
After regaining her relics, Queensha decides to leave the house. It was heavy, but that was all he could do right now. If one day the Lord gives him the opportunity to re-soften what is rightfully his, he will do so. But if not, let the Lord Himself recompense Mia for taking possession of others.
However, deep down, Queensha hopes that she will be reunited with Mia in order to repay her treatment.
Looking at the mansion in front of him, his two-month-old house of in-laws became a shelter from rain and heat. A house with many wonderful memories that he had passed along with the people who were in it.
His gaze paled around, a sigh sounded from under the nose. It feels heavy feet to walk. However, still he had to advance the foot of the level went inside with a shaky step. There was no cheerful look on his face as usual, only a blank look there looked like a body without a soul. There was no spirit, not even a single smile as usual!
"Mr Queensha's home yet?" tina asked, Queensha just nodded while giving her assistant a small smile. He continued walking, reluctant to answer any questions that the assistant might ask again.
"Are you all right?" tina asked again as she looked at the face of Queensha who was not excited at all. It seems that his wife is not doing well.
"Yes, I'm okay" answered Queensha briefly. It was so hard with what happened to him that he was reluctant to just answer the questions even further.
"Mr Queensha why?" tina asked Ijah who was beside her. Ijah also saw if something was wrong with Ghani's wife.
"I don't know, it's not usually that. Already, we continue the work, yuk. Maybe Ms. Queensha is tired, does not want to be disturbed times," said Ijah nudged Tina's arm.
Tina stared at Queensha's departure that was getting further away. Queensha decides to go to Aurora's room without heeding the gazes of her two assistants.
Queensha opened the door, entered the room and cast her gaze in all directions. The chest feels tight, it feels difficult to breathe considering the sweet memories that occur together with the child. Very quiet without the presence of Aurora which usually makes the mood become happy and happy.
Without feeling her tears fall down her cheeks. Although only two months lived there, but there have been many good memories when with his beloved daughter. There is a sense of unwillingness to leave the house, but to stay afloat can not because Ghani has dropped talak to him.
Queensha sat on Aurora's bed, rubbed her pillow and hugged the thick blanket worn by Rora, tears falling more and more. Can't stand it anymore and he can't stop it at all. The shadow of her would leave this house and leave Aurora whom she already considered to be her own child.
"Sorry Mama, Rora. Excuse me. Actually Mama didn't want to go, but ...." Queensha could no longer bear to continue. She cried while hugging the blanket as if hugging the princess. His heart was too sore at the moment that he could not speak much even though it was with Aurora's blanket.
After being silent for a long time and being content to scan Aurora's room, Queensha decides to head for her room. The tightness he felt when he opened the door, the scent of the husband's perfume went out into the air, tickling his sense of smell. The shadow of Ghani embracing another woman flashed through the woman's mind. However, Queensha immediately rubbed the tears that fell soaked the cheeks.
Queensha shook her head. It was impossible to remember what he had seen. It hurt her heart to see what Ghani had done with other women.
"Don't cry, Queensha. Had enough. If he doesn't want to, then what do you want?" murmured Queensha while rubbing tears on her face. Several times he sighed strongly, pulling and exhaling hoping that the tightness in his heart would go along with his breath.
Queensha walked to the closet, picked up the suitcase and began to put one by one his belongings and clothes into the suitcase. Tears endlessly drenched her face, she cried sobbing, sometimes stopping and lamenting fate.
"You can, you're strong. No need to cry."
It's not just Ghani that he thinks, but Aurora who might be looking for him. What if the child cries when he's not around? What if the child doesn't want to eat if he's not around? What if ....
Queensha had to stop her thinking. He can no longer think like that. Aurora is Ghani's daughter, but she knows how to take good care of Aurora. Especially in this house there is a grandmother and grandfather who can give genuine affection to the child. Is it enough not love from them? It seemed that with all the attention that the child had gotten from this family was enough for Aurora to be able to forget herself quickly.
Many times Queensha stopped the pace of her hand. It's hard to leave, but he has to. His mind and heart fought, but still he had to lose to the circumstances. Inwardly, he continued to apologize to Aurora that he had to leave here without saying goodbye.
Queensha slowly dragged the suitcase and lowered it downstairs. Both of his in-laws are out of sight. It would be better for him if he left right now. The heavy footsteps he ignored were not at all. She must leave if she is not wanted by her husband.
The sound of wheels clashing with the stairs makes Ijah and Tina look for the direction of origin of the sound and surprised to see Queensha who came down with a suitcase.
"Well, Miss Queensha, where are you going?" tina asked her fellow ART at the house.
Ijah's holding shoulders. "I don't know, Ma'am. We're going to be alone now and ask directly to Ms. Queensha." Then the two women ran from the kitchen doorway to the family room.
Meanwhile, Queensha trudged with the suitcase until she finally reached the bottom floor. He will say goodbye to the others. However, just before Queensha reached the bottom of the stairs a gentle voice of a woman was heard until her footsteps stopped.
"Queenshaa. Where are you going?"
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