Melati At The End of Hope

Change of attitude

Episode 24

Sometimes, humans can easily obey the ego rather than dampen it, maybe it is also experienced by Nesa before Nesa finally realized that what he did was not right and decided to apologize as a confession.

Who would have thought?

The lustful rumbling chest and the passionate mind, always wanting to achieve whatever he wanted without thinking what consequences it would have, now crumbled with an apology.

Of course, scars are not that easy to heal and erase, but a persistent heart understands and holds on to the belief that everything that happens is a sign of His destiny no matter how complex the problem, is, it will be easier to pass.

That lesson is what Chia always tries to remember, that there are no coincidences in this life, if the leaves that fall alone are determined by the time, how could a creature as precious as man be created without a provision from Him.

The enemy can be a friend if we are able to be patient and repay the evil with kindness, which is what Chia did to Nesa.

After driving Chia home, Nesa returned to meet Dio who was still in the same condition, like there was no life passion.

Tok tok!

The bedroom door was knocked, Nesa just went in knowing that Dio would not be able to open the door for her.

"Hi Dio, how are you?" Nesa.

"I brought porridge for you, eat yes let me bribe." Without waiting for Dio's approval, Nesa immediately prepared the porridge he brought to give to Dio.

"What's this woman's trouble, the impact of her attitude is not careless." Inner Dio.

"Open his mouth" Nesa scooped the porridge and fed it to Dio.

Dio who was tired of facing Nesa with emotion, this time just silence and according to him, mouth after mouthful Dio was devious without protest.

After the food ran out, Nesa checked the dose of the drug given by the doctor to Dio, and prepared some grains to be drunk on Dio. of course according to the recommended dose.

"I'm sorry for all the bad behavior I've had over the years" Nesa said as she fixed the blanket on Dio's body.

"I realized it was all a fatal mistake" Nesa glazed over.

Dio just listened to everything Nesa was talking about, this time Dio really felt tired to be angry and chose silence without a word.

"Dio! now that I know why you love Chia so much and it's not easy to forget someone as good as her. You're right, Dio, if I'm coupled with Chia I'm much better at everything."

Dio who was originally lazy to speak, hearing Chia's name made him provoked to open his voice.

"That's weird, huh? it feels like just yesterday you said bad about him, now you even praise him. like a fake flattery no heck" Dio said as he grinned in wonder.

"I know Dio, everything I did to Chia and anything that I shouldn't do would be unbelievable if I turned around to admire Chia." Nesa answered with stifled emotions and tears that began to melt in her cheeks.

"So it's not wrong if I don't believe." Dio said without burden.

"Oh yes dong, all that you do is natural except me, all your deeds are also natural except my actions" Nesa did not hold tight, she said all that while crying.

The feeling that Dio had never avenged and Chia's good demeanor seemed to slam Nesa hard from a height.

Once again Nesa felt defeated, whether to go forward or give up, Nesa was now in a dilemma.

"Conscious Nesa, there is no love for you" Nesa muttered as she endured the excruciating pain.

Dio, who saw the strangeness of Nesa's unusual attitude, wanted to believe but hesitated, but saw a woman who was crying could not be denied that Dio felt sorry for Nesa.

It's just that Dio didn't want to conclude too quickly, especially Dio knew exactly how Nesa was before this.

Dio changed his position from lying down and sat down, took some tissue from the table beside his bed and thrust it at Nesa.

With trembling hands Nesa took the tissue and wiped her tears.

Dio who heard Nesa's words was confused as to what he should do.

"Maybe it's time I walk out of your life, and stop chasing your love Dio." Nesa smiled bitterly.

"I hope that after I leave, you can be happier, live without interference from me, surely you are calmer. Don't worry about mom papa and uncle and aunt, too, I'll be understanding and I'll make sure it doesn't affect her business relationship." Chia guessed Dio's concern.

Poor Dio, even to express how he felt he couldn't, couldn't understand why he was.

Of the many things Nesa said, Dio only responded with a few words.

Maybe according to Dio it was normal because he himself did not know how to do and do what, but for Nesa it was another pain that he felt.

"Em Nes, I don't know what to do and say what, ma.sorry if I hurt your feelings" Dio said.

Nesa shook her head and smiled, trying to be okay even though Nesa's heart was torn like a sharp knife slashed.

There was a feeling of wanting to be prevented or at least say something that made him relieved, but it turned out that the man before him was not even able to explain what he himself felt.

"Was fast as that?" dio was barely heard.

"What?" Nesa was confused.

"Yes, that's how quickly God turns the heart back!" Dio still can't believe it.

"Well, I can tell why you suddenly went from being poisonous to being as sweet as gini honey?" Dio finally got curious and created a joke.

"Yes, I originally wanted to make Chia's life ruined, but then I realized exactly God opened my heart's eyes to realize, that it wasn't Chia's fault to be loved by you, it's not your fault why you love him so much." Nesa.

"Here I'm the one who's wrong for forcing someone's feelings, grateful Chia is still sorry I'm even willing to hear and accept all my explanations, after all I've done the same to her." Nesa.

"What do you mean?" Dio looked in wonder.

"Before I came to Chia and talked, at first I thought she would be angry and hate me. But I was wrong, I was wrong, he forgave me sincerely and accepted me as a friend without a grudge.it's worth Diorana's crazy." Nesa told me everything.

"Yes, that's how Chia is, she's a factory of affection, but it's a shame the opportunity to be together is gone." Dio gave a small laugh trying to hide the pain in his heart.

"It's lucky to be Chia, no need to get tired of chasing your love." Nesa told Dio.

Dio was silent for a moment.

"Nes! I'm sorry if it turns out I'm not what you expected, maybe not yet for now." Dio.

It was like bringing a breath of fresh air to Nesa.

"If it has not been meaningless it is not possible soon." in Nesa.

"I can rest, right? I was taking medicine like I was sleepy" Dio said.

Nesa nodded and again confirmed Dio's blanket.

"If you need anything say it." Nesa smiles.

"Thank you." answered Dio.

For the first time, they were finally able to also chat normally without the quarrel drama like before.

Nesa breathed a sigh of relief and left Dio who started to fall asleep due to the side effects of the medicine he was taking.

Nesa felt even more relieved after shedding all her uneg-uneg.