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Can I Just Calm Down?

    

After everything was revealed I feel a little better now. At least I don't need to keep my identity a secret anymore. Which always makes me feel guilty.

Actually I'm lucky to have a brother like Diego, he always looks fine despite keeping things to himself. He became a booster for me when trouble struck me. I always felt jealous and thought I was the only one with problems.

But it turned out to be the same, only the difference was that he had always been a reinforcement to himself. We had breakfast together as usual. Diego said he'd pick up his mom at the airport. I feel good for him too.

Dad told me to go out there once in a while. For the past few days, I rarely went out. I spent more time at Home and took a walk in the garden behind the House, which was indeed quite spacious. I've barely even communicated with Evlyn.

I now realize that Diego would be more worthy of him than me. I'm just an illegitimate child of Mother's affair. I'm not the son of this family, nor is heiress.

Everything I've been craving, is falling apart right now. All the love I feel, I won't have it. But Diego calmed me down, he braced and said everything would be fine and would go back to normal as usual.

I woke up from my daydream when Diego said Evlyn was outside and was waiting for me, so I went outside right after Diego left. He looked at me softly, we walked out and stopped at a roadside park.

“Why never pick up my phone?” tanyanya looks at me.

“Didn't you hear it from Diego, he must have told you everything!” my Sahut laughed cynically.

“Tell what? Diego didn't say anything! He just asked me to meet you inside!” he said it now with a surprised face.

Again, he really made me feel helpless, why didn't he just tell her, he should have.

Wouldn't Evlyn come back with him? Why does he make me look so bad, I've been so jealous of him all this time. But Diego treats me differently.

“Bal, Lo why the hell?” ask again.

“Diego nobody said anything to you?” I'm not hinting at the question just now.

“So, he just said, you're his good sister! That's what he wrote on my birthday.”

“He said like that?!” I said make sure again.

“Um, he said like that!”

“He lied, I don't like it!”

“What are you doing?” he said with a smile.

“I've always envied Diego, he's always been good!”

“Why?”

“I'm not Dad's son, I'm Mother's son from another man,” obviously I told him everything and Evlyn started telling me about her life as well.

“I don't have Fathers, after they're divorced I don't know where they are! Remembering everything is painful, but everything can be passed, because Bang Rehan has always been for me. You too, Brother Diego is always there for you!” obviously smiling.

“You mean?” he asked with a confused face.

“We are friends!” i said again.

He just looked at me smiling, I don't know what he was feeling. I said it after I thought about it. And that's my decision.

“Yaudah, I'm going well now!” my words passed away after he confirmed them.

I'm deciding on him now, I hope he'll be back with Diego. Diego is the best for him at the moment.

Evlyn came after me and said she took us out on a picnic together, hoping that Diego and I could attend. I'm agreeing to it and I'm going to talk to Diego about the plan.

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Now that I am where Mother is being held, I meet her alone. I feel sad to see the situation of Mother now. But he had to serve his sentence because of his actions.

“Bal, how are you doing now? Mommy apologizes for not being able to accompany you!” I just listened to her words, without saying anything.

“You don't want to answer mommy now!” smith again.

“Quick get out of here, and live a better life!” I firmly then rushed away from in front of Mother, even though the actual time of my visit was not over.

“What will--, Iqbal want to join mother?”

“No, iqbal will stay with Dad!” I said then get out of there leaving mother.”

***                                                        

“Diego, Evlyn took us on a picnic together! Follow yah!” I said at home.

“You are, I'm busy! I have a lot to do,”.

“I broke up with him!” I said take my eyes off so I wouldn't see her, which I now think is looking at me.

“What because of me? You think I'll turn him back!” now I turn to look at him.

“Lo is more valuable than anything! Yaudah, I go first!” he patted my shoulder again.

Now I don't understand their attitude any more, neither does Diego and Evlyn. What are they thinking? Why is it so hard for that. I know he still likes her, but just tries hard and avoids her.

Is he now acting like a brother? Hmmm, it's really complicated. But I'm sure, I'll make it right. Anyway, Evlyn wanted that. Although this actually hurts, she was the first woman I have liked for so long and to this day.

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