Miss Mudaku Half my Breath

Forgive Me Who's Sassy

Apparently Shanum found out that Rangga was following him and was now not far from where he was .

Ranggapun stepped slowly with eyes staring intensely at Shanum who was still calmly staring towards the lake.

The visitors, some of the mothers with their sons, were joking at the playground not far from Shanum's seat .

"Ehmm hmmm"

Shanum turned to look at Rangga and smiled .

"Finally you put your face on ?"

"Ehmm sorry, I didn't mean to follow you secretly "Rangga's misbehavior got Shanum's sharp gaze looking at her .

"Then, what do you mean follow me ?"

"I just want to make sure you're safe" Rangga tried to defend himself.

Shanum just smiled looking at Rangga who looked wrong, actually he did not mind Rangga who followed him secretly , he just wanted to sit together and talk with Rangga, he just wanted to sit down and talk to Rangga,because even though they are one building but busyness makes them never see each other & if he does not question him by phone surely Rangga will not show himself .

"Don't you look at me like that Sha, it makes me sick to realize that those looks and smiles aren't mine".

Rangga sat in a chair next to him, deliberately he sat different chairs with Shanum although there was still enough space for one more person because the park chair was long .

Shanum also realized that ever since Rangga knew that now he had a fiancee made the attitude of the young man who in his admiration secretly now away from him .

"Why did you stay away from me?"

"What do you mean ?"ask Rangga .

Rangga was stunned by Shanum's explanation, apparently the girl was lonely and needed a friend .

"You do think of me as just a friend, but what if I thought of you as more than Sha, I'm afraid it's going to get deeper and harder for me to let go "

Rangga was still silent at all complaints Shanum, where he felt no one understood him , where he could not find peace of heart in his extended family ,they hate each other just for money.

Rangga stared at Shanum intensely, his eyes began to look glassy and lips quivering, if only at this time Rangga did not care about the circumstances around him he wanted to hug the girl ,hold it tight and say if everything will be okay .

Shanum's body shook with a cry, Rangga slowly approached but his steps were restrained when suddenly Shanum stepped up to welcome him with a tight hug .

"Don't stay away from me Ngga, don't go away from me, I'm lonely "tangis Shanum broke and his body shook violently.Rangga seemed to freeze .

On his swab Shanum's back gently .

"I'm not away from you Sha "Rangga said softly in Shanum's ears, the girl's hair must have been so intoxicating ', Rangga's dream is now to embrace the girl who has been stealing his heart .

If it was just a dream, Rangga did not want to end his sleep .

"I'm not getting away from you Sha, I just don't want to get too close to you until I forget that my feelings for you aren't where they belong ,if I was close to you I was afraid that this feeling would get deeper and I could not let go "finally Rangga was no longer able to stem all the feelings that had been torturing his heart .

Rangga did not care if he had been presumptuous to love a girl that he could not have, he only wanted if Shanum knew his true feelings .

Shanum raised his face and now looked at Rangga sharply, the distance between them was so close that the breath was warm .

"I'm sorry for being so presumptuous to dare love you Sha "