
Since the fact that Riri saw a few days ago, Riri's feminine instincts appeared the weak side of women who began to use the heart rather than logic, various actions that dull common sense were done by Riri on the sidelines of the busy work.
like spying on Anton at work, or during certain hours where Riri asks where Anton is answered by being in the store when Anton's motorbike is not there, luckily Riri's self-styled detective action was not known Anton because Riri could easily use his men's vehicles so it was not difficult to be 'spy'
days change and Anton's attitude is getting bolder, his emotions are always high every time Riri asks why he often comes home late like tonight, really Riri never thought Anton was able to do violence even though not physically directly to Riri but he had hurt the heart of Riri and also the heart of a boy who cried as much as Anton was emotional kicking the fan to shatter apart and leaving Riri just like that.
"Dad why...hiks...hiks..., mother don't cry..hiks" Reza's voice cried in Riri's arms, it hurts!!
'does this hurt love you'
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for some reason since that incident Riri can no longer work properly, the concentration of work decreased, usually when he was a girl and not married, but not yet, no matter how bad the problems that befall him will not be a problem and disruption to his performance at all, he can still relax, hangout, joke, laugh and share stories with his friends....
speaking with friends, there is someone who is more than just a friend when Riri is not married first, a friend who always accompanies Riri, listening to babbles and complaints Riri, sharing stories and sharing touches....
really Riri's mind drifted very far this time, when his mental slumped and felt like it was not needed, not ignored, not considered why he even remembered with this person, someone who in his own way can make Riri feel loved, cared for and considered, yes.things that Riri never got from his family first, he said, Riri feels that he is only used as a tool by the family to meet all the needs of life since he began to walk in the world of work.
and now the feeling is again present, the feeling of being ignored, unappreciated, unloved, even betrayed by the one who should be his back, his priest, he said, his leader in sailing the ark of life but in fact he was thrown into the middle of the ocean to be confused about to hold on to where without a destination
'fragile'
Anton did not go home after the incident, somewhere, Riri began to speculate whether he was in the woman's house??
ah really want it to feel like now Riri caught them in one room and get additional evidence to strengthen his lawsuit someday, reassuring herself that there will come a time when Riri will part ways with Anton.
//where are you?
riri's message has not been responded by Anton
//pic received
Anton replied by sending a picture of the room, not more precisely the room.
//want to when are we like this??
again Riri replied to Anton's message
one, two, three, four to five minutes Anton did not reply to Riri's message, Riri's emotions overflowed, various speculations sprung up and again....Riri was really blindly jealous at this moment.
//if you don't go home too, tomorrow I go to the store, I don't care anymore if we have to fuss again there
//want to be a hero!!
fill in Anton's message after reading Riri's message
back selfish side and authoritarian attitude Riri appeared
there was no reply until Riri riled up by himself and hit the driver of his car hard
'aaghh....Anton s***n'
Riri is determined that tomorrow he will go to Anton's shop, no matter what tomorrow will be like.
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Riri lay in his bed with Reza beside him who always faced the wall of the room every time he slept, Riri rarely noticed Reza when they were about to sleep because lately Riri's mind was always focused on Anton, who was always sleeping, Anton and Anton.
there was a vibration on her son's back and there was a slight pull of nasal fluid sounding faint, Riri jerked and turned to Reza and Riri's heart felt squeezed strong to the tightness, his reaction was crying...
oh my God.what else is this....
"honey..why.hei Sini face mother son" Riri tried. turned over the child's body only wayangnya softly.
"why crying dear" back Riri gave the question to Reza, but only the ring that Riri got.
"what do you think, come on don't make your mother cry" it's not strong that Riri is now seeing her baby let out tears without knowing what is in the child's mind.
"Reza kangen dad?" again Riri lures her son to be able to express his heart to Riri, but back again the trinkets obtained by Riri, but, the clear circle was brazenly come out of the corner of Riri's eyes just fell and made the child cry even more sobbing, sobbing, oh Riri feels like he just wants to disappear from the face of this earth and be in the other side of the world.
in silence they both cried until Reza's soft voice rang out in Riri's ears
"a.ay father.ga dear we mother...hikss...hiks"
a piece of sentence that has many opinions in it, Riri gasped at the plain question that came out of the child's tiny lips.
"why did Reza ask that? still trying to speak calmly, even though Riri was honestly very hit.
"a. I'm afraid, ay. yah angry like yesterday again, angry with mother"
o Allah this child has hurt his heart accidentally Anton has filled a bad memory in the mind of Reza who will either continue to be there until he grows up or not.
riri has not had time to answer and look for the right word so as not to cause negative things about his parents, because Riri does not want his son to know about the condition of his parents at this time, Riri is afraid of affecting the child's psychic and becomes a mental burden for the child, suddenly the sound of a motorbike and the gate of the house is opened people and Riri is sure it is Anton.
"let's sleep son, your father came home" immediately Riri asked his son to sleep.., tired that's how Riri felt, wanted to go out to talk to Anton after Reza slept was not so Riri did, so Riri did, Riri felt the need for a moment of calm, especially after hearing the complaint.The child earlier, it must be very useful for Reza.
'let me rest tonight with peace' inner Riri and close my eyes after Reza who has already gone to dreamland.