Missing the Orange

16. It's Painful For Alan

Alan was still walking back and forth indistinctly. Anxious about the state of Orange can not make him calm. Now he rubbed his face roughly along with the heavy sighs from his breath. Can be seen a tremendous nervousness from the man with a firm jaw.

But, the burly body leaned against the wall and gradually decayed on the floor. The corner of his eyes that had been foggy managed to drip water, like telling of the tightness that was now seeping in his chest.

"Orange, hang! " his two hands clasped together, clenching, as if wanting to stop all his current nervousness.

His heart also beat erratically, while waiting for doctors and medical team out of the operating room.

"Oh Allah.. Why is it like this? Had I been chasing you, it wouldn't have been like this." The overflowing guilt made him condemn his own stupidity.

After several hours of operation, the orange was moved to a different room, but the fear never ended, as if a part of him was at stake.

"I'm her husband, Doc! " Alan rushed straight to the doctor who handled his wife. Upon seeing a white-clothed man who was seen coming out of the operating room.

"Sorry, he is still critical! Always communicate, it will stimulate his consciousness. Hopefully your wife can miss it all" said a doctor before leaving Alan who is still sculpting.

"I'm sorry, Ngga! I can't take care of you! " bluffy Alan as he stood near the orange. The man who was currently staring at his wife with teary eyes also chose to sit next to the limp drooping body. In his hand held the tiny fingers belonging to Orange, as if to tell his feelings that he had just realized in his current anxiety.

Almost last night Alan was awake, still in a wet shirt that had dried up because of the rain and blood.The man just kept sitting and looking at his wife without wanting to leave him for a second. Until the sound of Adzan's voice, make it realize if the day has changed.

"Simple..."

Alan turned his head as the sound of the door opening, Eyang Putri and Bu Sasmita were already standing there. After the incident Alan immediately contacted the Princess, making the elderly woman rushed to the city with Sasmita that night as well . How guilty Alan was when he saw the two women walking closer to Orange. Can be seen clearly the eyes of Mother-in-law who has swollen. Since the trip the woman continued to cry, worrying about her single daughter who had not been conscious.

"I'm sorry, Buk! Alan can't be a good husband to Orange! " alana said as she approached the woman next to Orange.

"It's not your fault, son. It's a test! Let's hope that Orange can wake up quickly." said the middle-aged woman wisely. His eyes continued to water when he saw his daughter lying helplessly.

"You better take a shower! Pray for Orange and rest even though sebentra! Let us wait for the orange for a while! " persuade the Princess to Alan by handing over a paper bag containing a change of clothes for Alan.

Alan picked up the bag and took it into the bathroom in the nursery. The man cleans himself first, before going for dawn prayers.

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It's been two days that Alan is pacing, hospital, home and occasionally he takes the time to review the project that has just been running. Men who are not currently focused on their work are also spending more time in the hospital to wait for Orange. Alan doesn't want to miss the development of the orange.

Day four of the orange in the hospital, but has not shown any progress. Alan now began to focus only on Orange, all the work he left to Raka who was helped Maya to handle temporarily.

"When did you wake up? I've been wanting to hear your screams call me when I get home from work, you know if I miss you whining asking for a walk when you miss Mom in the village. This is Ibuk, already here with Eyang, don't you want to see him either?" Alan again invited Orange to chat. While Bu Sasmita and Eyang Putri sat on the sofa with a face that looks sad and tired. Although, every night Alan always asked the two women to rest at home and he was always looking after the Orange.

"Gga, wakeup! Don't let them wait. You don't want him, is he sick?" Alan was almost out of words because he always invited Orange to chat.

The man was speechless, staring with a pale face that was currently in front of him. The look of despairing eyes was clearly visible on that bluish silver eye bead. He felt something was missing when he could not see the orange as usual.

As if in disbelief, he once again noticed the fingers resting on his finger were now moving.

Alan smiled towards Orange, but the woman only looked at him with a foreign look. Even when he realized that Alan was still holding his fingers, immediately Orange pulled his hand away from Alan's grasp.

There was a bit of disappointment in Alan, but it did not dampen his happiness because the person he had been waiting for had missed a critical period.

The doctor who examined the orange, now sighed heavily. After a series of examinations, it turns out that Orange had a trauma in his brain that resulted in retrogade amnesia, a type of amnesia that caused him to lose some of his memory in his past.

"Mother, Eyang, and. "The orange sentence hangs as his eyes look at the man standing near his mother.

Alan intended to step back, when Orange no longer recognized him, but the hand of Bu Sasmita first held him back to stay.

"He's your husband, Orange! " sasmita said firmly.

" I'm married? " ask Orange.

"Yes, it's Alan, Cah Ayu! " sela Eyang putri.

Orange just shook her head, she found it hard to accept if she was married. He felt his heart was still waiting for someone.

Sasmita approached Orange closer. Convince her daughter if she is married.

"Well, whatever it is he's still your husband! Whether you accept it or not, but that's the truth, Ndok! " it feels like Sasamita can't bear to see Orange and Alan. Sasmita knew that Orange always waited for Alan and saw also when he saw the disappointed face of Alan, he could see there was a tinge of sadness that emanated.

"Mother, can I rest? I feel so tired right now, "how did Orange make Sasmita raise the blanket to cover almost the entire body of his son.

Alan walked out towards the garden in front of the orange nursery, there was a sadness that was currently filling his heart.

"Why do I feel so sick when you don't remember me at all!" alan murmured as his heart felt something extremely agonizing. He was like losing the Orange Andini figure, the foreign gaze of the Orange was like giving distance between the two.

Alan changed his seat that was originally leaning us down, with hands hooked to each other pull the nape that felt heavy holding a burden.

Alan's Pov

Andini's orange, it's more painful than I thought, when I saw you staring strangely at me. I don't understand if my race is more than I realize. I love you as my wife, as a grown woman.

Orange Andini, I feel like I lost you when you don't remember me at all. Can you give me a chance to love you as a grown woman? I regret not realizing my feelings before.

Alan looked in all directions. His gaze glared, even he did not realize that someone had been next to him earlier. The hand slapped Alan's shoulder, trying to revive from his daydream.

Seriate

Don't forget ya gaes leave a trace, let thornya spirit up every day.