MINUTES OF LONGING

We Found him

Tonight Maher can't close his eyes. Arkana's words kept spinning in his head. Especially when Arkana blatantly expressed his love for Farah. His heart and mind were really agitated. Just this time he felt this kind of unease. Maher can always control his heart. This time, he was

losing, losing with his own feelings. Until in the end he decided to prostrate and complain to the owner of the heart and the giver of the way out.

This time he would carry out his qiyamul lail faster than usual. It felt like Maher was no longer able to hold back the anxiety of his heart. He wanted to get calm soon. So that he can refocus on his initial intentions and goals. To study and find the existence of Alifa. Maher unfurled his alphabet. Started to meditate and prostrate begging for calm.

But it was not as easy as he imagined, how difficult it was to lead this restless heart. Maher no longer knows what to do. I don't know why this time selfishness dominates him. He doesn't know if this is right or wrong. But all he knew was that his heart was still reluctant to let Farah go. It was as if Farah had already become a very important thing in her heart. All he can do at this time is berto’a and resigned.

“Yes Allah why do you make this heart restless? Why do you make yourself helpless? I never even knew what love was. But why did you put that feeling in my heart. Even when I'm not looking for it and need it. If it is you who gives this taste, then let me be with him. Give me a way to have it. But if this taste only arises because of my lust, then immediately eliminate and keep away. Do not allow himself to keep it for too long, and spare me from adultery and all kinds of adultery. Aamiin yes Robbal ‘alamin.”

Maher really gave up everything to God. He never made his own decisions. He knows that everything that comes from God is best for him. God does not always give us what we want. But give us what we need. That is how Abi and Ummi always taught him.

For a moment he turned his face towards Arkana, looking at the younger brother who was still asleep. He felt very guilty about her. He also never thought why this should happen between them, but Maher really couldn't control himself this time. If all this time he always tried to give up for his brother. But he just wanted to be selfish this time.

“I'm sorry Arka. Just this time, let me be selfish by not letting Farah go for you. I can't be a good brother to you. I hope what will happen in the future is the best for both of us.” Maher was full of guilt.

Not much different from Maher, Rendy was made unable to sleep by his curiosity. Ever since he felt like he saw Farhan in the hospital. All the time he was just thinking about it. There was actually a bit of regret in his heart. Why didn't he come in and confirm the truth before he came home? If he knew who the person in the room was, he wouldn't be haunted by this kind of curiosity.

The next day, Rendy becomes very unfocused while working. Several times he looked at Rayhan. He wanted to say what he saw yesterday to Rayhan, yet he still hesitated. He was afraid that this would bring Rayhan back to the past. He didn't want to see his best friend sad.

Rendy's unfocusedness greatly disturbs Rayhan's work. How not, some times Rendy mistakenly took the file for him. Even Rendy asked for her signature on the signed file. Rayhan was annoyed and infuriated by him. If this continues, the work will not be completed.

“What are you really thinking? If tired better rest first.” asked Rayhan staring sharply at Rendy.

“Sorry Ray, I'm out of focus today.” Rendy smiled.

“Is there anything you want to share?” rayhan asked Rendy to tell him the problem.

“Emmm.... this is actually not a big deal.” Rendy still refused to say it.

“But if this continues when our work will be completed? You keep giving me the wrong documents.” Rayhan's grumbling makes Rendy feel guilty.

“Sorry Ray, I promise to focus even more now.” Rendy replied with a casual smile. Rayhan sighed, trying to be patient with his best friend.

“Remember this afternoon we have an important meeting. Don't make mistakes again.” Rayhan reminded me again.

“Every boss of mine, I can make sure that the meeting will go well.” Rendy made sure confidently.

In other places, again and again Maher and Arkana visit papa Farah. Of course the purpose of both is to see the figure of Farah. The girl who became their heart. Unlike usual, today Arkana pranks Maher on taking a selfie in the hospital lobby. Maher simply complied, did not refuse and did not comment. Not just taking pictures, it turns out Arkana also uploaded it on social media.

“Mas Archa!!” there was a sound that disturbed his ears.

“Astagfirullah, can rupture this eardrum if every time you hear the sound.” Arkana said with annoyance.

“Huss Maher. Arkana just smiled at the horse.

“You want papa? With yuk entry.” Take Gina. Yes that annoying chirping sound is Gina's.

“Please go first.” Maher gives way to Gina.

“So I guess you guys are again photos. Take another photo Gina wants to follow.” Said Gina trying to stick spoiled to Arkana. Arkana quickly shifted the distance.

“Udah finished his photos.” Answer Arkana put her phone back in.

“Come Brother.” Arkana stepped back. Maher nodded then followed Arkana and left Gina.

Back at Rayhan's office, they're done. As promised, Rendy really focused on this meeting. Everything went well and according to what they wanted. Rayhan once again felt proud and satisfied for Rendy's professionalism in work.

“Alhamdulillah is done, now it's time to go home.” Rayhan said as he stretched his muscles.

“Ray…. Do you remember Farhan?” Rendy said it too. He could no longer hold himself back.

"Of course, until any moment I'll never forget it. He was the one who took our daughter away. Heemmm. I've forgotten everything.” Rayhan smiled trying to suppress the sadness that momentarily appeared.

"Yesterday I saw Farhan in a hospital.” Rendy started to clarify everything.

“You really mean Ren??” rayhan asked, making sure.

“I'm not entirely sure either, because I only saw it at a glance. But from the shape of his face it looks like he is Farhan.” Rendy did not dare to conclude.

“Which hospital did you see? I'll send some of my men to find out the truth.” Rayhan eagerly requests information from Rendy. Rendy wrote something on the blank paper in front of her. Then hand it to Rayhan.

At the house of Zafiya who was busy playing social media, surprised by the upload of his brother. Because it is very rare that her brother uploads something social media. Moreover, uploading his own photos, can be counted with fingers. This succeeded in making Fiya surprised. He even showed the picture of his sister to the mother.

“Bun see, Kak Arkana tumben-tumbenan mejeng in medsos.” Zafiya showed his phone to Assyfa.

“Leave it the deck, the name is also young.” Answer the mother casually.

“Eh…. But look at the background bun for the hospital?” zafiya continued after paying attention to the details of the photo.

“Really?” sahut Assyfa once again observed the photo. It was not just the background of the hospital name that he saw. Even his eyes caught something he had not seen for a very long time. An FA-initial pendant perched beautifully on the neck of one of the girls who stood not far from his son and nephew.

“Not this....this is the pendant..” Assyfa was wide open. A feeling of happiness emerged in his heart along with tears.

“Mother why?” tanya confused Zafiya who saw her mother suddenly crying.

“We found it son, we found it.” Assyfa hugged Zafiya. Zafiya was getting confused.

A moment later, Assyfa reached for his phone. She wants to contact her husband. But he remembered that last night Rayhan said there was an important meeting today. So he decided to send Rayhan a short message. With a trembling tanga, Assyfa tried to convey something to Rayhan.

“Mas we found Alifa. He's in the same town as Arkana. We have to pick him up.” right away Rayhan who was on his way home with Rendy, was immediately shocked.

“Speed up Ren's car. Syfa sends a message if she finds Alifa. In the same town where you saw Farhan. I'm sure this time we can find them.” Rayhan gave instructions. Rendy followed him obediently. For a moment Rendy saw the happiest smile on Rayhan's face. At least a speck of hope began to approach them. Maybe now is the time to meet again

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