
"Darling, you have to remember that deal. You married Andini because of the terms of your parents. So you can take over all the companies"
I heard clearly Rania's words to Dama. I closed my mouth and ran to my room, closed it and locked it.
I was so stupid to believe all the words of Dama. He was just using me. Hiks hyks....I wept.
"It's really stupid!!!"
duk duk duk
Banging my forehead against the room wall.
*******
The POV
After the mother said goodbye, Rania pulled my hand up to my workroom, leaving Andini below. We had a big fight. Rania pounded the table, slapped me and slammed things.
"Sorry baby.I love Andini"
"I dismissed that feeling baby, because I just love you but I was wrong. I love you both. I love you both at once. I'm sorry" I hugged Rania, calmed her down. Rania kissed my lips with passion.
Then Rania reminded me again about the agreement, that I married Andini just because I wanted to take over all the companies.
"Sorry Rania, you're wrong. I really love Andini. I don't care anymore about the company going to fall into my hands completely or not" I told Rania.
Plaques
Rania slapped me back.
"Then what about me? am I forever going to be your wife? keep hiding me in front of a lot of people? you're selfish!!" Rania was crying like that, hitting my chest. I pulled her body, hugged her back.
"I'm sorry I'm not ready if your father and mother know about our relationship. Patience darling. I'll work on it" I gently rubbed Rania's black hair down.
"Promise? you're not gonna stay with me for Andini?" Rania looked up at me.
"yes I promise" I wiped Rania's tears on her cheeks.
"don't cry anymore?!"
"Tonight I'm sleeping here" Rania tonight doesn't want to go back to the apartment, because I haven't been here for 2 days.
"All right.you take a shower first. I have to see Andini" I told Rania.
"Make what, baby? I'm daritadi in cuekin. You are now very friendly with him. I'm jealous" Rania poked her lips.
"Andini is sick, baby, please understand. She's my wife too" I patted Rania on the shoulder and went out on the ground floor, because I thought Andini was still downstairs. He's still hard to walk.
Arriving at the bottom floor, I did not see Andini. I looked for other rooms did not find it. I went back upstairs, to Andini's room.
creak
andini's room door was locked. I'm getting worried.
tok tok tok tok
"Andini, are you inside?"
"Andni...You're not papa? why not answer me?" there's no word from Andini inside. I was very worried and broke down the door.
Brak Brak Brak
It is very difficult to break down doors made of thick and hard wood.
Chequelek
Andini's door opened. I hugged Andini.
"Aren't you papa? why just shut up? I was worried" I hugged her tightly, then looked at your face with her eyes.
I closed the door, then sat you on the sofa in front of her bed.
"Is it still sick?" Andinipun just nodded.
"Why not wait for me first? I can help you into the room" Andini just kept quiet. I hugged him and kissed his head.
"Wanna take a shower?" Andini shook her head again.
"You why the hell? I don't want to answer Daritadi. What's wrong?" Andini remained silent. I was upset and tried to kiss her but Andini threw her face to the left.
"Mas, I'm gonna take a break. Please get out of my room" Andini said first.
"I'm with ya?"
"No need for mas, there's Rania. I want to be alone" Andini brushed off my hand as she stroked her hair.
"Well, if anything just knock on my door" I kissed Andini's forehead and walked out of her room.
*****
This morning I still remained silent at breakfast together with Dama and Rania. Yes, when there were only three of us, I sat in front of Dama while Rania sat next to Dama. They are both neat with their work clothes. I know they both did that last night, apparently from Rania's wet hair. I bite my lower lip, why is it so painful to see them romantic in front of me? I looked more at the food on my plate or looked the other way.
"Andini, sorry yes.tonight Dama stayed at the apartment until the day after. You're not papa, are you?!" I know from Rania's word of emphasis and from her eye code telling me to agree.
"I'm right, I don't know" I accidentally stared at Dama. Dama seems to want to say something but he can't say, maybe because there is Rania.
"Darling..to the car first huh? There was something I had to tell Andini for a moment" Dama pushed Rania into the car, while she went back inside the house to meet me who was sitting by the pool.
"Andini" Dama called me, I turned to him and threw my face away because I was lazy to see him. Rania's words last night were still in my head.
"You why? what's wrong?" Dama looks frustrated, I still don't want to say it. I am determined to keep agreeing to covenant 4: marriage only lasts no less or more than a year. I will grant your wish, Dama!
"Be done, Mba Rania is waiting. Later late to work" I drove Dama to leave immediately.
"I can't leave you with this kind of situation, we have to finish first. What are you thinking? until I get angry and don't want to look at me!" Dama insisted on knowing my answer.
"Bag.."
ttin ttin
the sound of the car horn rang, cutting off the word I said to Dama.
"Here you are, Mba Rania has a horn sound"
"Okay, I'll wait for your answer on the phone later"
Dama immediately left.
I was crying again. I shouldn't have to put my heart and fall in love with her. Why did I cross my line??
Byur
I swam to refresh my mind, in fact finished swimming my mind is still the same. My inner thighs still hurt.
*******
Coincidentally today there is no lecture schedule, I intend to go to the coffee shop to meet Soni to resign. I don't actually want to quit that job. If Dama lives like this, I need other activities. A house this big makes me bored and scared.
"Sorry Soni, I have to resign" I said as I handed my resignation letter at Soni's desk, the owner of my high school friend's coffee shop.
"Why Andini? what salary do I give less?" Sonny asked me.
"Not Soni, the salary you give is too much, not in accordance with my work. I don't feel good about others" I explained. Soni didn't know I was married.
"There is no need to think about what the other officer said. I did see you because you were diligent, friendly and deft" Soni insisted on not wanting me to resign.
"Sorry Soni, I really have to resign. Excuse me" I left Soni's room next to the coffee shop counter.
"Andini..wait!" Soni blocked my hand tightly. All the employees and customers looked towards us. Lunch time where many customers come. I tried to take Soni's hand off, but she quickly led me back into her room. I caught a glimpse of Dama and Rania who were sitting not far from the cashier table, looking at me with Soni.
Seriate...