
I should have comforted the Word but quite the opposite. I was comforted by him. I want to not tell you the truth. Word was furious with Dama but he was just an outsider, unable to do anything.
"It's better to tell both of your parents Andini. They'll understand. Don't sacrifice your feelings and youth!" Word patted my shoulder gently. We are still sitting in front of the IGD room. Loyal waiting for Mentari operation.
"Just a few months left. Even though Mas Dama has already canceled our agreement but under these circumstances, I will choose to withdraw. Rania's position is stronger than mine. They'll be more attached because of the kids" I looked down.
"If it's your decision, I can only support you. Tell me everything. Don't hesitate!" rubbed my head.
"I'm sorry, I should have comforted you and strengthened you but it was me who troubled you. Sorry" our gaze met.
"That's it...We have different problems and different ways of life. Strengthening each other" tightly grasped my hands.
"Thank you" tried to smile.
We are still faithfully waiting for the process of running the Mentari operation. Fidgety word. He walked back and forth in front of the IGD's door. Sometimes sit and stand up again. I impeached. Which father does not grieve when the only daughter he has is struggling to live.
"Mas, sit!" I'm pulling the Word's hand.
My phone rang, I took it from my bag. The name Dama is on the phone screen.
"Thank God" the Word told me to answer Dama's phone. I stood up, shifted a little away from the Word.
"Hello...Assalammualaikum mas" said.
"Walaikumsalam.hurry home now! I'm waiting at home!" his voice sounds creepy.
"Yes mas" Dama immediately hung up his phone unilaterally. I breathe slowly. I'll get sprayed again. Huh.i'm tired.
I'm approaching the Word. "Mas, sorry. I gotta go home. Mas Dama's been waiting for me at home" I'm not happy to have to leave him alone here.
"No need to apologize. It is precisely I who has troubled you and caused you trouble" Word holds my right shoulder.
"Sir, I don't bother and I'm used to being scolded" I grimaced, pretending not to be nervous. I will definitely scold him.
I left the Word, in the hallway I met the two parents of the Word. I just greeted him for a moment. Someone was waiting for me at home, just be ready to listen to all the words.
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Mr. Pono is waiting for me in the hospital lobby. I had expected it, Dama must have told Pak Pono to pick me up here.
"It's been a long time sir?" ask me while getting in the car.
"Just neng" he closed the car door for me and then moved behind the wheel.
"I'm sorry Mr. Pono, I've been troublesome" I said after the car drove quickly towards the house.
"It's okay neng, it's my job" stay focused driving. I just nodded and looked out the window. Thinking about what I have to say to Dama upon arrival at home.
The car has passed the security post, soon we will reach home. My heart started racing fast, my palms were sweating. Calm calm.don't be nervous. Just shut up and listen.
I suggested to myself not to be nervous when dealing with Dama.
"Neng has arrived" Mr. Pono opened the car door for me.
"Thank you sir" I adjusted my breathing, walked slowly while circulating my gaze. Entering the house, there was only Susan's bik in the kitchen making a drink. Maybe a drink for the Dama.
I climbed one step at a time, passing through the closed room of Dama. He was definitely waiting for me in the room.
"Mas...Assalammualaikum" said a greeting, kissing the back of his hand.
"Walaikumsalam.sit!" I sat next to him, choosing silence.
"I've told you how many times? don't go other than with Pono. You broke Andini" I didn't dare look him in the eye.
"Sorry" I kept my head down. I can only say sorry. The more I reasoned, the more angry Dama became.
"You must I punish" as soon as my eyes were immediately round upon hearing the word punishment.
"WHAT?? I'm not a little boy mas"
"You're my wife Andini. You must obey me! Stay home for a week and change your tutor. I don't want to know!" Dama stood up, I pulled his hand.
"YES!! next semester I have to pass the trial. It is not that easy to replace the guidance counselor. I've given up enough all this time. I obey all your words but for my education, sorry mas.I can't" I went into the room. Dama pulled my hand, grabbed my waist. His sharp eyes were very creepy. He was really angry.
"Ah aching mas" my cheek gripped her right hand.
"You've been brave to me? you no longer want to obey me? i'm your husband. Are you tired of being my wife? Huh uh??" screaming in front of my face.
"YES!! I'm tired and tired of being your wife. Second wife. I'm MUAKKKK" I screamed back with his hand still clutching my cheek.
His jaw was hardened, his eyes were reddish withstanding anger. His gaze pierces. Without hesitation *******my lips. I wasn't ready. "Empphhh.." I don't want to open my lips. Since I insisted on not opening my mouth, Dama pushed me on the bed.
"What would you like? Don't be like that!" I kept retreating, until I hit the head of the bed. Dama unbuttoned his shirt one by one, then opened the circular belt in his trousers.
"You're tired of being my wife? HUH UH??" back to gripping my cheek. I kicked him in the stomach, Dama fell to the floor "Argh!"
I got out of bed and tried to escape. Brakk.I fell to the floor. My leg's blocked by Dama. "Deliver!! Unhand me!" I kept thrashing but my energy wasn't big enough compared to him.
Dama. "SILENCE!!"
"Mas, please don't be like this. It will only hurt my feelings. I beg you mas. Don't force me. I couldn't stand it anymore" holding my head that felt spinning and it all turned dark. I fainted.
*****
The POV
I'm jealous to see him with the Word again. Especially after knowing Firman is Andini's guidance lecturer. I'm getting mad. I look selfish. Not letting go of Rania or Andini. I fell in love with Andini. And honestly my love for Rania is fading. I'm just trying to be the husband in charge of Rania's pregnancy.
And now I'm in Andini's room, arguing with her about replacing the supervising lecturer. Andini doesn't want to. I'm getting pissed at him. Doesn't he know how much jealousy I feel right now? I miss him a lot but he doesn't want me to touch him at all.
I****** her lips, feel the little and sweet lips again. I wanted it but because of my emotions, I played rough and ended up being rejected by it. Andini kicked me and then she ran away. I pulled his leg, fell down. He quickly turned his body around and immediately I pressed him to avoid escaping.
Andini begged me, but I really had dark eyes. Until he finally became unconscious. I forgot the injury to his head two months ago.
I'm not a good husband. I'm stupid. I don't dwell in front of Rania but another with Andini. He's very obedient.
Fuck!..Why is it so hard? having two wives makes me dizzy. Damas.
**Connected....
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Therefore brother Dama mending choose one of them so do not puyeng 😊. Ready to have a surprise on the next episode**