately answered vivian...
"I told you, don't interrupt when I tell you.! But it's okay, because the one who asked was my sister (said doctor rosa while stroking vivian's head) "
"Well, if you want to know why I hate them at this stage, then you should know my way of life 20 years ago."
🍁Flash back on🍁
As a child I grew up in a poor scavenger family. The beginning was all good, even though we were in a fit, but there was always warmth in my little family, there was Dad, Mom, and me.
By the time I was five, I had already started helping my father and mother to scavenge, sell the junk I met. It was a job I did when I was five.
But when I was six years old, my family's economic situation began to decline, because my father suddenly fell ill. It's not that it can't be treated, we just don't know what exactly dad is sick. Want to be taken to check with the doctor just money is not enough. Let alone money for treatment, money to eat drink is difficult.
Since then, I began to work even harder than my mother.I helped the construction workers to move the brick, lift the sand, and get paid 100 thousand per day. When the day starts at dusk, I'll go back to picking up the wreckage again. I pay every weight of cardboard, cans, aqua glasses, bottles, and others if not 50 thousand must be 60 thousand.
The money I got I gave to my mother to buy the needs. Of course I did not give all of them, some of them I saved so I could go to school. I don't know what I think or what demons possess me, but I always feel jealous of other children who wear TK and SD uniforms.
At the age of six, I just wish that someday I could go to school. And of course I keep working the bone down day and night. By the end of my eight year old, I had enough savings to go to school, I told my mother and of course she immediately enrolled me in the best elementary school in my area.
On the first day I entered school, I was one of the children with the body and age of the most mature of my friends in the class. Yes obviously because I was 8 years old and still in first grade. But I'm not discouraged, because my main reason is to learn.
When I was just studying for a semester, I was offered to skip classes because my intelligence was very extraordinary.I who used to enter first grade school with the age of 8 years, she is now in sixth grade at age 8. And of course my elementary school fees were fully earned from the scholarship.
I am looking for the best school that provides scholarships that can support the cost of my Junior High School and Junior High School education. And of course, with a very hard effort, I was able to occupy the Junior High School with an early age. When I was only in school for a few months, my father died from the symptoms I saw in him, he had pneumonia and acute mag.
I was able to figure out his illness thanks to the book I read in the library. I wanted to become a doctor because my dream was to cure my father and mother's illness.
But what can be done, the Khalik above loves my father more. Accepting the reality with the airy chest is something that is very difficult. When my father died, now my mother also fell ill. with a heavy heart, I dropped out of the school that I liked very much with a heavy heart, in order to take care of my mother and of course to work.
When I was 12 years old, my mother died I was with yellowish disease or liver disease . Again I was faced with a fate that was completely unjust. Life is hard that I can accept, with the foundation of life is like a wheel, sometimes above sometimes below. But why, why did fate separate me from the two who were my encouragement ?
For a month, I have lived in that small, shabby house ever since my mother left. Lamenting fate, despair, no more jokes in that house, empty mother and father's bed, the atmosphere of silence was of course residing in my house which had never been silent for a day.
My chest feels very tight, want to let go of miss on who ? When I miss my mom and dad so much, the pictures just don't exist. When I want to pour out all my sadness ? Of course I went to eat my father and mother next door. Crying, telling me how I feel. Yes while crying beside their tomb, it was one of the most comfortable places I knew..
There was even a thought that came to my mind, was suicide the way out ? of course I didn't, instead of fearing suicide, I was just afraid of disappointing my father and mother, who before dying gave me the ultimate message to keep living and keep fighting, don't just follow destiny, but fight destiny that doesn't fit my path..
The message was clearly embedded in my head. Staying at home, of course, I still do, whether I want to say unstable or whatever, I don't care, what I want now is the time for myself.
the following month I braced myself to get back up, I took on some part-time jobs to earn money for my needs, especially I want to go to medical school where the cost is not a small fee.
six months I used to work day and night, now my savings have been collected, and I intend to enter Junior High again but in another school. I tried hard to study, to get a full scholarship again, and of course I got another scholarship, and went to school while working.
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