Miss Most Perfect Beauty

I'm Empty

After breaking her embrace, Scarlesia was unconscious as a result of what she had received. Then Carlen carried him and brought him to the pavilion, fortunately the pavilion was not affected by its destruction. Scarlesia was laid on the bed, they left Scarlesia to rest for a moment. Even until Eldrick was buried, Scarlesia was still unconscious from her stupor. More minutes, the weather does not show the change, the wind accompanied by heavy rain disrupts everyone's activities.

The Roosevelt Empire was drowning in grief, in addition to the loss of Eldrick as a noble of the upper class, the people also lost Vincent as emperor and Selena as empress. They were found dead at the imperial palace, and Nieva, who was a concubine and Giana's younger sister, Vincent, also died in the incident. The Roosevelt Empire lost the pillar and foundation on which they stood. Today, Roosevelt is the most loss because the loss of life is also very much. The average dead were nobles from the upper class to the lower classes.

“PLEASE! HELP U! YOUR MAJESTY DISAPPEARED!”

A female servant shouted from the direction of the pavilion, instantly a sense of panic struck the occupants of the mansion. Soon Carlen sets out to search for Scarlesia's whereabouts, they scatter all over the place so Scarlesia can be found quickly. Crashing inside the storm did not make them just stop looking for Scarlesia.

“Where is Sia now?”

Aldert was one of them, he lost control the moment he heard his sister was not in the pavilion. Now Aldert went looking for him alone and against the storm that hit his body. Aldert tries to find Scarlesia to the graves of Eldrick and Larissa because Eldrick is buried right next to Larissa's grave. And it's true Aldert's guess, he found Scarlesia lying next to Eldrick's grave.

“Sia, what are you doing here? Let's go home now,” take Aldert in a very soft voice.

“Dad... I want to sleep near Dad. Sis, wouldn't you be cold if you slept here with Mom? I should have slept between the two of them so they wouldn't get cold.”

Scarlesia's eyes were blank, she seemed to have no soul in her body. Aldert looked at his sister's grief, his heart sliced to see Scarlesia still drifting in grief and guilt.

“Now we go home yes, you can get sick if you stay here long. Let's go home first, Dad and Mom don't get cold. Later they are sad to see you here,” Aldert said to strengthen his heart.

“I am empty.. My heart is empty..”.

Aldert could not help but cry, he could not allow Scarlesia to be shaken. Her heart ached, she was saddened at Eldrick's departure but she was more sad to see Scarlesia as a living, expressionless doll.

“But I'm her brother, but I can't protect her. Maybe this is what Mom meant at the time? When Mom came to my dream and told me to protect Sia because there would be things that made her shaken so much. I understand now, I understand what Mother meant to talk to me like that,” Inner Aldert.

Then without waiting any longer, Aldert raised Scarlesia's body, he carried it back to the pavilion. The rain was getting heavier, Aldert worried if Scarlesia was sick because it was too long in the rain. After arriving at the mansion, seeing Scarlesia was fine, only then did everyone feel some relief. Scarlesia was brought into the room, some servants helping Scarlesia to take a bath. While Aldert is now with Carlen, they are in the same confusion.

“Kak, what should we do now? I can't see Sia like this much longer.”

Aldert held tightness in his heart, the outpouring of emotions in both of his blue net emanated very clearly.

“We have to be with Sia until she can give it all away, Father and Mother want us to take care of her. We must be stronger for Sia's sake, it's fine I can still hold her back as long as Sia's back to normal. Our sister has suffered too much, I will replace the role of Father for her. We must not allow Sia to go into the pit of suffering for too long,” said Carlen, his eyes appearing swollen after crying over his father's departure.

On the next day, Scarlesia was still unwilling to speak and there was only a void in her eyes. If invited to chat, Scarlesia did not reply to other people's conversation, she just kept quiet while continuing to look ahead. Not even her eyes flickered in the slightest, as if Scarlesia was currently a soulless human being, she died without being buried, and lived without any consciousness. Eventually, Carlen and Aldert decided to take Scarlesia to Evariste to be examined by a doctor there.

“How is His Majesty doing? Is he okay?” carlen asked worriedly at the doctor who had just finished checking Scarlesia's condition.

“Yang Mulia suffered from deep shock and depression, for a while should often invite him to speak so that his consciousness returned again. Now His Majesty is like being somewhere else, he does not speak not even blink his eyes,” explained the doctor.

“Alright, I understand.”

Then the doctor prescribed some drugs to give to Scarlesia to reduce his depression. Scarlesia's condition is severe, mentally shaken so that everyone is worried about her at this time.

On the next day, there still did not appear to be any changes shown by Scarlesia. They kept trying to talk to him but there was no response from him. At night, the palace again wracked with chaos as Scarlesia disappeared again, not knowing where she was going now.

“DON'T MISS A PLACE! FIND YOUR MAJESTY TO EVERY CORNER OF EVARISTE!” zenon exclaimed to the knights and witches.

Meanwhile, in the middle of the dark and cold forest due to the unrelenting rain, Scarlesia walked down the road barefoot. His white pajamas were already filled with mud, the direction of his destination was also unknown, and in his hands he was clutching a dagger.

“All is your fault! You should have died. People are unhappy because of your presence. Now die, stick that dagger in your heart.” The voice continued to echo in Scarlesia's mind from the day Eldrick died, the voices telling her to die.

Scarlesia fell to her seat, she lowered her head and looked up at the sky.

“I am indeed supposed to die, I am not worthy to live.”

Scarlesia held onto the hilt of her dagger, she raised the dagger and pointed it at her heart. The dagger pierced his heart too deeply, his blood momentarily spurting out and then mixed with rainwater. That one dagger prick had no effect on him, he once again stabbed his heart and continued until like that for more than ten times. However, he did not die from the piercing of the sharp dagger, he repeated it again and again hoping that he would die after doing so.

“SIA! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?”

Carlen managed to find Scarlesia and came in time, just as he dismissed the dagger from Scarlesia's grasp.

“What did you do Sia? Do you intend to die? You worry everyone.”

“Kak, I'm empty..”.