Meadows

Meadows
Even a little bit, like me



The atmosphere of the night was very cold, the wind blew fiercely did not make Ayatha disturbed, she remained sitting on the garden chair, Ayatha was sitting pensively, she was very sad, her face was hot, her breathing was tight, her breathing was short, and his heart seemed to want to come out.


Is this what it feels like to be brokenhearted? Thought Ayatha while trying to control herself, she repeatedly exhaled deeply, hoping for this feeling to go with her.


What the hell is he thinking? How does he let himself like someone like Andra? How can it go so far... Doesn't he know who Andra is? Someone he couldn't possibly have, someone who loved his best friend so much.


How could he have such a feeling? Ahk, as if Ayatha wanted to shout, the pain in her heart felt unbearable again.


He suddenly remembered Yosa, if he was here at the moment? What's he gonna say? If he's here, is an apology enough? Having liked someone she liked, Ayatha was really dizzy, she was very


she wanted to throw her feelings away, but every time she tried, they hurt even more.


" Why are you here? Here it is very cold, "said Wayren approaching Ayatha while folding his hands holding back the cold.


" Oh.. Young Master Wayren," said Ayatha


looking at Wayren


Wayren sat beside Ayatha, while continuing to fold her hands holding back the cold.


" It's very cold here" Wayren said


" Yes," Ayatha said as she looked at the cold Wayren


" Hearing other people's talk is not good, you know? " said Wayren suddenly


Ayatha was surprised to hear the words of Wayren, how Wayren could know that


he listened to her, not that Wayren was talking to Andra.


" How do you know?" Ayatha asked in surprise.


Wayren smiled as he looked at Ayatha who looked very innocent.


" My bedroom door was open, I knew for a fact Andra would not leave the room unclosed, I initially thought it might be auntie moi, but it didn't seem to be, and I tried


ask you, and it turns out to be you, right" Wayren said


" Oh... "


said Ayatha was caught off guard


" as far as


where have you heard?" Wayren


" No


there, I just


hearing you and Young Master Andra were talking, I immediately left


after that," said


Ayatha lied


" really? " Said Wayren


frowning his forehead


" Yes..."


Ayatha said a little doubtfully


" Good, then good


are you here? I


looking for you from earlier but not finding you" Wayren said


" Just a little bit


miss the village," said Ayatha smilingly


" Oh yeah, I


never heard a story about yourself before" Wayren smiled


" What


which must be told? "


" Yes.how.


you first? Or.how's your village?"


" My village, that place


quiet, cold, chill,


that's all," said


Ayatha while remembering the atmosphere of her village


" It seems


it was fun" Wayren said


" Right I am very


love the morning cycling to school, the view is so beautiful "


said Ayatha with a smile


" It looks like you


it was very like it," Wayren said looking at Ayatha's face


blissfully


" Yes I am very


missing school, even if you don't have friends, it feels like school is the thing to do


it was fun" Ayatha said


" school


it was just troublesome," Wayren said a little annoyed


" why?


" say Ayatha


" I don't know, I gotta get up


sleep, listen


all the lessons, working on PR, what's the fun of it? "


" I'm gonna


very grateful if you can still go to school at this time" said Ayatha lirih


Wayren


speechless at Ayatha's sad expression, she could feel that Ayatha


very eager to go to school.


" Why are you


quit school and work like this? " Task Wayren softly


Ayathas


look at Wayren, then


turn his face


" I


just wanted to take my most precious possession," Ayatha said


" Something that


of value? Whahuh? " said Wayren curiously


" Home


me," said


Ayathas


" You have


a home? Why do you have to work just for a house, what a house it is


it means so much to you? " wayren said, curious.


" Yes, it's home


which means a lot, that's where I was raised by my grandmother, there's memories


last time I was with my mom and dad... Anyway, I will try my hardest


the energy to get the house back" Ayatha said with a smile


sweet on Wayren, Wayren only looked at him with an empathetic gaze.


" Is dad


and mother? " Said Wayren


don't know what to say


" Yes, they


I died when I was a kid, and I was taken care of by my grandmother at home


that, therefore, means a lot to the house" said Ayatha again


smiley


Wayren only


being able to look at Ayatha attentively, she never expected Ayatha's life


it turned out like that.


" If later


you can get your house back, what are you doing? " Say Wayren again


" I'm gonna


go home," said


Ayatha smiled


Suddenly Wayren


feeling unwilling if Ayatha left, yet she was also unlikely to get in the way


the intention of Ayatha because Ayatha looked very earnest.


" next


what are you gonna do? " Say Wayren again


" I don't know, maybe


move on with life, maybe school again," Ayatha said smiling at Wayren,


yet Wayren just looked at him, he really did not want Ayatha to be far away at him.


Saw


wayren's deep gaze, Ayatha so faded her smile, she was confused as to why


wayren's expression was like that.


" You


really want to go to school?" Wayren said again


" Yes," said


Ayathas


" Then then


I'll ask mom to let you go to school" Wayren smiled


" No sir, Madam already


very helpful, I don't want to be too troublesome and indebted anymore


to the Madam," said


Ayathas


" Really?"


Wayren


" Yes," said


Ayatha smiled


" All right, start


now I promise to be serious about school" Wayren said


" really?


"


" Yes, I'll


school well, then start your own career, although a bit long, wait


me, I want to


prove to you that if I could, I'd always make you laugh


" wayren said seriously but with a gentle look


Wind


blowing increasingly louder, hit the two of them, but now Wayren did not


sitting next to him.


He really promised to be able to make Ayatha happy, no matter what.


" Enough one


just," said


Wayren while continuing to stare at Ayatha


" What? " Said Ayatha confused what


we are talking about Wayren


" Even if only


love me. I promise I will take care of you..." Wayren said


looking at Ayatha deeply.


Ayatha only


speechless, looking at Wayren's gaze, he looked for Wayren's naughty face, he thought Wayren


maybe he was teasing her, but Wayren's face didn't change, he kept staring


Ayatha was serious and attentive.


Ayatha and Wayren


staring at each other, Ayatha was like she was trapped and could not turn her face away,


while Wayren continued to look deeply into Ayatha's face.


Wind


back blowing loudly along with the heavy rain, Ayatha


immediately startled and immediately ran into the house, while Wayren remained calm


even though the rain had washed him, he slowly walked towards his house.


" Young Master


Wayren, you get wet, I'll get you a towel soon," said Ayatha immediately wanted to


go when you see Wayren who just entered and was wet, but before


he left, Wayren immediately drew Ayatha's hand.


" Necessary," said


Wayren


Ayathas


speechless, he saw Wayren's wet face, his usual well-groomed hair


up, now it's falling because it's wet, but it doesn't change


cannedness. Ayatha's hand continued to hold it.


" No need, no need,


I'm not Andra, if it's just raining, I'm not going to do anything" Wayren said


smiling sweetly while squeezing Ayatha's hand softly.


" I'm All right


" said Ayatha was misbehaved when she realized how her position was now.


" All right,


you have to clean up, otherwise you're the one who's sick" said


wyaren continued to hold Ayatha's hand.


" okay


" say Ayatha


" okay


" said Wayren did not seem willing to let go of Ayatha's hand, but willing


unwilling that she should let go of Ayatha's hand, she immediately let go.


" I went to the room


once, " said Wayren


while walking away


And Ayatha


just speechless, looking at Wayren who was slowly moving away, for some reason


now that he was so confused what to do with Wayren, he remembered


the incident earlier, Wayren's gaze, inexplicably she felt fear, fear


make Wayren disappointed.


Ayathas


immediately walking towards the kitchen to return to his room, he was shivering with cold


because even though he ran in, he was still exposed to rain.


He opens


the kitchen door slowly, as he suddenly saw Andra was making


something's. Andra immediately looked towards him as she entered. Ayatha became nervous, though,


his heartbeat suddenly beat very fast.


" Good night


Young Master "said the nervous Ayatha


" oh, good night


" said Andra slightly smiling


" You are


whahuh? " Say Ayatha


seeing Andra


" I was


looking for you to make tea, you're usually in front of my room, but because of me


not seeing you, I decided to make it myself, " Andra said


" I'm sorry Sir


I was outside with Young Master Wayren, let me make it, " said Ayatha


hustled


" No need, no need,


if you're just making tea I can, you said you were with Wayren" said


Andra while looking at Ayatha.


" Yes, sir" said


Ayatha was awkward as Andra looked at her, Andra kept staring at Ayatha, she was new


aware that Ayatha was wet, she could also see Ayatha who looked trembling restraining


chilly.


" Why are you


wet like that ?" Andra said as she realized Ayatha was wet


" I was


the rain when sitting outside" said


Ayatha clasped her hands together as it was really cold.


Andra


walking towards Ayatha made Ayatha even more nervous as Andra grew longer


getting closer to him. Meanwhile, Ayatha was trembling even more, she was not


tofu trembled because of the cold, or because of Andra.


" This," said


Andra offered her tea


" Say, sir?"


Said Ayatha shocked as well as nervous


" You


shaking, this put


your hands are in this glass" Andra said


" Thank you" said


Ayatha slowly held onto the tea glass Andra made


" Slowly


just be careful if it gets too hot" Andra said with a sweet smile, Ayatha


so glued to look at him. At once he did not feel trembling or cold


again, it felt like his whole body was warm because of Andra's attention.


" What's that not


the heat? " Say Andra


a little curious as Ayatha continued to clasp her freshly brewed tea


with boiling water


" Oh... Yes," said


Ayatha immediately put her tea to the table, Andra just smiled


" Drink, that


it would warm me, I would often do it if I was cold" she said


Andra smiled sweetly which hypnotized Ayatha back


" No need, sir,


I'll do it myself" Ayatha said


" No


anything, for you, I don't want to drink anymore" Andra said


" Thank you, " said Ayatha


saluted


" Everyone, you know,


take a quick shower, otherwise you'll get sick" Andra said smilingly, then


he left .


In his room, Wayren was just staring at the water


the rain was coming from the window of his room. Even though he told me


Ayatha, yet she knew, Ayatha only liked her sister.


Andra sat down


on his bed, he saw the tea cup that was still near his bed.


the many faces of Ayatha that looked so innocent in the kitchen were ringing in the


his mind. Then she smiled sweetly.


Ayathas


grazing tea made by Andra in his room. The tea had cooled, but still


being able to make Ayatha's body feel warm, she remembered how she looked and


andra's attention was given earlier, she immediately smiled happily, but a smile


it slowly faded, as he recalled what he had heard earlier.


What


are you thinking of Ayatha? Andra just thinks you're a friend, and she's


it's good for everyone, don't expect more, you heard it, he didn't


likes you... So don't expect more Ayatha, from now on, you have to remove


all your feelings for her, Ayatha's heart fluttered.


Ayathas


put the tea made by Andra, then lay down and cover his whole body with


quilt. His feelings fluttered overnight, until he fell asleep with tears


who still wet his eyes