MAY

30. Crashed into the Blue Sky

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The semester exam was completed quickly. During that time Meli was still unconscious from her coma.

And...

Divorce papers have been signed.

Mama Intan and her father divorced on Friday.

Papa gets custody of the child after the court considers it from various points of view.

Intan was really crying sad to hear the decision from Ms. Ris. He could only hug Bu Ris while letting the clear round circles trickle down his cheek.

"I refreshed first Ms. Ris. Friend in the hospital. Don't tell me about mama?"

Bu Ris nodded, he was also pitying Intan. "Be careful."

The situation in Meli's room was quite crowded, friends of Meli's friends came to visit for the second time after they had arrived last week.

"You want the new year to hurt. Let's get up" they whispered in Meli's ear.

Intan glanced at Enggar, the guy entered the room but not to approach Meli like the others.

"When should I go to Meli?" Reyan asked while patting her shoulder strongly.

"He's wrong Yan," Enggar said obstinately.

"She's sick, she's as good as she was" Reyan said steadily.

Intan chose to sit down and let one by one Meli's friends gradually go home. The boy chose to drive them to the hospital parking lot.

Upon Enggar's return, he immediately sat beside him and then menoel noel soft cheek Intan. "Hey."

Intan looked at him quickly.

Buru Buru Enggar read his words. "Hey Tayo's. Hey Tayo." Hey."

Intan sizzled, "basi tau tau."

"Keep what's not stale?" Enggar held his ears close, asking Intan for an answer.

Intan cleared his throat, not wanting to care about Enggar. He is now trying to assemble a word so that Enggar will forgive Meli.

"Gue knows what Tan doesn't stale." Enggar memorized Intan's chin and then turned it so that Intan would look at Enggar.

Intan stared at Enggar in silence. "That's not how I like it to you."

"It's right you." Intan took off Enggar's hand on his chin. "Gue wants to say some important things to you."

"What's? Don't tell me you're getting married?" He showed his smile.

Intan did not want to talk too much, so he chose not to pay attention to Enggar's recitation. "Why are we LDR?"

Enggar's smile immediately faded hearing Intan's speech. "Where are you going?"

Intan bit her lower lip. Restless, since hearing that his custody is falling on his father Intan has prepared with all the possibilities that he will move out of town.

"Tan?"

Intan immediately looked at Enggar straight. "Does talk about it, how, why do you still not want to go to Kak Meli?"

"Gue will be suing him if he apologizes to you."

Intan smiled faintly, then it sounded, then Intan hoped that Meli would not apologize to him, so that Enggar continued to stay away from Meli. To keep Enggar with Intan. In deckapan.

Or if Intan can be more selfish, Meli do not open her eyes for a while. So that Intan could stay this close to Enggar, so that he could stay with Enggar, so that he would not be afraid of losing Enggar.

"What did you mean by LDR?" Enggar turned the topic back on.

Intan was silent for a moment, "don't discuss it first. I'm just ngaco."

"But––"

Enggar's speech was cut off by the sound of crowded footsteps from the end of the hall.

Enggar and Intan got up and rushed in.

Either happy news or the opposite. Meli, after a week of coma, now opens her eyes.

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All the relatives immediately came after hearing this happy news. Meli woke up but still need time to adapt to his current condition. He still could not communicate like before.

The room was alternately entered by people. I chose as before. Stay outside the room, while Intan has been in and out several times to see the condition of Meli.

"Lo didn't come in?" Actually, that's a question that Intan has asked three times. And now he has thrown it four times.

"No. Lo aja's. I'm outside." And that is the same answer as 3 times before.

Intan sighed slowly, then chose to sit back beside Enggar. Enggar smiled thinly and then switched to scrambling Intan's hair slowly. "Raclut? Want to eat first?"

Intan rubbed his flat stomach which had just felt hunger when asked Enggar just now. "Yes, suddenly hungry."

"Come to the hospital canteen."

"Lo coming?"

"Intan's ordinary human gue, can be hungry as well." Enggar stood up and invited Intan to move immediately.

"You can only be hungry," Intan sneered at Enggar's sentence while tidying his hair.

"Gue can also love lo kok Tan," tepis Enggar disagrees.

"Bulshit right?" Intan asked while smiling mockingly.

"No, I always say what it is, " Enggar said so followed by the movement of combing hair with fingers, cool pretentious.

"Gue hope so," Intan said and then chose to approach the cold drink vendor's kiosk. The weather this afternoon is quite hot.

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Honestly, Intan never had time to think about something in a protracted manner.

It is not even as stressful as broken home children in general. When they run in a direction that does not, Intan instead keep thinking positively, and choose busy towards the other.

Looking at Meli for example, or refreshing by meeting Enggar who somehow always issued simple words that can calm the mind of Intan.

But that theory does not apply now. Tonight, Intan was dissolved in her deep sadness just from hearing her mother's voice sobbing earlier.

Suddenly, Intan felt guilty. He approached his mother, but she insisted on rejecting Intan's form of kindness. Apparently, her mother was still angry about her untrue attitude the other day.

Now Intan is pensive on the bed, thinking about all the problems that have fallen on him in the last few days.

It started with his father's sudden decision. Then quarreled with Mia, Meli who was hit by a disaster.

Or, a statement of Meli's love for Enggar. After this, will Intan also find Enggar running away from him?

Suddenly a bad thought flashed in Intan's mind. Is Enggar going to let go of himself? For Meli?

"No Tan, proof Kak Enggar angry to Kak Meli because Kak Meli rough to lo. Positive thinking! Brother Enggar is really dear to you!" Intan is motivating himself.

But difficult, positive thinking was dissolved when Intan's memory played back the events that used to be.

Enggar who is considerate to Meli, Enggar who once died himself for the sake of Meli. Enggar who seemed to look at Meli with special, Enggar and Meli.

Slowly, I asked myself.

"Did Kak Enggar really like Kak Meli?"

"Am I just a runaway?"

And that night, Intan's entire question crashed into the blue sky. God answered through time.

The next day, a lip said to the real Intan.

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Me: oh, get ready.🤦