Missing the Orange

67. Better to Survive Than to Lose.

With a heavy heart, Alan left Orange in a state of pain. His mind aches when he remembers Orange's desire to divorce, even to see it, Orange is very reluctant and it is much more painful than anything. Can be seen the look of a disappointed face that is so clearly visible on the handsome face.

The Indo-looking man with a high-strength body walked towards the place where his car was abandoned. Its neat appearance and metropolis invite several pairs of women's eyes to look at it with admiration. Alan Mahesa Putra, a handsome man with a charm that never faded although at this time his face grew fine fur that looks began to thicken and his thin mustache began to print more clearly.

His eyes narrowed as he no longer saw his car parked as it was.

"What's happen? " his mind was full of confusion as he was sure that his car had disappeared.

"Counselor, Mas! " said one street vendor who went not far from the place, when he saw Alan was confused looking for his car.

"Shiiiit.". " said Alan, Inevitably he had to take care of his car first, just cleaned up all the work that had been delayed.

"I'd like to get divorced! "

Alan shook his head as the sentence blared out from the lips of Orange.

"No... I'm not gonna let that happen! I can't just let you go! " he murmured inwardly, his mind so madly that he had not heard his cell phone ringing since.

"Assalamualaikum, Mom! " he said he answered a call from Sasmitha.

"Greetings, how are you son Alan? I just want to ask you about the orange, why is the phone not active? " Sasmitha's question left Alan with no choice but to lie.

"That hurts, Mom! So the phone is rarely activated. " The man feels guilty when he has to lie to someone who has been considered like his own mother.

"Can you talk to an orange? "

"Sorry Mom, now I'm on the project site. Later when I meet Jingga I told you to contact Mom. "

"All right then... Assalamualaikum! " Sasmitha recalls her call.

Alan again wasted his rough breathing, too many problems that left his mind unfocused again. Not to mention the anxiety when thinking about the state of Orange. The pale face, his sluggish body made him sure that the orange was currently sick.

Still standing between the field with the sun that began to shift to the western horizon, Alan contacted Aslan to ask Tyara to visit Orange, even if it could accompany Orange until the state of Orange improved. He no longer knew what he should do when Orange refused again his presence, while he could not leave his wife in a fairly unfavorable state.

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His face looked tired, the knocking of the shoes rang out loud as his steps entered the house that felt silent. Since the departure of his wife the house was again deserted. Orange who ran to greet him when he came home now lives a shadow, the crisp laughter of his wife always relieve fatigue when he arrived home was now gone.

"At some point you made my world turn upside down, Orange Andini." he muttered, bringing the soda can he had just picked up from the fridge to the top floor. He reopened the empty room for more than two weeks. His feet take Alan's steps towards the balcony, a favorite spot of Orange while relaxing.

Every now and then he upheld the drink on the can he was currently holding, his gaze looking up at the thousands of stars adorning the sky that looked bright at this moment. Alan began to lean the head of the sofa, as if to eliminate the feeling of fatigue.

Alan's Pov

There is a longing that goes so deep, that it makes me freeze, want to reach you but it is not possible.... You are created in several dimensions. Closest but unreal because it's hard for me to reach, the truth is you're getting away from me.

Always the same sentence that those thin lips mumbled. You want to leave, but I can't do anything but hold you back. I don't need any language to express my true love for you.

I've never felt this way with any woman before. Therefore never run from me, for wherever you hide I will find you. Even if it's just to hold you back, at least I didn't lose you. Yes, I will never rest to love you according to my promise to God. Even though, I never told you.

Alan seemed to wake up, he got up from his seat and placed his can of drink on the table. In spirit he ran small leaving the balcony and down the stairs. Whatever happens he will not release the Orange, including his current attempt to re-see the state of the Orange. He will not let the orange feel alone in that strange place.

Jeep Wrangler was darting nimbly through the streets are still crowded even though it is now showing at nine o'clock at night.

The journey that should be taken within two hours was only passed in a matter of one and a half hours for now. The Jeep car had entered the alley of the rented house of Orange. He stopped his car by taking a little distance a few meters away from the small house.

There was a slight sense of relief when he saw the red Jaz car parked there. Alan was sure it must be Tyara, he did hope that the girl would accompany Orange to dispel a little of his anxiety.

There was nothing he could do at the moment except to be in the car, staring at the small house his wife lived in from a distance, but at least he was not haunted by anxiety because he worried about the orange who was alone there.

Maddened...

Maybe that's the right word to describe him right now.

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Raka walked along with the three people who were accompanying her. Papa and his mother Maya are with one of his bodyguards who have long sought Maya's existence.

Several times Raka rang the bell of the apartment occupied by Maya. How surprised Raka was when she saw Maya's state that looked chaotic, especially when she had a glance into the apartment room that was very messy. All the items scattered irregular even some of them look broken.

"Would you come here? " is asked Maya full of emotion when she saw the presence of Raka with her parents.

"May, let's go home! " persuade Mama Maya when they get into the apartment.

"Well we'll meet Alan. "liar Papa Maya doesn't want any commotion to force her son back home. Her father Mama already knows all the problems of her son from Raka.

"Really, Pa? " he asked again to convince her of what her father had said. While Raka only saw it with the mysterious condition of Maya.

Never thought if Maya is a woman with a mental disorder because of her lover's residence. All this time she knew Maya as a smart woman with academic values coumloud, even though she never thought if the woman was mentally ill.

Raka looked at Marcy's car that was getting away, it felt a little blega when Maya was in the right place. He had already completed the mission that made the mess of his boss's life.

"Based on the rich, unimportant problems are complicated. Rich people have problems in the heart while kayaks cave problems in the stomach. "murm Raka While chuckling, the man who trusted Alan did have to work hard because it still funded his sister's school and helped the survival of both parents.

Seriate.

Hae hae readers beloved. hopefully do not get bored waiting for 'Missing for Orange'. Thank you so much for this little piece of work hehhehee. Eits... stop by also yes in 'Rahasia Cinta Zoya' is now in the noveltoon. thanks to the beloved readers Kirana Putri761