Mastenges

177. My lover..

Sorry, I'm still on duty outside the city, I can't go bury daddy. I'm really sorry Bella. If it were not for duty, I would have been there to accompany you to face all this. I'm so sorry that I can't always be next to you.

Bella reads a short message sent by Typhoon. Her tears were flowing down her cheeks. In front of him was Pongki's coffin. On his right side was Berta who kept crying in front of the chest. While Erna was busy carrying Jagat who was disturbed by the voices of people who were crowded in the house. While Galang, the man was busy taking care of the needs for Pongki's funeral.

It's okay, mas great.. I am proud of you. There are baba, mother and mother. I'm powerful.. Be careful there, my. Don't eat late. Take care of your health. So that you can go home healthy and safe.

Reply Bella.

Dreeettt....!

The cyclone, pensive in a room where he was resting, grabbed his cell phone. Then read the message that Bella just sent. Tears kept flowing down her cheeks. Guilt, sin, and so on continue to attack his mind.

"Oh God..." The typhoon rubbed his face violently.

"Supreme Alexander!"

The typhoon lifted his face when he saw a psychologist coming over to him.

"Yes, I."

The psychologist is a special psychologist who is in charge of state servants. The psychologist is not just any psychologist, he is also a police officer.

"How are things?"

Typhoon silent.

The psychologist let out a long sigh and sat down in front of the Typhoon.

"So sad" said the psychologist.

The typhoon looked at the psychologist with a haggard look.

"Is.."

"Yes, every data I hold. I know who I'm dealing with. I know how hard it is what you have just experienced. Speak until you feel relieved. After that it's better, and get back on duty."

Typhoon came back crying, he let out all the emotions in his heart, and the immeasurable sadness he was feeling.

"Yes, cry. Men should cry too. Crying is natural, when man seeks strength, he will surely cry. It's dangerous when you can't cry."

Hearing the psychologist's words, the Typhoon's cry grew. He cried crying over everything. What are his regrets, what are his burdens and so forth. Until finally the psychologist decided to give hypnotherapy for Typhoon, so that the man felt better after his.

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Antok stands on Suprapto's side, yes... Suprapto was deliberately present for Typhoon and his family. Without them both knowing, Typhoon could not be present at the burial of the body of his father-in-law, Pongki.

"Where's the kid? Duty where?" Ask Suprapto to Antok.

"Where do I know bang. bang..." Antok Whispers.

"Didn't she tell you?"

"Nothing." Antok Sahut.

"Something's weird, why he was suddenly assigned. Though everyone knows, if his father-in-law is executed today." Suprapto seemed to be thinking.

"Wuiiiihhhh your adult way of thinking is Antok!"

Antok smiled a sigh, then arrogantly he patted his chest.

"This husband is loh bang. I want to marry in January. Brother is coming."

Suprapto was stunned when he heard Antok was getting married.

"Who are you married to?" Suprapto asked who looked curious.

"Sama Lestari. I proposed to her last May. All this time I've been busy taking care of my wedding with her."

"Wuiiihh, finally your bird is not idle anymore huh... No need for manuals anymore,"

"Yes bang, irit soap now. But extravagant shampoo..!"

They both held back laughter, actually wanting Suprapto to laugh out loud, only he knew the atmosphere around him was grieving.

"Ah, there's you that makes people fail miserably. You are far from me! It's not funny that people cry, I laugh because of you!" Suprapto said, encouraging Antok to stay away from him.

"I'm the wrong brother, too.." Antok looked annoyed and walked away from Suprapto.

"Sir Pongki... " Suddenly Antok cried and called Pongki's name.

"Eeee.. basic bipolar!" Inner Suprapto.

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Galang entered the living room of Berta's house, where Pongki's body was temporarily buried there. Galang walked up to Berta and whispered to the grieving woman.

"Sorry Mom, the burrow is done. Let's go to the cemetery" Galang said.

Berta sighed and wiped away his tears.

"Okay sir, thank you" said Berta.

Then Galang went up next to Berta and instructed the men there to begin transporting Pongki's coffin to the Berta family cemetery, not far from the house.

The cemetery is behind the house. But not in the fence. To get to the cemetery, they had to get out of the gate and turn the road leading to the path that was left from the land owned by the Berta family.

Antok, Galang, Suprapto became part of several men who carried Pongki's coffin. Behind them, Berta and Erna were walking along the coffin. While Bella was forced to live at home with Jagat.

Upon arrival at the Berta family funeral complex, Pongki's coffin was lowered. After performing a series of funeral procedures, the body was finally lowered into a burrow. Suprapto descended into the burrow and chanted the adhan, before the body was buried with the soil lying on each side of the burrow.

After finishing the adhan, Suprapto was helped by Antok out of the burrow. They also began to bury the body. Berta's hysterical cry accompanied the burial of his beloved's body. An overwhelming sense of deep hurt and heartbreak enveloped his heart. But strong is not strong, he has to go through all of this. He realized, there was still Bella and Jagat who became the strength for him. Maybe, this pain is only for a moment. The rest he will learn sincerely to let Pongki go forever.

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My beloved is gone only for a while. After that, promise to meet me in the afterlife. If I go to hell and you go to heaven, please pray for me.. So that my punishment will soon be ended, then I will be taken up to heaven and again accompany you in eternal life.

My beloved, I love you all my soul. Therefore, even if my soul is separated by this body, my love for you will not be buried with my body. Believe that... _Pongki Susilo_'s