Missing the Orange

61. Not Realizing If You Have Lost

After pushing out the body of the woman who had awut awutan until the body of Maya hit Raka who had just arrived, Orange immediately ran out of the office. His heart was like a broken to pieces. In fact, between the pieces may have disappeared, and it is impossible to unite again.

The first time a burning disappointment filled all the feelings in his heart and feelings, closing everything that should be considered by his soul.

Orange Pov

I am disappointed.. Is there a word more than the word disappointed for this pain?

Really, I never thought. Just imagine that I would never, if you could betray me in such a way, Alan.

I can hardly believe what I just saw, I no longer know how to express my feelings except anger, but anger alone should not be enough. If it is possible to express how my heart's pain has been shapelessly broken because of your betrayal.

Still clearly shadowing the woman in your lap hugging your neck with her message. In fact, the red color of the lipsticks imprint on the area of your thin lips. Shirts that have been random and your belt that has been opened, again I am sick of remembering it. How could you do that? Moreover, when I look at your neck with the former kissmark of the woman, it makes me very disgusted even if only to see her.

Orange ran out of the office without caring anymore about the circumstances. His steps increasingly took him away from the two-story modern building. His heart roared among many painful, sad, angry and disappointed feelings.

Between the thick of the night he continued to run small his hair swung unsteadily between the motion and the wind that began to feel stroking. If in the room there was only anger, at this moment his cry began to break. The swift crystal grains moistened his entire face as he tried to sweep it away haphazardly.

I don't know how far he ran that made him feel weak, but not with his increasingly tight cries.

The road was quiet, making him stop. He weakly walked, leaning against a tree. His roar was now uncontrollable, eager for him to let out some of the stifling feeling in his chest, but impossible, even the trajectory of the disgusting event made him even more sick.

With a tearful cry at the stroke of the tiny fist on his chest, hoping to let out a crush that increasingly felt painful in his heart. It took quite a long time for his roar to begin to subside, not because of the loss of the stifling taste but because his weakened body was leaning under the large trees that were nearby.

"Orang... " Haris' heavy voice made Jingga turn her head. The man was glued to look at the orange that looked very bad.

"What's wrong? " asked Haris when she saw the sad cry of the woman in front of her.

The orange that could not stop her crying covered her face with both palms. But the man in front of him was even more groaning, when he heard a groan that made his heart ache.

"Nga, ...Don't cry like that! " he said when the orange began to be unable to control his cries and emotions.

With some hesitation, the man grabbed hold of Orange rubbing his head in order to give it some calmness. The orange is still cuddled with both hands covering its face.

Aware of feeling in the arms of an unworthy man, Jingga retreated her steps.

"Sorry..! " said Haris as he looked at the awkward expression of Orange. Ayu's usual sweet smiling face was already swollen and moist due to the spillage of tears.

"Can I take me far away? " the word orange makes Haris more confused by what has happened.

"Feasy, what? " The man pulled up his orange arm to take him to sit in an iron chair near them.

"I want to get away from here, until the man no longer finds me! " the word orange is still with the same anger.

"Well, I'll take you home! Everything can be resolved calmly! " said Haris still trying to persuade Jingga.

"There's nothing more to talk about. If Mas Haris can't help me, that's fine.I can do it myself. " said Jingga who started to leave. The big hand blocked him from stopping the orange step, so as not to go any further.

"All right...! Let's get in the car. "

"Please take me far away! " said Orange once again by staring out the window as the car drove back.

I don't want to answer the orange. Haris only glanced at the orange that was still sobbing slowly. His mind began to consider where he would take the orange.

"It is with pleasure that I want to take you far away, to take care of you, to have you, but not in any undue way or situation" the stern-faced man murmured inwardly. His heart could not be lied to if the orange had already attracted all his attention and admiration. The frozen feeling came back beating when it was near the orange.

A few minutes they were silent on the way, until the Pajero car turned on a minimalist but luxurious house.

"Where is this, Mas? " tanya Orange was astonished.

"While you're gonna I'm gonna put it in Amanda's house! There's no way I'm taking you to my hotel or my apartment. Here you will be safer! Tomorrow we'll find a temporary residence for you! " said Haris who then got out of the car and walked in followed by Orange into Amanda's house.

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In the office still with a chaotic situation. After asking Maya to go home, and will finish everything tomorrow, Raka decided to enter the room that became the center of the commotion.

"Bang." said Raka when she saw Alan staggering. Until the man swiftly helped him to sit back on the sofa. Alan's appearance was already very messy, really not worth seeing others.

"Ka, I saw an orange. Where's she? " Raka was speechless still digesting this less conducive situation.

"Ka, my body was indeed from yesterday not feeling well, but this is getting worse, my head feels heavy even my view is getting unclear! Please find Orange, he got angry and even slapped me. I am confused by this situation. " Alan was still lightly kneading his head that felt dizzy.

Hearing Alan's sentence made Raka just let out a long sigh. Address of the great disaster he thought. Maybe Bang Alan didn't realize that his appearance was too chaotic for others to see.

"I'd better take you home! Maybe Ma'am Orange has reached home!" persuade Raka to help Alan out of the office. Raka is sure that if all this was Maya, the more desperate she got here. He was also convinced, If Alan never thought that Maya would do such a thing.

When pressing the bell turned out to be the one who opened the door even Bi Murti made Raka more convinced, if Orange really angry.

"To which?" alan asked when he didn't see the orange.

"Mak Orange has not come home yet! "

"What's? " all of a sudden Alan tried to take all of his consciousness.

"Bi, make some thick milk! " pinta Raka to Alan.

"Come, Bang sit down! "

Alan was still confused by the situation he was in. The man was still twitching his head which felt like it was beating violently.

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