Melati At The End of Hope

A heavy choice

Episode 26's

When love speaks a name. Wishing prayers in every ruku and prostration.

Making choices is the right of every heart, but determining destiny is a divine power.

As hard as you try to force. If the hand line has been set, then it remains. Rich you can't buy, strong you can't sustain. For what you face is not an opponent, but the destiny of God.

Imposing feelings that are unfair to yourself and others. That was also what Dio was thinking about right now.

Seeing Nesa's efforts that were too imposing. Makes Dio pity, but Dio doesn't want to pretend to love someone. Dio was worried that it would be even more painful for Nesa.

When to be with Nesa, in the great ark of love, marriage. Let it all happen because of love, not because of coercion or business interests alone.

Because feelings are not a game that can start at will and end at any time. Believing to have a person's body without having his heart hurts more than rejection.

After Dio's condition improved. He invited Nesa to speak from heart to heart, because all this time between them had never been a really healthy relationship. There is always a drama of contention that exhausts the heart and feelings.

But this time, Dio wanted them to talk like normal people. Nesa was happy to hear it coming out of Dio's mouth, as Dio gave it to him over the phone.

That night, Dio invites Nesa to meet at a cafe, the nuances are quite comfortable to chat. Dio came early before Nesa. Anyway Dio wants to make a good impression at least for now.

Ten minutes later. Nesa came with a charming appearance, wearing a mini dress with a size below the knee, light blue and long sleeves. Looks more polite though not completely closed, this is a pretty good appearance Dimata Dio. Because usually Nesa wore very minimal clothes.

"Hi, have you been waiting a long time?" Nesa said hello to Dio who had been sitting since then.

"Hey, not too long ago! Just a dozen minutes ago." Answer Dio.

"Have you ordered a drink or a meal?" Nesa flipped through the menu book.

"No, I'm waiting for you to come." Dio said smiling.

"Oh that. It was okay first." Nesa said she still chose the menu to order.

"I pesen coffee aja dech kayaknya, same dessert tiramisu slice aja." Nesa said the menu was ordered on a waiter.

"What do you want to pesen?" Ask Nesa to Dio.

"This time is the same as you." Answer Dio.

"Oh okay, if that's two coffee pesens, and tiramisu slice two yes mas." Nesa said to the servant.

"Well, I repeat the order, two coffees and two tiramisu." The waiter said make sure.

"Yes right." Nesa smiled and returned the menu book to the waiter.

"Okay, please wait for the order." The cafe waiter left Nesa and Dio's desk.

A few minutes later their order arrived.

While enjoying his coffee, Dio and Nesa lightly snore. Tonight they really look like humans with normal behavior.

Until one chance, when Dio felt that the time was right. He also tried to get into more serious conversations.

"Nes, I think now's a good time for me to say it's just like you." Dio put his hands together to support his chin.

"Gini Nes! I know and you also know that our relationship has been forced, not that I don't want to accept you to coexist with me." The originally warm atmosphere instantly became silent.

"But I'd rather not live in pretence because it imposes feelings. I don't want you to get hurt any deeper." Continue Dio.

Nesa. Nesa's feelings were like being slapped hard by Dio's words, originally Nesa was very happy because Dio this time was being nice to her. But then Nesa was made to fly into the clouds and then dropped without feeling.

At that moment Nesa felt broken into pieces. Rejected with harsh words by Dio, it felt better than it was today. A time when Dio spoke softly to convey things Nesa did not expect.

Lightning in the middle of the room is certainly more surprising, right! rather than the lightning that occurred during the rainstorm, more or less the situation that was going on with Nesa.

Seeing Nesa speechless, Dio tried to understand. But with a heavy heart, now or later inevitably, Dio had to tell the truth.

"Nes! You okay?" Dio implied doubt on his face.

"Oh yeah, I'm fine. I'm okay Dio." Nesa forced her smile.

"Is there anything else to say?" tanya Nesa hid the bitter in her heart.

"That's it, I hope you can accept it. Even if I have to be with you someday, I want it not because of force or because of other interests." Obviously Dio again.

"I don't mean to hurt your feelings, Nes, but I want to end your suffering, which is also suffering for me!" Dio continued.

"You deserve to be happy Nes, you deserve to be loved. Hope you can find what you're looking for." Dio.

"But what I'm looking for is you Dio. Want me to go to the end of the world though, it's all free! there is nothing but empty and empty unless you are there" Bathin Nesa lamented.

As the saying goes, it hurts but it doesn't bleed.that's how Nesa's heart is today.

Nesa kept the prestige of not crying in front of Dio. As powerful as he hid and held back his tears from falling.

And it was a pain in Nesa's chest. Want to scream to vent his disappointment, but what to say. If thought through logic, what Dio said was true as well.

The more Nesa forced her love on Dio, the deeper and more hurt she felt.

"Well..." There was a sigh from Chia's mouth that unintentionally came out for holding back the cry.

Dio realized this would definitely hurt Nesa deeply, but Dio had no other choice. Especially considering the Sainthood of Nesa that he had given to Dio, although Nesa handed it over willingly, but at that time Dio was drunk and unconscious.

Nesa had no choice but to accept Dio's decision. Heavy and very painful indeed, but Nesa tried to be strong. At least in front of Dio at this moment he was not crying.

"We're going home." Take Dio.

"You go first, I'll bring my own car." Nesa stared at the nanar and revealed her bitter smile to Dio.

"You sure?." Said Dio making sure.

Nesa just nodded her head.

"If so I go home! Take care of yourself." Dio said as he stood up and patted slowly on Nesa's shoulder.

Diopun left Nesa who was still sitting.