Missing Voice Azhan

I don't deserve you

The three people looked at the face of the man in front of him with astonished looks. Not much different from the man who stared at the three creatures in front of him with a frown.

"Why are the three of you here ?" Ask Dhafa astonished.

"We were going to meet Kia, but we didn't." Sahut Chiko while scratching the nape behind him.

"I mean you're not why ?" Ask wonder.

Chiko pointed at the two girls in front of her with her chin.

"Because noh, those two abstract beings. I haven't met you before. Instead of entertaining that there will even make Kia more sad." He said that he immediately got a sharp shot from his two best friends.

"Ck.severe loe on." Umpat Dhafa is upset.

"Eh dodol sekate kate loe kalo. Loe herself why are you here ?" Chiko was upset with Dhafa's attitude.

"Gue was told to bokapnya to take him to the living room, noh there are candidates for the action there." Reply Dhafa origin, then immediately continue his steps to meet Akia.

Arriving there, the man smiled bitterly when he saw the condition of his best friend is very sad. Just look at the girl's blackened eyes, a sign that the girl was never restful in her sleep.

Dhafa stood next to Akia and gently rubbed Akia's head.

"Hey, pretty lady. It's not good to know yourself in the park. What about the ghost ?" His soft words that immediately made Akiia turn to him in shock.

"There's a ghost Loe. Come and appear all you want." Ketus cold.

Dhafa chuckled softly, then he crouched down in front of the girl.

"Gue ? Ghosts ? Ck.where there's a ghost as handsome as me." He started to narcissize.

Akia rolled both her eyes lazily.

"Loe why be a narcissist gini yes. Loe ate wrong ?" Ask with hands attached to the dhafa.

Dhafa laughed again, a laugh that he had never shown except to Akiia. Even his three best friends there until shocked because only now they can see the laughter of a Dhafa who is famous for being cold and stiff.

"Ck, stop laughing, you laugh like a ghost. What's the matter, Loe here ?" Keto.

Dhafa slowly breaks Akia's hair, then kisses Akia's head with love.

"Yuk yuk, wait bokap loe there." Take it with a sweet smile.

"Is he here too ?" Ask lirih.

Dhafa smiled because he knew what he meant by the word "him".

"Don't be afraid, I'll always be with you, not not me but us."

"We ? You mean loe ?" Ask wonder.

"Nooh..Look at the one standing in front of the door. Abstral creature noh on ga dare nyamperin loe." His ejek while pointing at the whereabouts of the three people with the corner of his eyes.

Akia turned to the direction that Dhafa had pointed at, and found his three companions waving their hands as the girl looked at them. Akia smiled faintly.

"Basic, dear friends, but I love them so much." His murmur was soft, but still being heard by Ole Dhafa made the man give a smile.

"Gue loves you too." His whisper was in the girl's ear.

Akia smiled, she grabbed Dhafa's hand and hugged him tightly.

"Thank you still, you're my best friend." His words were full of haru.

Dhafa grunted softly and then immediately stood behind Akiia. It was nothing, he just hid his sad face so that the girl did not know the tears that had been sassy out of both corners of his eyes. Slowly the man rubbed his eyes, then pushed slowly on the wheelchair and entered the mansion.

***

The man's face stared at the girl he had always missed. Just like Lord Aryan, in his heart was a deep sense of sadness and regret. Regretting for not being able to protect his loved ones.

Azriel spoke Istighfar many times in her heart, in order to dampen the emotions that were going through her head. His net was staring at the face of the girl who had lowered her head.

"Hi Sya ? How are you doing ?" Ask sung. This was his second official meeting after his first sermon.

"What's up here. "It was cold with reluctant eyes staring at the man's face.

"See, speak politely to our guests." Sir Aryan said softly, while Azriel only smiled faintly.

Akia gave a rough snort, staring at the cynical face of Azirel. Instead of obeying her papa's orders, the girl instead gave Azriel a dislike look.

"It just so happens that loe comes, so I'm not tired of looking for loe." His words that immediately made everyone look in wonder at you, as well as his papa. The middle-aged man caught a strange gurgle from his daughter's attitude.

"Say." Azriel's orders are slow.

Akia stared intently at the face of the man in front of her who actually looked very relaxed.

"Gue wants this matchmaking canceled."

Suddenly Mr. Aryan looked at his daughter's face with his look of shock. While Azriel, there is romance does not like to be clearly seen in his eyes.

"Yes, don't joke, son."

Akiia glanced at her cynical papa. " I'm not in a state of joking. And agree or disagree, I stay in my decision, even for the rest of my life I will never get married."

Silent, yes, the atmosphere looked awkward and silent. Even his four best friends just fell silent without knowing what to do.

"May I speak with Akiia only ?" Azriel asked Mr. Aryan.

"Cila..."

"Nothing to talk about back. My decision is unanimous and cannot be contested. I don't care if you agree or not, it's none of my business. Sorry if you'll excuse me." Cut it fast and then turn the wheelchair towards his room.

"Tell me ! What makes you want to cancel this match ?" Azriel exclaimed loudly, even the man was already standing tall.

Akia stopped the pace of his wheelchair, momentarily closing both of his eyes.

Because I don't deserve a perfect loe. I'm just a handicapped girl and will definitely make your life difficult. Gumam Akia.

"It's none of your business." It should be cold and go back to doing the wheelchair.

"Is it because you're flawed and feel unworthy to be with me ?" The excitement again made Akia again have to stop the pace of his wheelchair.

Tests

Falling was his defense that had been detained earlier. The girl cried in silence, with all her might holding back so that they would not hear her sobbing.

Yeah, because I don't deserve you.

Without answering Azriel's question, Akia resumed his intention to return to the room on the lower floor. Yes, since his return from the hospital, his papa moved his room downstairs. He did not want his daughter to have any trouble.

Akia closed the door of her room loudly, making everyone there again shocked. This was what she disliked, everyone looked on her pity, and considered her a weak girl to be pitied.

Akiia doesn't like that, she doesn't need anyone else's mercy on her. In the room the girl vent her emotions by hitting her legs hard which felt nothing. The girl sobbed in silence, shedding all her emotions and suffering alone in the room.

Crushed was the girl's heart, everything was broken. His heart, feelings, even dreams were shattered due to his appalling condition. His dream of becoming a professional racer was shattered by the accident. Only unspoken regret always adorns his day.

Akiia cried for a long time, until finally the girl was exhausted and fell asleep on her wheelchair. Slowly someone entered his room and approached him. Looking at the traces of tears flowing down both of his cheeks.

The man stretched out his hand and rubbed the former tears of Akiia, then lifted the tiny body and laid it on the bed.

Don't be sad, I'll make sure you'll always be happy later.

TBC.