Me And My Man

49. Open

Reyna did not take Bianca to the airport because Dewangga was already fast asleep. He spent time watching the television in the living room, heard the roar of a car entering the courtyard of the house before long entering Bram alone.

"Where aunt?"

"Meet her friends at the airport, they go to the cafe first"

Bram excuse me to go into his room, Reyna decided to turn off the television and enter following the Gods into the room. Just now he was about to close his eyes Bram knocked on the door of his room slowly. My eyes and disheveled hair indicate this man is not in good condition.

"Can you help me not Rey?" tanyanya raahu

"Wind in?"

Bram nodded softly, he took off his t-shirt stepped grubbyly into his room and sat cross-legged in the middle of the bed.

Reyna was restrained in front of Bram's room door, her legs reluctant to step in.

"Mas, don't be here." he said softly

Bram looked up at the timid Reyna.

Both walked into the middle room

"Not long ago abroad Mas still kerikan also" joked Reyna

"When I go home, Rey, sad if it hurts there no one wants to"

"Emmm.." Reyna was silent, she had already pounced on Bram's conversation if they were just alone like this

"The neighbor has been a year, Rey, soon he's smart about Rey, Rey's run around playing ball" Bram again fishing talk

Reyna was still silent, she put down a coin to scrape and gently massaged the man's shoulder

"Enak ya Rey if you have a wife, hungry there are masakin, catch a cold there are kerikin, tired there are mijitin"

quiet.sunny..

Bram turned his back when Reyna's hand no longer massaged his shoulder. Pulling Reyna's hands together and staring at those two sad eyes

"Bianca must have talked a lot to you Rey.."

"What?" ask Rey to pretend to be stupid

"You're really frustrating me" Bram began to rile "You still wish your ex-husband knew about God?"

Reyna shrugged her shoulders

not her, Bram, the screech in heart

"What kind of thing keeps you shut down?" chase Bram

"I just want to enjoy my time with the Gods, give him complete affection" Reyna said

"Until when? Until your son asks who is his father?"

Reyna looked at Bram sharply

"Buck.stop! Don't make God your excuse" Reyna began to get angry

Bram sat up to support his chin and looked straight ahead with a blank look.

"I think God has punished me Rey, almost 5 years I live with emptiness and haunted by guilt. But everything changed since meeting you I realized that it wasn't just me who was living a life of burden. Especially when I'm with God, my son is the same age he was when he died"

Bram stood up and suddenly pulled Reyna into his arms

"I'm sorry don't get me wrong, God is not a tool to get you. I just wish you'd open your heart"

Reyna pushed Bram's innocent chest away and walked away, Bram taking wide steps to Reyna's fingers. Gently clasped the hand and whispered softly "You also deserve to be happy Rey.."

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The next morning they both fell silent when they met at the dinner table, Linda who if understood told Reyna to the boutique first and sent Bram to review the convection.

Reyna says yes, but she refuses to get a car with Linda, she just wants to avoid it as much as possible.

"Sir Rey, called Miss Linda"

Reyna stopped checking the order submission file and entered the beautiful woman's room

"You have a problem with Bram?" ask Linda without saying stale

"No aunt.."

Linda grunts

"I've been so frustrated to see you two for a long time"

Linda sat at the end of the table folding both hands and looking down at Reyna

"Last time I saw Bram daydreaming, Rey answered honestly what don't you like about Bram?"

"Reyna's just not ready aunt, Reyna still wants to be alone. Reyna's afraid of a misstep" Reyna bit her lower lip

"Do you mind Bram's past?"

"I mean status aunt Mas Bram?? How is it different from my current status?"

Linda shook her head

"After he got divorced, he lost his spirit. Bram started in and out of nightclubs, ehm Bram is not a woman player, just drinking. 3 years ago he decided to go abroad, his career skyrocketed to make his life spirit recover. Aunt just doesn't want to see him slump again. Aunt can ask for help, can't Rey?. You two fit in with each other"Linda held Reyna's arm

"Tante, Reyna can't promise anything. No one can force our feelings, right? Mas Bram can change because of his own beliefs. If he chooses to fall back it's not because of Reyna but because of himself"

Linda looked at Reyna passing from her room with resignation, Reyna saying there is a point. Didn't she also decide to be single after her divorce.