Marrying Surrogate Mother Tanteku

The Heart of Dusk

Inside the Dusk room shed her tears .Her bated cry without a sound, made her chest feel tight .Hearing Darren's words, so painful .Does he really not deserve to be happy and loved again ? .

Dusk knew the only mistake was comparing Darren with Rafli .Words that should not have come out of his mouth .

Dusk took his bag and put in a few strands of clothes .Rubbing her puffy-looking eyes and her flushed nose .Dusk tries to cover it with foundation and powder .Call his office driver and sit on the edge of the bed waiting for an invitation .

Darren's done showering and changing his clothes .Although he wanted to invite Dusk to talk well - both Darren was reluctant to knock on the door of the room Dusk .Maybe letting Dusk alone can make it calmer later .Darren laid his body on the thick carpet in the living room, at least he was close to Dusk now .When Dusk comes out later , Darren will try to talk better .

Carrying one handbag containing his shirt and a black sling bag on his shoulder, Senja looks out of the room .Darren immediately stood up and approached Dusk .

"Non't now .I'm afraid I'll get out more hurtful words later .Enough for today .I'm not going anywhere .I just went to Opa's house "pronounced Dusk before Darren could talk .

"Ask don't go "say Darren, the shadow is already too bad and far away .

"I'm just going to Opa's house "answer Dusk flat .

"Ask, no matter what happens today .Don't cancel our wedding .Let's talk good - good !"bring Darren .

"We'll talk later after I've calmed down 'You know I'm just going to Opa's house "pronounced Dusk ', walking away from Darren who was stunned staring at the back of the twilight that was disappearing from the reach of his eyes .

Darren went into the Dusk room, laying his body on the Dusk bed with a pillow that still felt wet from tears .Darren squeezes his hair rough .The marriage is only 4 days away, but they are fighting this big .Although Dusk went over to his knowledge, it still made Darren very uncomfortable .

It is very unlikely that Darren follows Dusk to his op-house, it could be that Darren will instead be scolded .Hutama could have immediately canceled the wedding, if you know Darren said something like that at Dusk .He does not like to be compared - compare , especially with Rafli is clear - obviously from the first was his rival .

There were six hampers in the Dusk room that they were supposed to deliver this afternoon, three of them to the caretaker of the orphanage where Dusk was raised ,one more for the owner of the stall where Dusk used to work after school & two for college friends Dusk who helped Dusk a lot in the business of printing tasks .Already listed the full address, Darren will still drive him if Dusk does not come home later in the afternoon .

"Sorry Opa ,Senja asked permission to spend the night here "say Dusk hearts - hearts so Hutama looked at it strange since the first time came earlier .

"Is there a problem with Darren Nja ?"ask opa to the point .

"If you dare to leave his house a little, what if it is great .Can't we talk about it well ?"ask Hutama patiently .

"Not now Opa, because we're the same - same emotions .Later even out words - words that are more painful and inappropriate "answer Dusk .

"It's a trial before Nja's wedding, after marriage it will be even greater .You have been through a marriage .You must be more patient .Darren is so .The boy wants to win by himself .It's a shame the emotions are out of control .That's why it's important when one is angry that the other one has to muffle .Do not be the same - the same scream and overflow - the overflow "remember Hutama .

"This time Dusk is also wrong Opa, maybe brother emotions because - because of the twilight greeting .Because Dusk compares brother to late husband Dusk "pronounced Dusk finally honest .

"Whoever doesn't like to compare .Especially with the competition .So next time 'Senja should try to control themselves "tutur Opa .

"Honestly Dusk there is a load of Opa , that load makes Dusk so sensitive .The burden of the Dusk itself does not know where to put the burden where "silent twilight said .

"Tell to Opa "say Hutama .

"Senja is confused with Rafli opa's parents, Why did they move the bodies of Rafli and Zain without the knowledge of Dusk .Dusk confused should chase or let go .Because for others, maybe it's just a corpse .Dusk could understand that they moved Rafli's body because they did not want Dusk to step on his grave .But Zain ? who is more entitled to a child than his mother opa ? Twilight containing Zain,Zain breastfeeding for up to two years .What is their right to Zain, who during his life they never greeted .Dusk should how Opa ? Dusk know we can pray wherever we are .But is this fair for Dusk ? Is it wrong that Dusk just wants to know where they buried Zain ? Dusk does not intend to take or move again "say Dusk with a sound that has been mixed sobs .

"Let go of your burden Nja .Cry, do not mourn your own grief .Later that comes out even the anger that you vent on others .Crying .A Mother, eager to spend tears for her son "say Hutama patting - pat on the shoulders of Dusk .

"Congenian Zain Opa .Even a thousand times Dusk conceives, it will not replace one child who leaves us .Sometimes Dusk feels evil, so momentarily Dusk dissolves in the world .Should Dusk be called Mother ? If after the death of his son alone Dusk looks so happy "say Dusk increasingly sob .

"Not Dusk .Precisely you must be happy, everything that happens and we experience now has been outlined by the creator .If God did not want you to be happy in this world, you would be with your child now .God gave you a longer life, for what ? to give happiness to others .God took Zain back not because God did not believe in you .But God knows, His plan is more beautiful than your plan .Look, you're now pregnant with Deandra and Aleandro's child .You will not become pregnant, if Allah does not allow the child to unite with your womb." - Hutama said at length .

"Senja should how Opa ?honestly, the matter of Zain's tomb is very disturbing .Dusk cannot be taken for granted before knowing the true truth "the word Twilight .

"Submit it to opa .It's not easy dealing with Rajata .I'll talk to your dad and Darren .Now take a break 'Opa will tell Darren to pick you up .Opa dear you two .Opa has reminded , if there is a problem do not get out of the house you live in "pronounce Opa firmly .

Dusk just nodded in agreement .Hopefully later when they meet Darren, their conversation can be normal and not yell at each other again