MAY

32. Jealous in Time

*Me: this part is special Meli and Enggar yuhu. Intan came out just a little yep. 🍎

Btw emot 📹\= vidio seen Intan. So if there is an emot it means that you guys lg nobar brg Intan in handycam who was given by Refa yesterday*.

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Slowly, his fingers opened the handycam. Press the power button to make it light up.

After pressing a few buttons he was presented with a child's vidio. Looks like the vidio was taken a dozen years ago. And that means this handycam is quite old.

Vidio. Intan silently watched.

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"Fuck!" Meli squealed while pointing towards the boy who was running away.

"What?"

"Reverse pancakes! I want to cook!" Meli had scooped while pursing her lips.

Enggar approached, then frowned. "What cooking? Gini's little pot."

"Duh! I want to play with Tia. Brother Tia! Why that?"

Someone who doesn't seem to say, "this is your record. I got a new handycam."

"I'm taped?" Melly asked.

"Yes, I've continued playing," Tia behind the camera replied.

"Mel, I'm playing dong," Enggar approached while handing back the toy pot to Meli.

"No way, boys can cook Enggar. All that can do is girls." Meli shook her head firmly.

"Ah time?" Enggar's witty face appears, "yesterday I saw on tv there's a guy's chef."

Meli put on a thinking face. "That's you saw wrong Enggar, it's probably a girl but her hair was cut short. It's a cake boy."

Tia behind the camera laughed, causing the camera to shake. "May I."

"Yes! Every day my dad helps my mom cook. You too I'm helping Mel?" Enggar whined while shaking Meli's arm.

The camera moved closer to the 2 4-year-old. Makes Meli look at Tia. "Sir, Enggar is the one."

"You can papa, why can't I?" Enggar asked as he pulled Meli's hand.

"Well, papa and mama are married."

"Isn't that?" Enggar did not understand. "What's that?"

Tia replied, "Well it was like Aunt Yuli and Om Gilang yesterday. They're in the dress up to keep getting lots of presents!"

Meli nodded, "out of marriage they got their own house, continue to cook themselves. Om Gilang can help Aunt Yuli because they are married."

Enggar's round eyes were caught by the camera. "Buy!"

"Otherwise?" sahut Meli then started pura frying something in her pink plastic skillet.

"Let's get married!"

Meli looked at Enggar and was confused. "Well?"

"When we get married, we can have our own house. We continue to stay together, so we can continue to play without being told to go home. And I can help you cook, "Enggar said really, making Meli look at Enggar seriously.

Tia's laughter was heard again. "Yes pinter! Would you like to marry Enggar?"

Meli shook her head, "still small. My mom said when I was a kid I couldn't get married. It will be big!"

Enggar's disappointed face looks on camera. "Well, what is it?"

"Yes," Meli then thrust a plate of plastic vegetables into the camera. "Sir Tia ate this."

"When I want to help cook," Enggar said disappointedly. He sighed and then knocked the tip of his flip-flops to the ground where he stood.

"Yaudah, here, we play papa's mama. You're my papa, I'm a mama. You help me cook, right?" Meli pulled Enggar's hand to get a little closer and thrust a plastic knife. "Cut the vegetables."

Enggar complied while smiling. "But Mel. We're wedding bells? Why can papa-mama?"

Meli has glared. "It's just a lie! What's name? Kura kura?"

"Pura temple!" quick Enggar correction.

Tia was behind the camera. "It is mulu Enggar."

"Yaudah, today we pretend to be papa mama right? But if big later do not pretend huh Mel? Will you marry me, will you?" Enggar said seriously. Meli nodded quickly. "Yes, I'll marry you later. But if you're a good boy. If I'm naughty, I don't want to.".

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Vidio then turned around.

The background is crowded. Many children aged about 6 years old wear party clothes.

The rotating camera shows the face of a woman who is thought to be 11 years old. "Hallo, this is Meli's birthday!!"

Then the camera rotates again and shows the atmosphere around. But suddenly vidio paused and then switched at another time.

Cake cutting time. Enggar stood at the front with Meli. Sing a candle-blown song then a cake-cut song.

"Meli would!" Enggar had already screeched for the piece of cake.

Meli glared at Enggar then shook her head. "Gabby! You can give me a cake because it hasn't given me a gift."

Tia laughed back. "Oh pity, back away there nagging."

"There! Buy me a gift first! Same change my noodle doll that you langin yesterday," Meli evicted with a sharp look.

The woman standing beside Meli chuckled. "What is really gabby?"

"Yes, he's evil. Yesterday's telling me about my doll?" Meli then turned to be led by her mother to cut the cake.

Tia occasionally laughed when Meli handed out cake to her friend who was invited to her birthday.

A crumbling mic sound was heard. The camera hurriedly rotated to record someone who was on stage.

Tia screamed and whispered to the camera. "Temen temen, Enggar seems to want to perform."

"Assalamualaikum," said Enggar hesitantly, "today my birthday name is Meli....."

Enggar hung up his sentence to turn to the side of the stage and asked Meli's full name to her mother who was standing on the side of the stage.

"Meli, I don't bring gifts, I'll sing a card, will I?" Enggar put on a plain face. He really wanted to get the cake and he wanted it any way.

Enggar began to sing with his voice that was not melodious. Little star song with a little incorrect lyrics.

After the man stepped off the stage and approached Meli. "That's the prize. Where's cake?"

"I'm a birthday? Why sing to a little star? Why not sing a happy birthday song?" Meli protested with a swollen cheek.

"So, was it the same as the dvd cassette?" Enggar answered while pointing at the large speaker in the corner of the room.

Meli silence does not answer.

He looked in every direction to find an excuse. "Oh, I sing that song because today Meli is like a star. The brightest."

Meli turned her head and smiled happily as a result of being praised by Enggar. "Really?".

"Yes. Meli's her little star Enggar." Enggar answered and grabbed a piece of cake and turned to leave the crowd.

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Vidio last. Intan is silent again. It looks like this is not a childhood vidio because this vidio features a teenage Meli.

Intan clicking the play button.

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Meli looked at the camera for a few seconds then smiled slightly while looking down at the floor.

"Hey." Meli.

"Handycam's got Brother Tia. But thanks to me when I met with Sister Tia on her mother Enggar's birthday yesterday. I just had to open the door after returning home, because there was a meeting of osis candidates," Meli was silent for a moment. He pulled the camera closer and sat on the mattress.

"Gue's gonna be the head of the osis."

Silent moment. Meli biting the lower lip. "It's malem sunday. And my best friend, in front of the house, Enggar. He's out with his girlfriend." Meli stared at the camera back while taking a deep breath. "Some, I want to tell you another story. So I better confide in myself keep taped to the gini kek. And lo, you who saw this vidio may be lucky because you can see my curses."

"Apaya? Have you ever lost someone? I've been thinking about it again. Yes, Enggar, he's been changing that way since the courtship." In front of the camera Meli raises her shoulders indifferently. "Ekhm, yes if you ever gratefully, and if you can not lose people who are accustomed to being with us. It hurts so bad under it."

Meli was silent for a moment, she was like stunned. "So, what else am I to say?"

"Oh, I still have speech practice for the debate to be a candidate for chair of the osis."

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"Gue abis came home from the celebration." Meli's face looked so happy. Looks like this vidio was recorded right after the night of the Osis children's success party.

"I don't know why I became this guy. Though also this––aduh how the hell explained?" Meli squealed because she was salting. He even covered his own face with a pillow because of the unknown.

"OK be gini...tadi, uh I'm nasty gasi? That time, I, actually got the attention of the Enggar! He even dares to see Intan for me? Yes, I am just smirking because of this. I'm feeling my best friend again, backtrack."

Meli chuckles softly at the vidio. He took a deep breath to return to the story. "Keep, earlier, I'm the same Enggar ci––uh I did not discuss deh. I just came here to confide in him. Wanna change it for makeup."

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How happy are you to see I suffer?

Intan laughed blandly then turned the next vidio.

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Blotchy eyes, red nose, sad face.

Meli rubbed her tired face. He tried to smile sweetly but ended up looking slick.

His voice opened. "Gue just ran out of flash back. I saw my memories with Enggar. And, I feel really bad."

Meli shifts her seat into a more comfortable position. "Either, this malem, I feel one thing as different as my heart. Strange, from the afternoon I saw Enggar was more excited, I so deg degan own if he stuck to me."

Meli smiled amusedly on the spot. Contrast with his chaotic circumstances for what reason. "Honestly, I'm no stranger to this feeling."

Meli began to re-explain the events during the day when she met Enggar. He smiled happily when he told her. "This..gue really likes to Enggar."

"But. Said temen me all, I'm the same Enggar it fits, and he said Enggar also like impenetrate to me?" Meli thought for a moment to prove that statement.

"And the one thing I feel right now, I want to get Enggar."

Silent.

Meli's room was spared leaving the sound of the wind coming through the window.

"Am I selfish?"

"Some, but if I'm not happy, can I be happy?"

"Because so far, all this time, I just realized that I was jealous of Enggar and Intan. And, that's pretty bad, and instead of me being sick myself, I'd rather reveal all this to Enggar."

"Tomorrow."

"Gue this time I want to be selfish, I want to go to Intan. I just want Enggar to touch me, not Intan or any other girl."

Meli's tears drip slowly. He lost a word in front of his own camera.

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Intan was silent as she continued to carry on all the expressions of Meli's heart.

True apakata Mia.

Meli lost a friend. But Meli also wants to ask for more than friends.

Intan was silent. He looked out the window.

Still daylight.

He chose to solve this problem today.

And one thing.

Intans: Intans:

•ikeda. uda selesei smstr birthday, please if you can tomorrow I take care of the moving letter. Let me get out of town tomorrow too. The new school can be done at the end of the year.

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Name: lohaaaa muah. Sorry this part is a little.