
Time passed, the warm and loving Dusk still lingering with its choice. Every morning he still prepares food for Zain and Darren. Send food for her husband's lunch. But his smile and laughter were rarely heard. That voice only Darren could hear at Dusk with Dasen or Zain.
It's not that Dusk never spoke to Darren, it's not like that either. Dusk still talk to him, but like a formality, asking for a meal, how in the office there is no spoiled gelayut or seductive words like before.
Today is the last day Dusk gave its Asi to Dasen. Twilight pumping pa*nya as often as possible, to get Asi as much as expected. The stock in the special refrigerator Asi Dasen is also quite full. Enough for the next two months. During this time Asi Dusk was indeed quite abundant.
Returning home from work, Darren sees Dasen sleeping in bed with Zain. Today, Darren came home a bit late because there was a meeting with foreign investors. On seeing it, Dusk was trying to pump Asi who had not come out at all. Her tears flowed silently with an empty look.
Darren crouched down beside the Dusk. Not a single touch of his wife. Not that I don't want to, but appreciate the will of Dusk. Only that can be done at this time, if there are other ways that make his wife can return to the way she was going to be done.
"Ask..God took one of your favors, but replaced it with another. Do you still deserve to deny the pleasure of drowning yourself in this kind of disappointment and sadness?" darren asked heartily as he ventured to take the Asi pump that was left on but no Asi had come out of there.
"You know who feels more guilty than you Ask? baby twins, they must have felt his presence was not desirable let alone expected. You can't want me to touch it, I understand. But don't torture yourself and our son. A happy mother makes her fetus also happy and well developed." added Darren.
Dusk turned his face away from Darren. The sobs without his voice grew. Tears poured down her cheeks. Darren held onto his chest, squeezing the shirt he was wearing. Seeing Dusk treat himself like that made him sick. Even more sick, he could do nothing.
Hutama suggests bringing Dusk to a psychiatrist, but Darren doesn't have the heart. Although it was the best way, but what if his wife misunderstood the good intentions.
Dusk stood up, opened Darren's wardrobe and took her husband's change of clothes.
"Wandi first ask..Have you eaten yet?" ask Dusk, the question is like it has been set to be thrown every Darren home from work. No less and no more, just like that.
"Not eating Ask" Darren replied lying, that's the only way to communicate and interact longer with the current Dusk.
"You take a shower first, Dusk ready to eat" said Dusk, voice and face equally flat.
Darren bit his lower lip slowly, his nose a deflated flower holding back the tears that almost fell from his already reddened eyes. He prefers the angry Dusk and pranks it out. Tell him to climb a mango tree, dance in the street or whatever but not like this. Dusk is like a robot that is set every speech and behavior.
Finished from the bathroom, Darren went out to the dining table. His wife was still there as usual, accompanying him to eat.
"How do you do Ask? smoothly?" the question that Darren expected would come out of his wife's mouth came out as well.
"There's a little problem ask. I have to go to Japan for a few weeks" Darren said, this time his instincts told him to lie.
"Ohh..Yes already. Leaving when? later let Dusk prepare your needs and clothes." replied Dusk.
"Zain's on vacation, right? I brought Zain, right? My work there is no shame. More leisure. Just gotta get there straight away." Darren added to his plan.
"If Zain wants to take it." Twilight answered without burden.
The conversation stopped there, because Dusk immediately cleaned up the former dinner plate that Darren used. Then back to the second floor. Dasen and Zain are still henchmen. Dusk crawled up to the bed caressing Dasen's face and kissing her many times.
As usual Darren sleeps in the bed down. No problem, rather than separate rooms. This is how cold their relationship is now.
A busy morning. Zain was ready at the dinner table waiting for his daddy. Today is a report card for odd semester exam results. Dusk was also concentrating on the bribes for the first day of Dasen's dream. As the WHO directives, for the first mpasi it is recommended to use a complete menu balanced with a customized texture. Dasen ate voraciously, there was not the slightest obstacle on the first day of mpasi.
After finishing feeding Dasen, the twilight body increasingly felt the cold heat was not good. Pa**it's as hard as a rock. As per the commitment, since zero - zero, Dusk has not given Asi directly or pumped it. Because it will be useless if it is still pumped. It is the same as stimulating the mammary glands to produce new Asi again.
Dusk put Dasen to bed. Then take a waslab and a bucket of warm water to compress the two chewy objects that swell and are very hard.
"Zain said goodbye to mama first dadd," said Zain as he raised the bag strap to his back, then ran small to his mother's room.
Sarita and Mahendra come to bring a variety of fruits for Dusk. Knowing his grandson this time twins, they seemed to have an obligation to take care of Dusk. Even if you just look and can't interfere. This time Dusk really did not want to share Dasen with others.
Zain was seen running down the stairs with a hurry, his breath teesengal - nasal.
"Dadd, his mama is hot and sweaty" Zain reported.
Darren widened his footsteps. The stairs he did not climb one by one. Two even three at once. Sarita follows to the second floor via the elevator. Sarita's feet are not too fit to go up and down the stairs.
Mahendra is waiting downstairs with Zain.
Darren checked his wife's temperature with Zain's thermometer.
"God this is so hot ma," Darren pointed out the forty-one number on his mama's thermometer.
"Bring to doctor Darr, surely this mastitis see pa*dara your wife is swollen and looks hard. Should be let stop, still issued a little or compressed using cabbage leaves." Sarita suggested while touching one pa*dara belongs to her son-in-law.
"Senja does not want to see a doctor, later Dasen equally no one to look after" said Dusk, could - usually only Dasen thought. Darren's patience is gone. Darren took a deep breath. Take a swipe to respond to the speech Dusk just now.