Miss Mudaku Half my Breath

You're my rabbit

Shanum smiled to see Rangga who was now glued on his sofa, either because the tired body made his sleep so soundly, he woke up when he heard a voice from the open door.

A nurse apparently finished wiping Shanum's body and his clothes had changed.

"You've woken up dear" said Shanum with a bright smile.

"Hhmm,"Rangga mendehem briefly, if Shanum has been cleaned his body then this morning Rangga did not have the opportunity to do such an amusing job for him.

Shanum, who noticed the change in her husband's face, was wondering.

"Why your face dear" asked Shanum.

Rangga looked at Shanum confusedly.

"Why my face?".

"Handsome but..."

"But what?"

"Rush rich clothes are not ironed"

Rangga turned his face away, his heart really felt bad.

Because of waking up late, finally the fun morning activities were missed.

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Maharani smiled happily, this morning saw Joy was sitting in front of the dining table and the hue of her face was not as moody as yesterday.

"Good morning Joy, muach" said Maharani while kissing the top of Joy's head and scrambling her hair.

"For mom"Joy's short answer that was upset because the hair that had been stared neatly is now back in disarray because of the actions of the mother.

"Mommy is happy if you come back cheerful as usual and not moody anymore dear" said Maharani.

"Yes mom"

Maharani also finished his breakfast with enthusiasm.

"Ehm mom, I want to talk" said Joy after seeing the Maharani had finished eating her breakfast.

"Humm"

"Momm, I want to go to college at xx" Joy's words suddenly transfixed the Empress, having her only child made her so loving and devoted to all her affection, she said, but now there is no wind no rain Joy said she wanted to continue her education to the country xx which of course made her heart suddenly bitter.

Although Maharani knows that Joy's departure with reason to continue her study is only a reason made by Joy to cover the true state of her heart.

"If getting away from her can heal your heartache, mommy is willing, son, let time heal your wounds".

Maharani sighed heavily, in her gentle swab of Joy's back, the heart wound that the son was going through, Maharani also felt it.

"Depart baby, do'a mommy is always with you son" Maharani said with tears now rushing down his two smooth cheeks, he said, although his mouth was sincere but his heart and mind remained filled with anxiety because he was a mother who always wanted to be close to her only child.

"Momm, why even cry, said I can go to xx"Joy now feels guilty for making mommy cry.

"Yes dear, mommy ngijinin you really, just mommy later if you miss how dear hyks hyks"now weeping sounds roaring from Maharani's face.

"Kan mommy can see me there momm, or if I'm on vacation also definitely go home nengokin mommy"Joy hugged Maharani tightly.

"Is there no other country that is closer to Joy, let mommy if the weekend can nengokin you, if far away mommy is afraid of herself on her plane hiks"Maharani is now increasingly dramatizing her cries, his heart that was used to being firm and strong now seemed so fragile and melow.

Joy took a deep breath, since birth Joy never separated from her mommy, now with a heavy heart Joy must leave her alone, despite doubts but her heart remained in her stance.

The xx state is the goal to restore the heart and continue the path of destiny without the shadow of Shanum.

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Even when he went to the hospital cafeteria, Rangga did not offer him food.

Several times his brain worked, but Shanum also did not find an answer to why Rangga ignored him.

"Ehmm hmm"Shanum cleared his throat slowly.

Rangga turned to her at a glance, but returned to his watching activities.

"Darling, I'm thirsty please get me a drink" Shanum asked.

The gang walked to the table beside the bed and thrust towards Shanum's mouth with a flat face.

"Thank you"

"Hummm"only a short mutter came out of Rangga's mouth.

"Darling, are you mad at me ?"tanya Shanum finally can not feel if Rangga continues to silence him without saying what makes him angry.

Rangga turned to Shanum and looked at him sharply.

"As a wife you're not as cool as Sha, making your husband's heart feel useless" Rangga said.

Rangga spread his shoulders.

"I'm not angry"shortly dense and cold, Rangga's reply.

"Then why are you ignoring me, what's my fault?"

Rangga stared intently at Shanum.

"You've made me feel like a useless husband, baby, don't you realize?"sharp sentences that escaped from Rangga's mouth made Shanum aware, apparently Rangga was upset because of the task of cleaning his body was replaced by a nurse until he felt as an unnecessary husband, Shanum murmured.

"Oh my God, did you ignore me just because I asked the nurse to clean my body and change my clothes and you considered yourself an unnecessary husband?, is that what's on your mind, baby?"tanya Shanum Long.

"Huum"Rangga nodded and raised his chin.

Shanum smiled at Rangga's adorable behavior.

"I'm sorry, then later in the afternoon will you wipe, clean and change my clothes" Shanum asked in a quick sentence, it felt so embarrassing if his body was held and rubbed by Rangga, although now they are a couple, imagine it has made his face now like a boiled crab.

Rangga clenched his lips tightly, wanting to feel like he was cheering, his chest was now filled with millions of butterflies.

"Hmm, alright"Rangga said calmly and tried to control his pounding heart.

Rangga stared at the mini fridge beside Shanum's bed.

"Do you want cake?"asked Rangga, his attitude now vanished and changed into a standby husband and full of warmth.

Shanum shook his head slowly "I'm not hungry".

"But you have to eat a lot, to get well quickly baby" Rangga opened the refrigerator and took out the cake made by the aunt at the mansion.

"Aaa"rangga's mouth was rounded as her hand fed the cake to Shanum's mouth.

"Aaa, open her wide mouth dear"anxious heart Rangga saw Shanum's tiny lips were open but not enough space for the cake he had sucked into her mouth.

"Cut down my husband first, do you want to strangle me with that cake" Shanum replied in annoyance.

"Ish"The insects cut the cake into small pieces.

"Who told me to have a mouth and lips so tiny, difficult to be" murmured Rangga but in his heart.

"Aaa, I've cut it small, just be careful if you still reason this cake is too big" the threat made Shanum as strong as possible to open his mouth.

Rangga stared at the cheeks that were round and moving, like a rabbit who was chewing a carrot.

"Why are you so adorable baby, my rabbit, my love and half my breath".