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The Soul of the Red

 

 

“Looks like Iqbal needs my help, what do you think?”

“Sure, Mistress! Will arrange your meeting with the girl!”

“Alright, you know, what should you do to Diego?”

“Ya, Mistress. I make sure he is not home at that time.”

“Alright, You can go now.”

I have broken my promise to myself. I said I wouldn't ask Mother for help, and I wouldn't take her side.

But now that I am in this room and ask for help Mother, I was here when Mother met with Mr. Min. My heart denies being here, but this is all I can do. I don't want Evlin to know Diego's return, I'll prevent it as much as I can.

Of course Mother does not do it for free. There's an agreement here, he'll help me. But I have to keep the secret I heard from Dad yesterday. I'm hypocritical of everything.

I said I'd stop Mother, and I'd tell Dad. But now I turn around and be a part of it all.

I hate everything, I hate myself. Because I hate Diego, that's why I did it. I shouldn't have to hate him, if Evlin had chosen me, but he would have disappointed me.

It's the only way I can be with him, it's my fight. This is all I can do. I tried to do something else, but he still didn't see me, he didn't give me a chance, so don't blame me. I did everything just for him.

No problem, you hate me. But maybe you'd do the same thing if you were in this position. If they don't like me. At least I should get my love. Isn't that my right?

I walked out of the room, after Mr. Min had already done so. I'm out on my own, because it's normal that I'm always there.  No one could be suspicious.

One fact that makes me look even more pathetic is, I'm not Dad's son. And I just know that now. I am the son of Mr. Min, the secretary of the Father and work for Mother.

Do you know about this? Is that why he hates me? All this time his treatment has always been different for me than Diego. I think it's because Diego's a submissive kid.

Immediately I heard that Mother was involved in a mouth quarrel with Mr. Min, she asked Mommy to stop it all and threatened to tell Dad about them immediately. Mom immediately shouted and said all this for me, their son. It was a fact I regretted knowing.

How can I be that boy? when Father and Mother officially married and became a married couple. Did Mommy cheat on Dad with his secretary? Did Mother have so far that she could not control herself.

I think only as far as the idea of getting rid of Diego, my half-brother. But it turned out that Mother had gone too far, before I even realized it. I feel devastated facing all of that.

What if Dad finds out? He's gonna kick me out of here, too. I think Dad would. Not only Mother but I too, who was the illegitimate child of this family.

Why should Mother do it? what is the lack of Dad? I hate myself, I hate to know. I think it's all for nothing, I won't get Daddy's love, Mother has destroyed it.

I shouldn't have gone to Mother's room, otherwise I wouldn't have heard everything. I was so proud to know I was Dad's son, a man who was hardworking, honest, and disinclined by the crowd. But everything was destroyed in an instant, and now I ask for help from Mother and the man.

Is he glad I asked for his help? Does he feel like I'm on his side? Look, I'll show you who my enemy is. I don't want to have Dad an accomplice to a traitor.

A spy, not worthy of being called Dad. My father trusted him so much and made him as his secretary of trust, not only working and doing dirty work for Mother, he also betrayed my father with such a thing, it was really something disgusting and dirty.

I feel guilty about all this, all this time I always thought Dad was unfair. Either you already know this or you don't, but this will obviously hurt him.

All this time the father lived with a traitorous wife and her illegitimate son. It should be my father who is my father. God, why is this always happening all the time.

If time can be rewound, I do not want to be born from the womb of Mother with the man, I want to be the son of Father. If it were like that, maybe Dad would love me so much. It was like he loved Diego.

I don't really understand, all this time that I've always seen Mother love Dad very much and respect him. But what is this, Mother really overstepped the mark until she could not return.

He should have tried it, if only Mother had admitted everything maybe this wouldn't have been so late, and Father might still be able to forgive him.

But Mother does not, let alone to confess, apologize only does not, and now even stuck with many sins to cover up. I do not want to live like Mother, I will live a better life without having to bear anything, because in the end it will destroy and eliminate all that is owned so far.

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