
Episode 46's
"Sister..." Said Chia while looking at her husband in a lying position on the bed.
"What dear?" Answer jamal while smiling softly.
"Aren't you curious about the conversation I had with Nesa this afternoon?" Chia asked as she placed her hand on Jamal's cheek.
"Questioning anyway, but if it turns out that the conversation is about a very secret thing, and should not be mentioned, it is impossible for your mother to make a story." Jamal said as he gently stroked Chia's cheek.
"Hmm..so sweet is my husband." Chia said teasing Jamal while chuckling.
Jamal smiled and felt amused himself
"But this is precisely about the trust that I have to convey my brother." Chia.
"Oh yeah? try brother to be horrified." Jamal said, bringing his face closer to Chia's.
"Because don't be tight, I can't concentrate on the story." Chia Protest.
"Okay brother far away dech." Jamal said, shifting some distance.
"Yes do not go far too brother, brother nyebelin really dech. I'm serious, brother." Chia.
"Dear dear brother kidding, okay now seriously." Jamal confirmed his position and was ready to listen to Chia's story.
"A few months after that incident, when Nesa was holding a sister, Nesa was frustrated, she got inner pressure and great soul shocks." Chia says it starts the story.
"Wantas, how can you?" Timpal.
"Said Nesa, at that time she felt rejected many times by men who she might not actually love, but rather an obsession to have, and said Nesa again, she was, he was jealous of me then, so he tried to take you, having previously ruined my relationship with Dio." Chia continued to tell stories.
"With Dio?" Ask Jamal.
"That's just the past, brother, and I'm not angry about that, because I and Dio were not officially or lawfully bound yet." Chia answered, who began to kiss the jealous wrath of Jamal.
"Oh yeah? but your feelings are painful and definitely." Jamal.
"Yes humane, a little sick, sister, how much I'm grateful." Said Chia again.
"Thankful? what of?" Ask Jamal.
"Because of the heartbreak that I experienced at that time, led me to another destiny of love, a destiny that guided my heart to choose my brother as my priest in the world, and God willing until His Jannah." Chia clear.
Jamal was impressed to hear Chia's words. He smiled with relief, his heart was big again after having narrowed from jealousy.
"Hem, if you don't have the length of the business." Inner Chia.
"So I can continue the story?" Chia asked Jamal, who was still smiling to himself.
"Yes my wife is the most beautiful, continued the story, kasian also the same readers, already in the waiting tuh." Answer Jamal.
"Hehe can be a big brother." Chia.
"From this very heart-wrenching and self-destructive event, her heart and feelings, Nesa received such incredible wisdom. Mama and papa Nesa who were rare at first hardly even had time to buay Nesa, seeing Nesa who was sick at that time, they spent a lot of his wes to care for Nesa, Nesa, who was sick at that time, to the extent that Nesa's mother decided to step down from her care and take care of the business and choose to take care of Nesa until Nesa really healed." Chia.
"Nesa realized, all this time her work sought the attention of people, including Dio and older brother, was due to the lack of role and presence of both parents in educating and loving Nesa before. And after all the attention from her parents returned to Nesa, Nesa was now transformed into a better person." Chia.
"Alhamdulillah, we pray on deck." Timpal Jamal's.
"Yes, sister, that's what Nesa meant yesterday was actually to apologize to me, brother and Dio. But to keep the feeling of the Flower knowing nothing about the dark times, so Nesa represents her apology through me." Bright Chia.
"Yes, my brother understands quite well, and also agrees with that." Jamal.
"Again which one, brother?" Chia.
"Yes agreed, to not tell Bunga about what happened between Nesa and Dio in the past, there is no good benefit from it either.." Answer Jamal.
"Of all the unpleasant events, there must be great wisdom." Jamal.
"There is no ordinary man like us who is clean from sin. The most important thing is to repent earnestly and not repeat his mistake again." Jamal.
"God guides whom He will." Jamal.
"May Nesa istiqomah in her hijrah, achieve the goodness and pleasure of Allah SWT." Jamal said again.
"Aamiin yes Mujibassailin." Chia Timpal.
The night is getting late, Chia and Jamal finally fall asleep in his comfortable sleep.
In the guest room of Chia's house, apparently Dio was restless unable to sleep. He still felt strange about his meeting with Nesa this afternoon,
but Dio kept trying to be prejudiced.
"Hopefully, do not let anything that will make my household relationship with Flowers become bad." Inner Dio's spirit.
Then, Dio looked deeply at the face of the woman who was now his wife. Dio gently rubbed the belly of the Flower, and shed tears realizing, that soon he would become a father.
The movement of Dio's hand shriveled the Flower, apparently making the Flower wake up, the Flower opened her eyes and found Dio's cheeks wet from the melt of tears.
"Darling..." Call the Flower.
"How did you wake up?" Dio said in shock.
"Aren't you sleeping?" Ask Flowers.
"Yes, I was out of the bathroom." Dio said lying.
"Oh that way, your cheeks are so wet." Flowers pretended not to know that what wetted her husband's cheeks were tears.
"What time?" Dio said astonished.
"Other times prepare a towel or tissue if it runs out of the bathroom." Bunga said, wiping Dio's cheeks with some tissue he took from his side.
"Hehe, baby I forgot." Dio ngeles said again.
"Yes, sleep yuk." Bring Flowers.
Dio nodded his head, grabbed Flower's hand and kissed her. After that they slept with the position of Dio's hand that hugged the body of the Flower.
Looking at the situation inside Nesa's house.
Nesa was weeping, but this time she did not mourn her fate, but she regretted her own degrading deeds in the past.
Nesa could only continue to pray for forgiveness from her Lord, and hoped that an apology would be obtained, from those she had engaged in venting her vile desires first.
For the umpteenth time, Nesa cried last night so much that she did not feel she fell asleep with her regretful cries.
If time could be turned back, Nesa would never have chosen to be such a sinner.
But know? Allah prefers the cry of a sinner who asks for forgiveness, rather than the prayer of a proud one.
About the destiny of a human being, who would want to choose the unpleasant path of fate? of course, no human wants that.
Although in fact, every destiny of God is good, depending on how we respond, accept and are good at thanking God for the blessings we often forget.
Is not every breath of ours the incomparable favor of God?
Does not God always express his longing in an extraordinary way, when we begin to turn away from Him?
Then in what other way a gratitude should be skyrocketed, if not with full self-awareness, that the grace of God is always with us in every second of our lives, without calculation.
If we had to pay for the favors God has given us, we would never be able to.
"Who is the favor of your Lord that you deny?"
The verse is mentioned repeatedly in the Surah Ar-rahman contained in the holy book of the Quran.
Everyone must have made mistakes and sinned, but everyone is entitled to a second chance and is also entitled to a good destiny.
Adhan shubuh was reverberating, Jamal who usually woke up earlier before dawn time, this time woke up when he had heard the adhan, as well as Dio. They seem to be a little tired.