
The knock on the door of her treatment room made the woman look over lazily. Nata went into his room alone. Sisil's forehead flinched while the man himself was without Darwin with him. Nata approached to the edge of Sisil's bed,
“ Cecilia “ call Nata who knows Sisil is not sleeping even though the woman is turning her back.
Nata drags the chair there, causing a series of sounds as a result.
“ I know you are not sleeping, let's talk “ Nata told Sisil.
“ Just say “ replied Sisil without turning to Nata.
The man sighed, at least Sisil wanted to talk to him.
“ I'm sorry, I didn't realize last night “ Oozed Nata as she felt her throat choked by the circumstances.
Sisil did not react at all, the woman was busy with her own thoughts. Sisil imagined how the fateful plight could befall him. What was suffocating in Sisil's chest was the deprivation of the honor that Sisil had kept for his entire life.
“ I will be responsible “ Nata replied making Sisil jerked and turned towards Nata.
The woman smiled cynically, what kind of responsibility does Nata mean? Appreciate it with money?
“ I'll propose to you, we'll get married “
Sisil's eyes widened, is it true what that man is saying right now? Nata grabbed Sisil's hand, the man clasped Sisil's. This is what Nata has been trying to say since. The man wanted to express his determination to marry Sisil. Nata did not mess around anymore with her feelings for Sisil.
“ When we arrive in Bandung, I will talk to my parents “ said Nata full of seriousness.
“ You did it because of your guilt ? If that is so I will not ask for your responsibility “ said Sisil opened his mouth.
Sisil did not want Nata to marry him because of the regret that gnawed at the man's heart. Sisil dreams of a loving marriage, Sisil will only marry a man who truly loves him sincerely.
“ Have you not seen my earnestness all this time to you? I love you Sisil, I dare to swear by the name of my parents “ Nata looked at Sisil earnestly, from his eyes it was very clear the seriousness of the man to Sisil.
If Sisil wants to get married soon, maybe Nata will not waste time and immediately interfere with the woman who has occupied his heart so far. Married tomorrow, Nata is ready as long as he is with his woman.
Sisil fell silent, the woman seemed to digest Nata's words well. Sisil does not want if his last night's mistake actually became a lifelong mistake when he made the wrong decision for his life.
“ Let me think about it first “ said Sisil in the end.
With Nata forced to follow Sisil's will, the woman has the right to make her choice. Whatever Sisil chooses, Nata will accept it because it is his fault. Nata himself is doomed to the depraved deeds he did to the woman he was supposed to take care of like his own life.
“ You have not touched your lunch, I bribe “ said Nata took a lunch box that was on the nightstand next to the bed.
“ I can myself Nata “
“ I want to bribe you, do not refuse “ said Nata staunchly, indisputably.
Patently, Nata feed spoon by spoon the food into the mouth of Sisil. Sisil did not seem to intend to deny or reject the man's wishes because it would be in vain. Nata likes to impose his own will.
“ Cecil, if you are pregnant want our boy what girl ?” the question suddenly came out of Nata's mouth.
Uhukk.uhuk , Sisil choked on his food, swiftly Nata thrusting drinking water to Sisil. Sisil took a deep breath, why didn't Sisil think that she might be able to get pregnant even though it was their first time having sex? Who knew maybe last night was the fertile period of Sisil?
“ You are crazy ?” sisil asked furiously.
“ I just asked “ replied Nata lowered his head in lethargy.
“ Out, I want to rest “ said Sisil drove Nata from there.
The woman turned her back to Nata, inevitably Nata was forced out of the room to allow Sisil to rest for a while. Nata stared at Sisil for a moment before closing the door completely.
Sisil's eyes were closed, his head felt throbbing at this moment. The woman forgot one fatal outcome that might happen to her. Could this be a sign that Sisil should consider Nata's invitation to marry her? Sisil knew full well that the man was earnest from the look in his eyes.
“ Right, I have to consider the possibility of Nata seeds growing in my womb “ whispered Sisil involuntarily touching his still flat stomach.