
Riri did the usual morning activities, and made warm tea for in-laws and Anton.
after that Riri struggled in the kitchen to prepare breakfast, faintly heard in Riri's ear, Anton was waking Reza from his sleep and also while talking briefly with his mother.
Riri deliberately busied herself in the kitchen because she did not want to be in a room with them for a long time, for some reason it felt crowded, Riri was also preparing herself, Riri was also preparing, because today he wants to pour all the contents in his heart, so that everything can feel lighter, regardless of what will happen after Riri no longer care,. even if you have to separate, Riri will not extend anymore.
after bathing Reza, Anton bids farewell to his mother and also Riri to the car wash, to clean the car owned by Riri which they plan to take for a walk as long as his mother lives in their house.
Riyanti called her daughter-in-law to sit together and express her heart to the daughter-in-law who had been considered insensitive to her wishes, and also ask what problems are being experienced by the child and his daughter-in-law.
"Son Riri, try to come here first, there's something you want to talk to" Riyanti called Riri.
"yes mah, I will turn off the stove first" said Riri from the kitchen.
and finally they sat facing each other in the family room.
"mama wants to ask, what are you two having?" riyanti asked open the conversation.
"problem??" ask Riri, has Anton told you about their problem.
"does Anton have a story to tell you about the problems we're facing right now?" ask Riri again to Riyanti.
Riyanti just shook her head, and took a deep breath then she asked Riri again, not.
"Mama never asked Anton if he himself did not want a story, only yesterday as long as he was in the village, Anton looks loose, like his burden lifted, different when he first arrived in the village,...if you have a problem should be talked about instead of drawn out, mama kasian with mama's son, since marriage, his face never looks cheerful again" the words flowed easily from Riyanti's mouth without considering whether what she said was painful or not.
"mama has no daughters, so when Anton asked to marry you, mama was also shocked because suddenly and saw how the background of the family of mama had doubts, she said, but because Anton convinced you that you were his choice so mama thought you were different, and mama accepted you in the hope that you could grow up to have a daughter who could love mama"
Riri, of course, was annoyed not to play listening to bullying speech, felt as if Riri was the defendant here, but Riri could still control her heart so as not to explode.
"sometimes he likes to daydream outside the house, while the phone is either the same who but a bit far-away from mama, maybe afraid mama is disturbed or a lot of thoughts, he said, the child always keeps the feeling of mama so that mama does not stress, mama is old, wants to see her children happy, not see her son sad"
'telephone secretly, akkh what with the actor again, tapj he said already no, uhhm....Riri heard it was almost upset to hold back emotions'
"mama see also you are not smart to take care of the household, the messy house when mama came, Reza came home also picked up Anton, you came home from work until night, when we all want to sleep, when we all want to sleep, Anton's not the one who can say what he wants, but I'm sure if he's upset to see you're busy with your work, you should be more sensitive to Anton's mood.
Riri still let her mother-in-law reveal whatever she wants to express, anyway Riri's mind at this time is up to her, anyway her in-laws have not heard what Riri will say later,. let him speak with his own assumptions.
"try mama want to hear from yourself, what's the problem??!" riyanti asked her daughter-in-law.
Riri took a deep breath and this was the most fitting time for Riri to say everything to her in-laws
"several mah... Riri go to the room first, take something".
Riri brought 1 folder in hand containing financial records in recent years since Riri had heard that his in-laws were suspicious of Riri spending his son's money on the needs of his family in Jakarta
"that's what?" riyanti asked Riri.
"this is part of what Riri wants to say to mama" said Riri and he sat in front of his mother-in-law.
"first, Riri apologizes if during being your daughter-in-law, Riri's attitude does not match what you expect yes ma" Riri took a breath and then continued to express his heart.
"regarding the problems we face today, because there is a third party in the sense of other women mah, that makes our relationship like this, so far Riri tried to understand with the attitude of the child mama, so far, trying to help in everything, until Riri struggles to get a more decent job with income that can sustain our lives and also the Riri family, he said, because Riri still had parents that Riri had to think about as well, but all of a sudden, when all of Anton's attitude begins to change and it turns out that there are other people who may be more important at this time to anton, and, Riri is not a psychic who can know what the contents of the head of the child's mother, Anton himself every Riri asked what he wanted also never spoke correctly, dodging and sometimes just silent, sometimes just silent, how can we live a household if only one person is struggling while the other is not" it appears that the look in-laws look unhappy with what Riri said.
"since mama is no longer in the same city as us, do you know how we are, how Anton's daily life, how my daily life, and how we meet the needs of our household, and how we meet the needs of our household, maybe all this time you think Anton looks unhappy because I burdened him with the needs or requests of both my parents, it's not true mah, here are some reports of spending several years, this is, and here's my salary report and Anton's salary and also the side money that Anton got" Riri showed me the contents of the folder complete with print notes on their expenses and living expenses so far.
Riyanti took and looked at the reports one by one and Riri let her mother-in-law read first, lapse of some time when his mother-in-law put the report and looks to be talking Riri began to cut and continue what he wanted to talk about.
"in a moment, let Riri continue again, actually all this time Riri wants to tell the same story of mama, about how Anton's attitude, Anton's daily life, even more, financial problems if you look at the income between Anton and Riri purely all income Anton to meet the needs of our household, it is natural because it is the head of the family that meets the needs of the family, so my mother's prejudice that Riri spent Anton's money is not right, Riri also slammed bones in order to be able to give a little sweat Riri to parents and brothers Riri".