Meadows

Just let me die

Andra is really healing very quickly, he is doing everything well and diligently, now he is really almost completely healed,

in order to soon meet the person she loves the most, Ayatha.

It's his first day home, he's waiting for Wayren to come home from his office

waiting impatiently.

Finally Wayren came home, Andra immediately met him, Wayren stopped seeing Andra, Andra's face was so hopeful, but Wayren even felt sad.his heart was bitter, how to tell his brother, Ayatha, how to, the girl died 3 months ago.

" Can you meet him now? " said Andra hoping for anxiety

" Well if you want to meet him, " said Wayren.

Andra was nervous, she imagined the state of Ayatha, but no matter how Ayatha now she would accept her, she knew something must be wrong, because if she asked, she said, Wayren and his mother like covering something from him. Is it possible that Ayatha got complications because of the accident? Even if Ayatha is disabled, she

will still receive well.

Andra got into the car, Wayren was driving because he was not allowed to drive anymore, Wayren saw Andra, he took a deep breath, Andra looked at him with her forehead bent.

" Are you sure you want to see it? " said Wayren

again

" What's the matter exactly? Why do you guys cover something up? What happened to Ayatha?

" andra said feeling this is too strange

" If you want to know, I can only show you, " said Wayren

Andra was more and more astonished, was that as bad as Ayatha? Suddenly his heart ached, like

there was a huge boulder that hit his chest, the more Wayren drove his car, the more crowded he was until he felt he did not want to continue.

Wayren's car stops at the Ayatha cemetery area, the burial area is unlike a cemetery, more like a park, beautifully designed with lakes and places that are

beautiful, making the funeral so very beautiful.pusara Ayatha was no less

beautiful, maxi put it in the most beautiful place there, the flowers in the

the surrounding juha is well maintained, now for what is such a thing? yup

she was no longer in the world to see how good her navel was.

Andra got out of the car, looked at Wayren, she had not realized the place was a cemetery.

" He was there, " said Wayren

show me a place.

Andra looked at Wayren, her eyes red.

fast in the direction that Wayren points out. Wayren followed him from behind.

Andra's steps came to a halt, she stared at the photo of Ayatha on the tombstone, smiling beautifully. He made sure again that he was not mistaken, Ayatha's name was engraved there.

Suddenly all his world was like spinning, his head ached staring at it all, the air

there was also a tightness, as if being snatched by something, his heart was beating

tight, sure tight he can't hold it, sick all over his body.

it hurts, even more than when he just regained consciousness from his coma.

But surely his heart felt empty.

nisan, his love turned out to be lying peacefully in the ground.

worse than death.

" Andra" said Wayren.

holding his brother's shoulder

Andra unceremoniously hit Wayren right on his cheek. Wayren fell to the ground. Andra looked at Wayren very sharply, anger appearing on her face. His reddened eyes looked at Wayren

Wayren looked at Andra, then stood up, Andra's face was gloomy, Wayren was so, Wayren did not want to avenge his brother, because he knew that feeling.

Tears fell on Andra's delicate cheeks, she now felt like dying alone, she could go crazy

if not dead, his feet feel like they are not stepping on the ground, feel weak, until he

fall to the ground. Wayren watched that, his tears coming down, he knew

the pain, and for Andra it must have been a thousand times more painful.

Andra had no more power, like all her power was sucked away somewhere, somewhere,

for those of you who have been abandoned by those who love you

must know what it's like...Andra has felt it, even 2 times in her life,

what's wrong? I have to feel it 2 times...

" Why don't you just let me die? " andra said softly, his eyes staring blankly, water

his eyes keep flowing.

" Do you think Ayatha wants you dead? Don't you think about the people here who love you, I don't think about Mom? " say Wayren again

Andra looked towards Wayren, but her gaze remained blank.

" Now I want to die, "Andra said

" Are you crazy?, Ayatha

must want you to live, I'm sure, he wants you to be happy with your life, I

understand him, " said Wayren

" How happy is this? " say Andra

softly, he really felt lifeless, his life seemed to fly somehow

whither.

" Don't be weak, you can get through it, hang on, do it like you lost Yosa" Wayren said

Andra was still humming, she was smiling a little, it felt even worse, much worse than losing Yosa, Andra felt like she was going crazy, really

crazy.he lost everything, he

shouting very loudly, deafening but yelling was very bitter.

Then she came back crying, refusing to see the Ayatha navel that was behind her. This

all her fault, if she didn't bring Ayatha, she would still be alive, this is all her fault, all her faults.

Wayren watched her brother, she just fell silent, leaving Andra there even

till night. Andra just fell silent, hugging her knees, her gaze blank, she said,

empty his heart now.

Wayren lifted her brother up, helped him walk, and then put him in the passenger seat. Andra just looked forward, her eyes straight, empty, she was like

lifeless, Wayren was very concerned, he brought his brother home.

After that, it took a long time to recover Andra's psyche, he could not do anything, just stay alone in his room, the situation was sad, skinny because he did not want to eat, he said, Madam Renatalah was the hardest hit to see the state of her beloved child, but she remained tender and affectionate to take care of Andra.

Almost 1 year, but time shows its greatness, slowly Andra began to accept his life with tenderness from his mother, Andra finally moved to be able to rise, and, the woman gave him everything he had

and he can for Andra, finally Andra accepts his bad luck.

He began to rise, began to be able to run his life as usual, even every time

still needing medication if she was crunching, she now has a depression problem

and severe insomnia, yet she improved over time, all thanks to a mother's love and compassion.