
"Stop ...Don't bother my brother ." said Chun Cha .
"I'm only asking for five minutes .Just five minutes ." said a woman named Raisa, Rafli's sister .
"No, my brother doesn't seem to want to talk to you." said Chun Cha , glancing at Dusk who kept walking towards the elevator .While Raisa keeps following .
"Senja please, five minutes .I promise nothing more." said Raisa memelas .
Dusk stopped his steps .Then looked reluctantly at Raisa who seemed to have changed a lot physically .His body was a little thin, but his stature used to be very contained even though it could not be said to be fat .
"Speak."say Dusk flat .
"Not here Dusk ,how about in your room ."raisa bargain .
Dusk looked around , there were no employees passing by and were in the lobby other than the current Karina .
"Account ...You go upstairs first ."the order of the Twilight answered the nod of the head by Chun Cha .
Dusk walk on the sofa a little far from the reception desk Karina .Raisa follows the footsteps of Dusk .
"Now speak ." said Dusk without expression .
"I just wanted to apologize .Please forgive me Dusk .My in-laws told me that I had no children because I had scavenged you and lied to you ."Raisa's love .
"really ? But sorry I don't care .Whatever your family has done, it has not starved me and suffered the least." said Dusk, be firm and brave .
"Monday ... I realize forgiving me might be too much .But please don't hate my brother either .Please Dusk, I can't bear to see him suffer as he is now .My brother just wants you not to hate him .We were wrong, my mother and I were wrong .My brother doesn't know what .Is it wrong that he just wants to be friends with you ? "please Raisa .
Dusk glanced at his wrist watch, still three minutes .The haughty Raisa apologizes to her like now , what other game is this .
"Your brother is getting married, isn't he ?what does this have to do with him now suffering with me ? I'm not who - who's Firly Raisa .My husband Rafli .And he's been dead for 4 more years."sahut Dusk ketus .
"Monday ...All my papa mama who forced and pressured us .Not my sister .Please just meet my sister once .He won't bother you often .He also understands you are getting married .Just tell him you can be friends .Be ordinary .I can't bear to let my brother keep torturing himself Dusk .He's like a spiritless undead .Don't make the sacrifice all this time in vain."please Raisa .
"It's been five minutes .I've listened to everything .Just tell your sister, I never asked her anything .Including sacrifice .If he wanted to replace Rafli mas, sorry it wouldn't be possible .We just got to know each other .Live each other's lives .Go home ... I've wasted my time in vain ." said Dusk always firmly though the truth is, his heart is not good - just now .
Twilight pressed the elevator button, leaning her body against the cold of the wall .His thoughts are chaotic, the words Raisa actually leaves a lot of questions in the mind of Dusk .But at this time Dusk does not want to know anything .Darren's kindness and his family is a fence of him to accept Firly or sorry anyone from Rajata's family .Dusk did not want his apologies to be able to shake his current decision .
Open elevator, Senja set his breath to look calm and well - fine .
"So good, okay ?"ask Chun Cha worried .
"Ah .iya ..so stupid am I ..Who could hurt Kemala .the stepbrother of Chun Cha .Which always sucks but is also kind ."cerocos Chun Cha , mimicking the way his app calls Dusk .
"Who is that woman, brother ? "ask Chun Cha .
"Not important .Now start working ...And don't report the incident just now to your brother-in-law or I won't bring you closer to brother Al "threaten Dusk while opening the door of his room that is indeed opposite Chun Cha's desk .
"Account ... Please tell Rosa for my room now yes .Thank you ." said Dusk before closing the door .
Dusk put his bag on the side table as usual .Then throw his ass down quietly in his loveseat .Groping MP3 player that is always in the drawer then play the song just this once .Glen Fredly's voice instantly dominated the silence of the room, bringing the feeling of Dusk ever deeper into grief .Dusk really just wants to cry at this moment .The right song, sometimes easily helps herd her tears to fall and spill .
"Excuse me from Dusk .."sapa Rosa made a daydream from Dusk .
"Ros, I'm not going in tomorrow .I'm going to Rafli's tomb with Zain first .I want to tell them that I'm getting married ." said Dusk Sudu .
"Good ma'am .... Means for the schedule meeting mom tomorrow at cancle all yes ma'am ? There are two bu , with PT.Loka and PT. Alpa ." asked Rosa .
"Let Chun Cha contact them and approve the meeting .You can open my laptop if you need urgent data that can only be accessed from here ." said Dusk .
"Good ma'am Dusk ....Ma'am sorry .Did Nando this week meet Mom .Nando kept asking mam Dusk ." said Rosa heart - heart, hope the name Nando makes a sad face Dusk soon disappear .
"Geez sorry Ros, I ignored Nando after telling him to go to my school of choice .Sorry, I'll see him Sunday .Brother forbid me to go - go as long as brother is not home ." said Dusk felt bad .
"If you can't go - go, why tomorrow go to the grave ?"ask Rosa half reminded .
"My mood is bad Ros .I also have not visited the tombs of Rafli and Zain .It's been over a year now" replied Dusk back with a sad face .
Yes, Senja has not been to the graves of her son and husband for a long time .Not without reason , the last time the tomb was fenced like a house .Dusk can not touch the tombstone of both .The Rajata family is indeed strange, as a wife and mother, the right of Dusk is really in the hijack .Dusk just wants to see from afar .True prayer for the soul that has left his body can be anywhere .Not having to go directly to his tomb, but this time Dusk wants to go there .Before getting married, talking as if asking for permission from Rafli and Zain will make his heart more relieved and calm .
"Is there anything else you want to say ?"ask Rosa .
"No Ros ...Enough ..Eh Ros, I'm sorry to ask .But you can't answer it .Because it's too personal actually .Ros, have you forgiven Brother Aleandro ? however, brother Al who makes you your life is not as normal as other women ." said Dusk to the point but keep heart - heart .
"I have never hated or held any grudge against Mr. Aleandro, for the fault does not belong only to Mr. Aleandro .I was wrong, too, ma'am ."Rosa answered immediately .
"Allah .... Brother Al will definitely see you soon .It's not about you or Aleandro Ros .Take it easy .You must forget your past for Nando .He deserves to know who his father is .You don't have to be together to raise Nando, there are many children out there who live a life of obscurity, deception, and disarray when they grow up in the ideal family environment .Don't be discouraged, Nando the steps are still long .One day Nando will raise your degree ." said Dusk, Zain's shadow as if dancing in his mind every time talking about Nando .
"Thank you for Dusk ...I feel lucky to have Nando .If it wasn't Nando who would have strengthened me ma'am .I pray that Mother will soon get a momongan after marriage .So that someone replaces the mother's child in the heart of the Dusk ma'am ." said Rosa sincerely .
"Can't be so Ros .Even if I could have dozens of children, no one would be able to replace Zain here .That is our privilege as a mother ros .the affection of a mother is not like a bread .The more that must be divided, the smaller the pieces so that all get equal .Mother did not share her affection like that .Mother gives affection according to the needs of her child fairly .Fair doesn't just have to be the same Ros." said Dusk, put his hand right on his chest .Impregnates the tightness and emptiness in his chest whenever talking about the child .