
Continues ....
Currently Fauzi is cooking in the kitchen because Bi Asih is not around, Fauzi is preparing his own dinner planning to cook fried rice. He cut the green vegetables. No no no .... But. "Shhh.." He accidentally injured his finger with the knife.
He stopped anxiously to look at the blood coming out of his finger. Walk, pale to clean his wound. His heart rate is unstable, he's trying to cope with his phobia. But instead of the phobia making him remember the terrible events of the past, he remembers the accident that befell everyone, and his twin brother. Continue to clean the wound with water which eventually the blood stops coming out. Fauzi drowned, he set his breath. "Well, why my phobia hasn't gone away yet."
At such times he had no appetite, he went to pick up his jacket and put on his hat, going out to calm himself down. Walking through the park complex, then greeting the fried rice seller, Fauzi just a walk around the housing.
Fauzan... What else do I do to wake you up from a coma? I. I don't know anymore. And Hanna, I feel guilty about you two. I benefit your circumstances. I'm sorry.
The feeling of regret for having disappointed her twin sister as well as Hanna. He did not realize that he had actually helped the two of them. Sacrificing his life, his dreams and his love.
When the footsteps stopped, he saw Hanna's house. "He's sleeping yet?" But soon the person she remembers is seen coming out of her house. Fauzi smile. He followed her from behind giving her some distance between them. Keep smiling even though looking at him from behind.
The lonely night my heart fidgets as the sleeping flowers haunt me. God knows how to cheer tonight. With stars. Together with the moon. With you. My heart has calmed down again.
Isn't this my role? I can only see him, protect him, love him. But not to have.
Fauzi continued to follow him who continued walking as if he did not know the purpose. It's been running far enough from the housing.
"Where is he going?"
But in the end the girl stopped and she also stopped, checked, waiting for what she was going to do. Hanna just stood still but before long she became a little strange. He looked confused, anxious and panicked. Fauzi did not move at all, he still watched her anxiously.
"Sir Annisa!!!" Hoarse, weeping heard. "No! No! A-ah..!!"
Hanna screamed in pain while holding her head. Calling her sister Annisa? Makes Fauzi worry about her even more. Has his memory recovered? Fauzi immediately ran over to confirm it.
"Hanna!"
Fauzi was so panicked that he placed his hand on Hanna's shoulder. They looked at each other but both invited panic from each other.
"You...." Fauzi became astonished by the gaze given by Hanna.
Memories resurfaced on Hanna a few years ago. Sky blue jacket, that hat... When she lost her brother on a rainy night. A young man came to give him an umbrella. And it's. "So that guy is you. Fauzan."
Fauzi was confused.
Is that what you meant by our initial meeting?
Hanna smiled looking at you. Then the smile dropped looking at him, he wasn't him.
The rain with its arrival soaked the earth. Again. And again. To Hanna.
"Hanna it's raining, come on." Fauzi asked her to take shelter. But when he looked around.
This road...
Fauzi was struck by panic after realizing that he was on the road a place that made the past painful, fearful, and regretful.
"I want to ask you something."
Fauzi.
Feelings of nervousness and panic.
The rain washed over both. The spots were a sign of time to them.
"Can I hate the rain?"
Fauzi. What does Hanna mean by asking like that? Something he doesn't understand. But Fauzi will certainly answer. Answer as he had in mind.
"Didn't everyone have their own fears?" tanyanya Fauzi stared fixedly. "It must have made them hate him. The rain? You have the right to hate what you fear. But not forever, because it'll keep you in your abyss." As if saying that to himself. What he had experienced, his fear of blood.
This road. So fateful. For the three teenagers. Fauzan, Fauzi, and Hanna.
However after Fauzi finished his words, Hanna walked back and walked slowly while shaking her head. Many times the answer is different from the old Fauzan.
Nope.
I am the rain, if you do not like please take shelter.
May I hope you don't hate the rain for tonight? I want to be the rain you always miss and be the umbrella for you to take shelter in. Like our initial meeting.
He's not Fauzan.
"Don..."
Wonder and worry.
"Not." Hanna kept repeating it with an expression of disbelief. Tears flowed back down her cheeks even though rain covered her. "You're not Fauzan."
The deg! His breathing is getting nervous and nervous.
Fauzi rounded his eyes. "Hanna... I'm..." Walking slowly to get closer to Hanna who continued to walk backwards made her panic as they had been in the middle of the road.
A passing car hides the horn so hard and long. Tinnnnn!
"Hanna!"
The car passed through. Hanna doesn't care. He forgot to breathe. His memory has returned. "You're not Fauzan!" accuse Hanna. "Why are you lying to me Fauzi?! Hicks...."
"Han I can clear," he regretted. "I'm doing this for your good."
Hanna kept shaking her head, disappointment coming back at her. Every moment. Every memory. "You evil Fauzi!"
"I'm sorry, Hanna. I I didn't mean to lie to you all this time. But I'm sincere with you Hanna. I've loved you since High School."
Hanna was a little surprised.
"Han. I don't want to worry about you getting sick again because of something that's happened, like Fauzan." Fauzi could not hold back her tears. She's afraid. Afraid to lose him again. "I'm sorry for everything. Hanna, I'm sorry."
Time is running out to make the night so lonely and excruciating for two people at the end of youthfulness. Grief, disappointment and regret filled their hearts.
"Why are you apologizing?" effluent. "should have been! He's the one who should come to me and apologize." Hanna sobbing. "It's not you!" Be ill. Disappointed at Fauzan.
"Therefore I apologize."
Fauzi's voice declined with no emotion.
"Fauzan can't come" he said. "To meet you or to talk to you."
"What do you mean?" reworked.
"Fauzan's in the hospital."
Hanna stunned. "Why-why? Why can?"
"When you knew everything on prom night, Fauzan was in an accident" he lamented. "He's been in a coma all along."
Hanna smiled in disbelief. "Huh.no. No way!"
"Han, that's the truth. You have to accept."
What he thought he felt guilty. If that happens. "No Fauzi. You lied. You don't have to lie anymore."
Hanna turned around in a huff to avoid reality. Fauzi continued to chase, stopping and realizing everything that had happened all along. Hanna has to take it. Sincerely. Happiness will come back. At her.
"Deliver!!" his roar. "Please Fauzi!"
"Han. You can't run anymore. You have to accept." Fauzi kept him from leaving.
"I don't want to!" regrettable. Trying to let go but his strength was not as strong as him. "I don't want to. Hix.... Fauzan's..."
In those sad moments it dampened his emotions. Fauzi. His embrace.
...🦄🥀☔...
... "The growling at night does not disappear dark, the wrath of the day does not destroy the shadow."...
...Achmad Mustafa Bisri...